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"Think about it for yourself. How is your sleep quality these days? How many nightmares have you had? How much sweating did you have at night? "

When Mu Chi Yao asked, Yan Anxi thought about it, as if Yes.

"Still have to see." However, there is no need to go to the hospital

He also began to worry about Yanxi's health.

She can't be busy.

The housekeeper asked at the same time, "well, Mr. mu, do you want to invite Have a psychologist come? "

"Well." Mu Chi Yao nodded, "go now, as soon as possible."

"Yes, Mr. mu."

Yan Anxi shook his head: "no need I don't need to see a psychiatrist. "

Mu Chi Yao only frowned at the housekeeper: "what are you still doing here?"

"Yes, yes, I'll see an authoritative psychiatrist right away." The housekeeper said, "Mr. mu, I'll get in touch right away."

Yan Anxi sighed: "if you like this, if an Chen knows it, he thinks what's wrong with me."

Mu Chi Yao put down the newspaper: "Yan Anxi, if I don't guess wrong, Yan Anxi seems to I don't know about your abortion. "

"Yes."

"Why do you keep it from me?"

"I I don't want him to worry about me. "

Mu Chi Yao asked again, "how long do you think you can keep it from me?"

"As long as you can keep it from you." Yan Anxi replied, "I will take the initiative to tell him when I find a suitable time."

The child is the pain in Yanxi's heart.

If she wants to tell Yan An Chen about it again, it's equivalent to recalling the miscarriage again.

It's too painful.

In this way, she can't talk about the nightmares that make her sleep and eat uneasily.

After a while, Yan Anxi looked up at Mu Chi Yao and said softly, "Mu Chi Yao, suddenly I have something to discuss with you."

"You said." Mu Chi Yao looks at her.

"Psychologist, it's not necessary. I don't think it's necessary. However, Mu Chi Yao, if you are really worried about me, the emotions in my heart, and my psychology, then I just want to do one thing now. "

Mu Chi Yao's eyes narrowed slightly: "Yan Anxi, although I don't know what you are going to do. But I warned you, divorce is impossible, you don't want to

"It's not a divorce." Yanxi shook her head.

"What is that?"

Yan Anxi said in a soft but clear voice: "the most important thing in my heart is the child. I have nightmares because of my children. Therefore, Mu Chi Yao, I want to set up a tombstone for my children. "

As soon as this sentence is said, especially the words "tombstone", the whole restaurant is in a dead silence.

Mu Chi Yao's eyebrows wrinkled at a high moment. Looking at her, he had complex emotions in his eyes. He looked at her and didn't speak for a long time.

"He is my child." Yan Anxi's voice began to choke, "although he didn't come to this world, he has father, mother and family. He should have a home. "

You can't let this kid just disappear.

If there are ghosts in the world, then her children can't be alone.

She owes too much to the child.

Since she knew that she was pregnant, this child has been suffering with her and living in fear.

Mu Chi Yao's voice was low: "where do you want to stand?"

"It's in Nianhua villa." Yan Anxi replied, "this is his home. He is a member of it. I don't want to put him in the cemetery or far away. I think he's at home because we're all here. "

Mu Chi Yao recalled that Yan Anxi had nightmares. He was sweating profusely and helpless, and his heart ached.

He and her children, so gone, is also a way to commemorate this child.

Even if, this child is pain, is the wound, is the scar which can never be healed.

But it was his flesh and blood, and his kinship.

"Is that all right?" Yan Anxi looked at Mu Chi Yao and asked cautiously, "I really want to leave something for this child in the world."

Even if the child's life is only a few months.

Mu Chi Yao looked at her and asked, "Yan Anxi, are you afraid? Will you have nightmares because of your children?"

"I'm not afraid to dream of him. Mu Chi Yao, you You don't understand. "

Yan Anxi calmed down his sadness and said: "I just want to let my child have one Home. "

Even if she was haunted by nightmares every night, she was not afraid.

What she's afraid of is that her children have no home.

Mu Chi Yao looked at her, and finally said lightly, "yes."

"Good." Yananxi looked at him and looked away. "I'll finish it as soon as possible. It won't interfere with you."

Mu Chi Yao lowered his head, picked up the newspaper again and read it carefully.

Yan Anxi finished his breakfast and left the restaurant.

Mu Chi Yao just put down the newspaper and looked at her back.

He just had no idea and went to read the newspaper, but he was just covering up his emotions.

Yananxi wants to set up a tombstone for the child.

Mu Chi Yao Some don't understand what she did.

She really regretted that she lost the child, didn't she?

So, I want to leave a tombstone to commemorate the children.

Well, every time I see the tombstone, Yanxi feels guilty and sorry for her children, which is a kind of Repentance.

"Yan Anxi, how good would it be if you had regretted losing the child earlier?"

Unfortunately, this low murmur of Mu Chi Yao will not be heard by Anxi.

At the beginning, when he learned that Yan Anxi had miscarried, he kept a certain level of calm in addition to anger and pain.

He went to check.

Inside and outside, the baby is very fine. I've checked everything before and after.

All evidences, all personal evidences and material evidences point to her

How can he forgive Yanxi for his hard evidence?

How can I?

Yan Anxi walked out of the restaurant, looked outside, and then went upstairs.

She went back to the bedroom, went to the dresser and gently opened the drawer.

Inside the drawer, there is a long-life lock lying quietly. The lock head is very delicate, with a slight metallic luster.

Yananhi picked it up and held it tightly in his hand.

Then she turned and went downstairs.

Yan Anxi takes off his long black down jacket from the hanger, puts it on carefully and buttons it up.

The down jacket's all to the calf, her petite body, all of a sudden wrapped up tightly.

It's very cold outside. She should take good care of her body. Don't get cold.

No matter what, love yourself.