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Li Yanjin clearly knows that he can't give Qiao Jingwei anything, love can't give, marriage can't give, can only give responsibility, take on the later wind and rain and setbacks in her life.

At the beginning of summer, he replied one by one, "because I had no choice."

Li Yanjin's eyes suddenly brightened. Then he asked, "so at the beginning of the year, you said that because you had no choice."

"That's part of the reason."

"Part of it?"

Early summer answer: "in that case, I can only and must do so. Li Yanjin At that time, don't you understand that in your life, no matter what, you can't get rid of Qiao Jingwei? "

Li Yanjin's expression was startled.

Yes, indeed.

When Qiao Jingwei uses his life to tie him, it means that the entanglement between him and Qiao Jingwei will last forever.

Qiao Jingwei can resist his life and pester him.

So He was forced by Joe to stay.

He and early summer It's impossible to get along with each other even if it's a peaceful life.

Li Yanjin's simplest wish was shattered.

"You're right, you're right." Li Yanjin replied, "but I......"

He said that, and stopped, did not continue.

But how he hoped that at the beginning of summer, he could say two words for him and for him and her.

Not to save Qiao Jingwei's life, not to take the whole situation into consideration.

Early summer is too sensible

"Forget it." Li Yanjin said, "at the beginning of summer, before you, it was not like this."

"Before?" She looked stunned. "Before you said it, when was it? How long ago? "

"When you were still living in Li's house. You at that time It's the real you, the one I want to see. "

At the beginning of summer, he smiled: "that's the past. It's just the past. How can I suddenly miss it?"

"Don't you miss you before?"

At the beginning of summer, he said, "I used to I don't know. "

In Li Yanjin's expression, there was a trace of sadness.

At that time, at the beginning of summer, because of his protection, he was so happy, careless, and his personality was publicized. He did everything according to his own preferences and feelings

Not afraid of anyone at all, so arrogant, unbridled.

Even at the beginning of the summer, for the sake of expressing Anxi, he dared to make a counter calculation with Mu Chi Yao.

It was the real beginning of summer.

That's a woman who is loved by Li Yanjin and used to come out with one hand.

Now?

The man in front of her now, Li Yanjin thought, is not his early days

His first days are gone, and he will not return.

Li Yanjin's voice was low: "now you are the one who left me, you who are immersed in life's helpless, you who endure loneliness alone, you who are trained out after being helpless..."

"Yes." At the beginning of summer, I nodded, "I can live a good life on my own. I don't have to rely on anyone, and I won't leave anyone. The world will be turned upside down."

"But at the beginning What you look like now is the last thing I want to see. I didn't expect that the reality has changed you. "

He doted on the beginning of summer, just to let her live, just want to let her unbridled.

But her water chestnut It has been ground down.

And It can be said that it was Li Yanjin who polished it by himself.

Silence.

There was silence.

Early summer side of the head, looked out of the window, and take back his eyes, looked down at the white quilt.

"What's the point of saying that? It's just sad." At the beginning of summer, he said, "I didn't blame you for Qiao Jingwei's affair, and I didn't have any superfluous ideas. I just didn't think that you were the opposite It's my fault. "

"I didn't blame you."

"What do you mean by what you just said?"

"Disappointment Yes, despair. " Li Yanjin replied, "at the beginning, Qiao Jingwei survived. Do you know what this means?"

At the beginning of summer, he asked, "do you want her to die?"

"No."

"I know what it means for her to survive, and if she does What does it mean to die? "

Li Yanjin looked at her: "you are very calm."

"Yes, because I know that no matter what kind of result, the best and the worst, I can bear it, so I don't have much influence."

Li Yanjin is A long sigh.

He can't take it.

He knew his relationship with the beginning of summer. It was basically impossible for him to go back to the past.

However, there will be so much time in the future, and the rest of his life will be so long. He and she will get along in this way. They will not cross that line or be alienated. After many years, maybe there will be a chance. He can resolve these gratitude and resentment with the beginning of summer.

He can afford to wait.

He is willing to do it all his life.

However, now, Qiao Jingwei jumped from the building and totally disrupted his ideas and plans.

Li Yanjin doesn't even have the chance to get along peacefully with the beginning of summer

What a terrible thing it is that one's last hope is so destroyed.

"You go." At the beginning of summer, a voice suddenly said, "you should go home and have a good rest. What you look like now Everyone will be distressed. "

"Do you feel any pain?"

Nodding at the beginning of summer, "I feel sad My little uncle. "

A little uncle, thoroughly expressed her meaning.

Li Yanjin gave a wry smile, the expression on her face was so sad.

After a while, he said, "well, I'll go first."

"OK, I won't send it. If Joe Jingwei wakes up, you can tell her for me and wish her a speedy recovery. "

Li Yanjin "well", turned around and walked out.

At the beginning of summer, looking at his back, his nose suddenly turned sour.

But he is still here, she can't show any emotion, only calm, calm

When Li Yanjin reached the door, he had already reached the door, but he stopped all his actions and said, "at the beginning of the year.". Maybe I am today I shouldn't have come to see you. "

"Here we are. Now we are ready to leave. What else can we do with these useless things?"

"May you Can meet a person who treats you sincerely

Who can realize that when Li Yanjin says this, he is like in extreme grief.

He has always firmly believed that, apart from him, no one can take good care of early summer and treat her as well as he does.

But now, he said, at the beginning of summer, I hope you can meet another one.