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Li Yanjin replied, "I don't know what kind of feelings she and I had before I lost my memory. But now, at this moment, I'm very sure that I don't love her. "

I don't know how to answer him at the beginning of summer.

Until now, my uncle has never loved Qiao Jingwei.

Can, let the beginning of summer be distressed is, then why, the little uncle at the beginning, will and Qiao Jingwei Go to bed?

This is the beginning of summer has been, can not put down things.

Even though she was clear in her mind now, my uncle loved her all the time.

But he and Qiao Jingwei have sex, and it's not drunken sex. It's really unacceptable for any woman.

"But you and her Little uncle, it's not that breaking up can break up. "

"I will communicate with her well. Breaking up is my best account for her. I do not love her, but always with her, dragging her, delay her, is the biggest injustice to her! It's better to say it in time than to keep it from her like this. "

At the beginning of summer, he kept shaking his head: "it's impossible, it won't happen. Qiao Jingwei won't break up with you. She loves you very much. She loves you very much. "

"But love is mutual."

"But it's impossible for us. You and her hand, we can not be together, you will cause a lot of trouble! "

At the beginning of summer, I knew that my uncle had been very busy at work. If there was any trouble in his private affairs, would he be able to deal with it?

The smoke in Li Yanjin's hand is about to burn out.

But he didn't seem to care at all. He said lightly, "so, you want me to stay with her and love you again?"

"Don't love me." Early summer said, "I am going abroad, I will not appear in front of you, hinder you."

"I will not let you go."

"You can't stop me, uncle."

"I may be really crazy..."

Li Yanjin sighed low, pressed out the smoke in his hand, and continued to stand by the window without moving a step.

He knew that if he was near the beginning of summer, she would run away barefoot.

Rather than let her escape, it's better to keep a distance, at least to have a long look.

"I can't go crazy with you. I can't go crazy with you anymore..." At the beginning of summer, he said to himself, "you can fall in love with me twice, but I can't accept you twice."

With the passage of time, the growth of age, experienced so much, the beginning of summer is no longer a vigorous young girl.

She knows what fear is.

Know what is consequence and responsibility.

These are the lessons of blood and tears, her own experience.

How dare she, how dare she still dare to love one.

Li Yanjin didn't hear what she was talking about alone. It was only natural that she lit a second cigarette.

He seldom drinks, so to speak, he doesn't touch alcohol. Now he just smokes, and he smokes a little bit fiercely.

Li Yanjin didn't know why he didn't drink. He vaguely remembered that he swore never to drink again.

This oath, I'm afraid, is contained in the memory that he forgot together.

Because he thought about it carefully, without any impression, he just felt that no matter what, he would stop drinking.

Probably, he's delayed something important because of drinking.

More and more, Li Yanjin feels that he is really a missing person.

His life, incomplete, his memory, forever incomplete.

Why did he think it didn't matter before? Is it because there is no love in your heart?

There was another silence between the two.

Li Yanjin kept smoking. The night wind was cool outside, and his clothes were slightly swinging with the wind.

"Little uncle, don't smoke." "It's not good for your health," he said softly at the beginning of summer

"I know it's bad for my health, but I can't help it."

"You've smoked two while standing there."

Li Yanjin dusted the ashes again: "I've given up drinking. If I'm going to give up smoking, I may not have much fun living."

"How can you say that." At the beginning of the summer, I can't help blaming, "well, what can I say to live or not to die?"

"I know better than you how bad smoking is, because my body is mine." Li Yanjin glanced at her sideways, "maybe, sometimes, a lot of things, can't help it..."

"Little uncle..."

"You see, I know, I like you, you like me, it's a fatal mistake, but we still like it. If you know it's a mistake, why do you still want to make it? "

At the beginning of summer, "I can't tell you, my uncle. But you can't break up with Qiao Jingwei or stop me from studying abroad. "

"But you don't even want to see me, at the beginning."

"I can't destroy you any more..." At the beginning of the summer, he replied, "little uncle, do you know how much we are like now? If we were known, how big a sensation would be caused and how much loss would be caused to you?"

Li Yanjin took a breath of smoke, spit out the smoke, and said lightly, "if I didn't care at all?"

He can clearly feel that he seems to be possessed, like the beginning of summer, like crazy.

Showdown, kissing, forcing her to stay by her side He never thought that he would do such a thing.

And to my niece

But the love and possession in my heart just grow up like this

Li Yanjin pressed out the second cigarette and walked towards the beginning of summer.

Looking at him at the beginning of summer, there was still a trace of fear.

"Maybe after the accident, I'm confused," Li Yanjin said lightly. "Take a rest. I won't do anything to you."

"That little uncle What about you? You... "

"I'll be here. I'll leave tomorrow morning."

"How can I sleep here..." At the beginning of summer, I looked around four places, "you don't have to be so aggrieved."

"Maybe It's easy to fall asleep when I'm here. "

“…… Ah? "

"Because you are by my side. Even if I go home now and lie in bed without you, I still can't sleep. "

At the beginning of summer, he was staring at him.

My uncle's eyes are dark and blue.

He's too tired and hasn't had a good rest, but she But I can't help her.

Li Yanjin added: "it's good to sleep today. It's the best sleep in this month to sleep for three or four hours."

“…… Little uncle, is your sleep so bad? "

"Well." He nodded slightly. "As soon as you close your eyes, your mind is full of things."

At the beginning of summer, there was a soft snack: "little uncle, you can't go on like this. In the long run, how can you bear it?"