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"I've been pushing you forward, pushing you too hard." Li Yanjin replied, "I shouldn't have asked you all the time to walk your life as I thought. Everyone has autonomy, doesn't he? "

At the beginning of summer, he nodded: "yes." so, I'm glad that you said everything in your heart like that last time Li Yanjin looks at her from the side, "in this way, I can know where I am not good enough, where I need to pay attention, and where I need to improve."

Then, he will improve slowly.

He can also become better to love her.

Although he can't get close to her any more, it's not a bad thing to realize his own mistakes and know her mind.

"You are fine." At the beginning of summer, "I am the one who is not good, and I am the one who needs to improve."

"No, it's me. At the beginning, you are not wrong. I've always been the wrong person. "

At the beginning of summer, he suddenly smiled: "so we two, now we need to take responsibility for each other?"

"At the beginning, if I could, I'd like to ask you something."

"Well." She nodded, "we two, come out to take this step now, to make our words clear. I don't want to go on like this in the future. Some things, even if I avoid them, are useless."

Li Yanjin looks at her, slows down her pace, brews for a while, and then opens her mouth.

"Don't you really want our relationship to improve?" He asked, "do you want to keep pushing until you can't avoid it? Or, all you care about is sister Yan's objection. "

"Actually, I don't know what I'm hiding from. I was not a person who cared about other people's opinions. But now, my character has really changed a lot. "

"I see it."

"That time, I made such a big fire at you, got so angry and hurt people. In fact, I'm sorry." At the beginning of summer, "I had lost my mind. Later, as soon as I calmed down, I regretted it. "

"Is it?"

If there will be a trace of regret at the beginning of summer, then it is clear that she still has feelings for him.

"Well. Since then, I think you've listened to me. You seldom come to me. Even if you don't talk to me and stay away from me. Just like I do, give me enough free space and time. "

"I dare not come near you."

"I've been avoiding you, too." At the beginning of summer, "if it wasn't for Xia who was in kindergarten this time, something like this happened, I might have been hiding all the time."

Li Yanjin said: "at the beginning, it's useless to avoid."

"I know it's no use. The problem will not be solved." Early summer answer, "but, at least, can give me a calm thinking time."

"I gave it."

"Yes, you did. Li Yanjin, you are still the same as before, conniving me, all inclusive of me. This time, I calm down, I am free, I have space, but I still do not want to understand. "

After that, at the beginning of summer, he added, "maybe, how can I not understand this problem?"

"Many questions in the world don't want a complete and clear answer." Li Yanjin thought for a moment and replied, "maybe it's enough to have a happy life."

At the beginning of summer.

Then, she slowly turned around and looked up at Li Yanjin.

She repeated Li Yanjin's words one by one: "is it enough to have a happy life?"

"Well."

"What if our happiness is based on the pain of others?"

Li Yanjin immediately retorted: "then, the happiness of others has also been based on our pain."

Although both of them are not clear,

but who this "other" refers to, both of them are clear in mind.

Li Yan.

This is the beginning of summer in my heart, can not go over the ridge.

Like a heart demon.

"You have a point." Early summer, "but she can do it, we can't."

What did Li Yanjin think at the beginning of her life? When she spoke to her, she suddenly realized that she had made the old mistakes again.

He began to try to push early summer, urging her, forcing her, let her step forward.

Don't fall twice in the same place.

Li Yanjin can't make two mistakes in the same thing.

So

"the beginning." Li Yanjin pursed her lips and reorganized her language. "You can feel happy."

She shook her head. "I'm not happy, I haven't been."

"So, do what you think you should do."

"All right." At the beginning of the summer, he raised his hand and interrupted him, "this question is not for now. Summer is the main thing. "

She and Li Yanjin remember how many years have passed since they began to love each other.

Two people's emotional Road, and in the end, how rough.

All these years, or you are you, I am me.

Not us.

"At the beginning." Li Yanjin said, "well, then, we won't talk about it. It will make you unhappy. What do you want to do about summer? "

Early summer: "summer still needs dad."

Li Yanjin's heart beat, suddenly accelerated a lot.

She means that Li Yanjin is a little nervous at once. She is so nervous that she swallows her saliva and doesn't know what she wants.

At the beginning of summer, he looked into his eyes: "it's not too late to take advantage of now. I think, find a chance to let Xia know that you are her father in fact. "

"I can't ask for it." Li Yanjin replied, "however, it can't be at will. Be careful."

"Of course I know. If, now, I go with Xia, you are her father, I think, she will think, I am joking. She used to think subconsciously that you were her uncle. How could you suddenly become a father? "

"Yes."

"That's what I'm worried about." At the beginning of summer, "what should I do to make her believe in this matter? She believes that it's not difficult. I'm afraid that she won't accept it. At that time, it's counterproductive. "

Li Yanjin thought for a moment: "yes. I didn't think of a good way for a while. "

"Me too."

Both of them fell into silence again. "At the beginning," said Li Yanjin, "I'm very happy. You've finally figured it out and let me and Xia know each other."