Chapter 55

Ji Yu Ze stared at him for a long time, then stretched out his hand and held Ning'an.

He pursed his lips tightly, like a little beast on guard all the time.

Ning An's eyes softened, "I won't go."

He had planned to sit by and wait for jiyuze to sleep. But see Ji Yu Ze to inside shrink body, expose half bed.

"Sleep with me." The voice of the youth is low, and it is full of the dumb of the night.

Ning An is stunned to go up his line of sight, good half day just way: "good."

The bed is not big, but it's more than enough for two people.

Ning An just covered quilt, waist gave a pair of hands.

As soon as he lowered his head, there was another head in his arms, rubbing against his neck from time to time. The soft tip of hair scratched the skin and itched.

Ji Yuze's body is very cold, so they don't feel hot together. Ning'an is just a little uncomfortable, and his face is slightly red: "Ozawa, don't move, be good."

Jiyuze will not move.

He just almost greedily sniffed the smell of men, for many years, did not feel such warmth.

Ji Ming is disgusted with him. He wants to be clean without seeing. His stepmother naturally didn't like him. She called him around like a dog.

At the beginning, jiyuze was looking forward to receiving a bit of Jiming's special treatment because of his obedience.

Later he realized that his birth was a mistake.

Ji Ming doesn't like him. No matter how clever and excellent he is, it will never change.

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"Ozawa?" Ning An frowns to call a way.

Ji Yu Ze just reflected that he was so absorbed in his thoughts that his strength on his hand increased and made the people around him feel a little painful.

He didn't know what to do, so he quickly relaxed, but he still held Ning'an, as if declaring sovereignty.

Fortunately, Ning'an didn't mind, but still said in a warm voice: "go to sleep. It doesn't matter if you have nightmares. I'll accompany you."

Ji Yu Ze buried his head in his chest and answered with a very light voice.

If you let Dean he and Wang Xiaoxiao and others see his dependence and trust, it will be incredible.

Ning'an is different.

Sadness is ferocious and short-lived. It comes like a flood, but it will fade away with the passage of time. For example, it will be very sad to lose the person you care about, have a bad job, and have a bad exam. But you know, it's going to get better.

But depression is slow and lasting, it is a little bit cannibal vitality, all the things around are covered with a layer of gray, become irrelevant. And from the bottom of my heart happy experience, also become long and no trace.

But because of him, jiyuze felt that he could breathe again. For the first time, he could distinguish different colors around him. For the first time, he felt the unique breeze of spring.

The pain in my heart is suddenly reduced, and the past life covered by depression is once again full of color.

Ning'an never let him forget the past, only said he was ill. And disease, there is always a cure that day.

When people encounter darkness, they often have two choices.

The simplest is to compromise and fall into the dark without difficulty.

The other is to work very hard to get out.

In the past, Ji Yuze always felt that he had nothing left. It didn't matter if he lost anything. He might as well just go silent. One day, when he really loses interest in the whole world.

But there was a beam of light shining in suddenly, which made him unavoidable.

Ji Yu Ze hugs Ning'an tightly and feels the man's temperature. He closes his eyes with thin lips.

It turns out that the world is still a little interesting.