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I only heard Li Yanjin say, "at the beginning of the year, I was reckless and reached out to hug you, but you didn't even have the courage to hold me for a while?"

At the beginning of summer, tears fell silently from the eyes.

How could she not want to hug him.

However, she is afraid that she will be infatuated with such indulgence, and then again and again, fall.

"I know you still hate me, even me. I've been lying in bed these days, thinking of what I've done to you over the years, I can't help dying myself... "

At the beginning of summer, he was suddenly awakened by his words. He hurriedly wanted to come out of his arms and cover his mouth: "you What are you talking about! Fie fie fie! "

However, Li Yanjin's hands are harder and stronger, and she is more firmly held in her arms: "don't try to leave me, never have such an idea..."

"I will not leave. I will stay at Li's house. I have summer now, I am a mother, how can I still be willful? Even for the sake of summer, I should live a good life. "

"For summer..." Li Yanjin's voice, with regret, "then can you for me. Can you have one time, one thing, for me? "

I don 't know how to answer at the beginning of summer.

For him.

All her life, she lived like this for him.

"In fact, I was thinking that if I didn't fall in love with you, you didn't fall in love with me. I don't know if we two are How happy it should be. "

"No, it's not." Li Yanjin said, "you are not allowed to have such an idea. At the beginning of summer, I am not allowed to have it! Did you hear that? "

"Why?" he asked at the beginning of summer

"Because I'm glad I met you and fell in love with you. This is the happiest thing in my life, so how can I have such an idea if I haven't loved it? "

"Li Yanjin..." His name was called at the beginning of summer.

"Well, I'm here."

"Let's finish other things first." At the beginning of summer, "I won't go."

"And when you're done with everything? Will you come back to me? "

"At that time, maybe a lot of things will come to an end." At the beginning of summer, "I just want to be alone now."

"You still have to push me away..."

"If we are predestined to be together, we should separate for a few more days, just to get together better in the future, right?"

Li Yanjin gave a little meal and then asked, "will you come back to me?"

"It depends." At the beginning of summer, I sighed, "if I could be together, what would I have You don't get a heart attack? "

Yananhi is right.

She is because of the lack of love, so she will become such a character.

Awkward, self abased, timid, do everything will look forward to, dare not let go of courage.

If she has a lot of love again, then she will become the carefree and unrestrained early summer.

"I know what you're worried about." "Li Yanjin side head, lips stick to her sideburns," you are worried, Yan elder sister will accept this reality

By default at the beginning of summer.

Li Yanjin sighed, his tone was full of helplessness and pity: "you are still considering for her."

"Yes. She's my mother, one of the most important people in the world. How can I ignore her feelings? "

"But did she think about it for you when she broke us up?"

"My mother's practice, in the eyes of any one of us, is wrong. It's outrageous. But if, from my mom's point of view, she just wants to defend what she thinks is right. "

After all, the previous generation It's normal for us to be conservative in thinking and pay too much attention to reputation.

However, Li Yan's practice almost delayed the happiness of her whole life at the beginning of summer.

If Fu Jingran didn't shake everything out, I don't know what kind of wandering I would experience in my life at the beginning of summer.

"So you have to leave me for a while."

"I haven't left you, Li Yanjin. I'm still here. I won't go anywhere."

"But," replied Li, "it's a kind of leaving for me if I don't hold you firmly by my side."

At the beginning of summer, I laughed.

She looked up from his arms, her eyes misty with tears.

Seeing her like this, Li Yanjin was shocked and asked, "Why are you crying?"

Early summer shook his head: "nothing."

And Li Yanjin has subconsciously raised her hand and wiped away tears from her eyes.

"I am The mood came, so the tears came. " At the beginning of summer, he replied, "I don't know what happened in these years. It's very easy to cry. My tears are falling. "

Li Yanjin's hand caresses her cheek: "my wish is to let you no longer do anything for anyone and drop any tears."

At the beginning of summer, he raised his hand, wiped the corner of his eyes, and inhaled his nose: "it's OK. It's not early. Don't you really go back to rest?"

"I want to look at you."

"We still miss too much after all..."

Li Yanjin quickly and anxiously interrupted her, "but we always love each other, don't we?"

At the beginning of summer, I took a look at him and smiled.

"You answer me." Li Yanjin is suddenly in a hurry, holding her hand. "At the beginning, you are now Do you still love me? "

When asked this sentence, Li Yanjin's voice was a little shaky.

He is waiting for her answer.

But he was afraid of her answer.

It's a kind of unbearable suffering for him to look forward to and be afraid at the same time.

If he says he doesn't love at the beginning of summer, what should he do.

However, if love is said at the beginning of the summer, but in such a situation, she can't be with him, what should he do?

It's a dilemma.

At the beginning of summer, I saw him for a long time, but I asked him, "you Do you still love me? "

Li Yanjin immediately nodded without hesitation: "love!"

At the beginning of summer, he smiled: "well, OK, I see. Enough."

"And you?" In Li Yanjin's voice, there is an eagerness, "do you still love me? You didn't answer me, beginning. "

"If you think I still love you, then I still love you. If you don't feel love Then, I have nothing to say. "

If you don't love She can be ruthless and heartless. She killed the summer directly. How could she have been born.

Just want to have a baby for him and keep his blood.

At the beginning of summer, we still can't do such cruel and heartless things.

After all, when he hurt her the hardest and the most, she thought that when he loved her, it was sweet.