C1907

"Is it?"

"Yes, Ma. And now that's what I want to live, it's great. "

I didn't know before I became a mother. After I became a mother, I found out at the beginning of summer that children are really the whole of her life.

"What if time went back several years?" Li Yan asked, "suppose, what kind of life do you want?"

At the beginning of the summer, she didn't answer, but looked at Liyan in surprise: "Mom, how can you ask this?"

"Nothing, just want to ask. I think ah, I always thought that I didn't care enough about you or understand you enough. "

"You've done a good job. You do housework every day and manage your work well. You take good care of summer. "

"You said that summer is my granddaughter. Can I not treat her well?"

At the beginning of summer, he smiled, "yes, yes."

"Then, at the beginning, if everything could come back, what would you choose?"

At the beginning of the summer, I was stunned. Then I said slowly, "this life, where can I have the chance to come back?"

"What if, what if."

Li Yan has been asking for it. She can't help but think about it at the beginning of summer.

After a while, she said, "if time could come again, then, I think, in the beginning, when you and dad divorced, I wanted to choose and follow dad."

Li Yan's expression suddenly changed.

Qiao Jingwei's voice keeps ringing in his mind --

"you are a unqualified mother at all. If you destroy your daughter's happiness, it's for her good! If I knew what you did at the beginning of summer, I would hate you very much! "

Sure enough, at the beginning of summer, I don't know the truth yet. Do I hate her? Do you think Xia Zhiguo should live together?

At the beginning of the summer, Li Yan's face didn't change.

She went on: "although dad didn't work hard, he managed a good company in a mess. But, at least, he is good to me. Of course, mom, that's not the point. "

Li Yan collected her mood and asked quickly, "well, at the beginning, what's the point?"

"The reason why I want to choose my father is that, in this way, I will not follow your mother to Li's house and meet my uncle."

Until now, in the early summer, when I recall my first meeting with Li Yanjin, I will feel heartbroken.

The first good, but also always in the heart of the beautiful pan Kai.

Sweet Zizi, or even, sweet to greasy.

But ah, such a first sight, but to the future, buried a huge disaster.

At the beginning of summer, she knew that as long as she didn't love Li Yanjin and fell in love with any other man, even Gu Yanbin, she would not be so sad as now.

She would not have suffered so much.

Li Yan was shocked: "you regret having followed me because Do you know Yanjin? "

Nod at the beginning of summer.

But at the beginning of summer he said, "Mom, you said it yourself. It's a hypothesis. So, well, don't talk about these useless things any more. Live in reality and live in the present. "

"Chu Chu, I'm sorry..." Li Yan said, "I didn't expect this to happen."

At the beginning of summer, it was strange: "Mom? What's up? Good. Why do you say that? I can't blame you for my little uncle and me. "

She has to love Li Yanjin.

She knew it was her uncle, an insurmountable gap, but she did so.

In a word, at the beginning of the relationship, Li Yanjin chased her first.

However, if she has enough concentration and stability, she will not plunge into his emotional world and make herself scarred.

"Blame me. I don't care enough about you. I don't know what you want. " Li Yan replied, "otherwise, when you and Li Yanjin have early signs, I should find out and stop you in time."

At the beginning of summer, he suddenly smiled: "Mom, it turns out Until now, you still think that I should not fall in love with my uncle, right? "

"Yes, you see, what benefits have you gained over the years? If you are in love with others, how happy you should be now. "

There was no talk at the beginning of the summer.

Because she knows that what she wants to say may make her mother unhappy, or even dissatisfied with her, because now, if we really ask ourselves, let the beginning of summer ask ourselves, after all Have you ever regretted loving Li Yanjin.

Her answer is, no regrets.

Love is love, she never regret at the beginning of summer!

"After all, I'm still to blame." Li Yan sighed and said, "it's my fault that I didn't care about you and didn't find out earlier. I know, because of your father, you have been short of fatherly love since childhood... "

Early summer said: "Mom, where are you going?"

"I mean seriously. At the beginning of summer, your father is not a good father. He didn't care for you since childhood. So after knowing Yanjin, he cared for you and he cared for you, so you didn't consciously... "

"Well, Ma, no more. Summer is still here."

But Li Yan said, with tears in her eyes.

"I'm not a good mother. I'm very derelict. I owe you so much I've done a lot of wrong things. At the beginning, if you hate me and blame me, I can understand. "

"Well, why should I hate you and blame you?"

"I......"

Li Yan opens her mouth, but she doesn't know what to say and where to start.

At the beginning of summer, Li Yan's mind was heavy.

"Mom," said the beginning of summer, "what's the matter with you? Since I came in, I have been talking strangely. What's the matter? "

"Nothing, nothing."

"But you have something on your mind."

Li Yan shook her head. "No, it isn't."

"Mom, you'd better go straight."

"I have nothing." Li Yan smiled and said, "keep going with summer. I'm a little tired. I want to go back to my room and have a rest."

"Mom Are you really OK? "

"It's OK. What can I do. Come on, you stay with summer, I'm gone. "

"Well."

Li Yan touched summer's head and her eyes were full of loving light.

After she left, she still stared at the door at the beginning of summer, looking thoughtful.

Mom, it's weird tonight.

What happened to her?

How can she suddenly realize that she did something wrong?

But at the beginning of summer, I can't think why.

"Summer." At the beginning of summer, I turned to look at summer. "Do you think grandma is a little strange?"

"Is grandma strange? Not at all. Mommy, did grandma tell you anything? "