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Lu Youtian sat down on the stairs next to the photo wall, as if he knew the intention of anxier, "you are going to ask about Lu Bai's mother and his brother."

“……” Anxier nodded softly.

Lu Youtian exclaimed, "when should we start..."

"I know about it. Lu Bai told me about it." I just want to ask my father a question

"Well, you ask." Lu Youtian nods.

"Why did my father have the heart to order people to shoot?" An Xia'er asked him.

Lu Youtian was silent for a while. "Do you question my love for Lu Bai's mother and their brothers?"

Anxier didn't answer.

"Why can I get people to shoot..." Lu Youtian read the question, "it should be the family's mission to get to the bottom of the knot."

"The mission of the family?" An Xia'er frowned.

"The education that I have received as a person from small to large is that everything I do must be for my family." Lu Youtian raised his resolute eyes, "for the sake of Lu family, I can do anything and sacrifice anyone."

Anxier bit her lip.

"My love for Lu Bai's mother is beyond doubt, as is my love for his brother." "Before that, I never thought there would be a day when I had to make a choice between Lu's family and my beloved wife and son, which is also the most painful choice in my life," Lu said

He added, "my father was also very embarrassed at that time. He said that I would make a decision by myself, so my father had no responsibility for that year's affairs. He just didn't stop me from making a decision."

Anxier didn't speak, but she understood.

Lu has been blaming himself for what happened.

"In fact, the situation at that time was that I was not allowed to be shot." Lu Youtian said, "those people have enemies with me. They kidnapped my wife and children to kill me, but my family will not let them go. In short, if I didn't let people shoot, those people would also kill my wife and two sons. While those people were escorting Lu Bai out, I ordered to shoot, at least keeping one son Although the price is to sacrifice my wife and another son. "

"So, would you rather have your wife and another son die in your own hands?" An Xia'er has sour eyes.

"Yes, I know I do. Lu Bai will not forgive me." But instead of watching their mother and son die, I'd rather keep a son's life and bear his hatred for me. At least this left a successor for the Lu family. "

What is the most important thing for a family to continue is the heir!

"So today Lu Bai will hate me so much, and I don't blame him at all." Lu Youtian said, "I'm a father who lives with a sin on his back. Let alone the gun he fired at me. Even if he wants to give me another shot now, I won't hide."

Anxier moved away her moist eyes, "but What happened then has become a shadow in Lu Bai's heart. "

"No one's life is plain sailing. Growing up is stepping on a thorny road." Lu Youtian said, "similarly, my life is not smooth. I came from a rich family. I lost my mother and my wife and a son. I have tried my best to bear all these crimes alone, so that Lu Bai can live in peace of mind."

This an Xia'er understood that the burden on Lu Bai's shoulders was indeed lighter than that on Lu Youtian's, because his mother and his brother were not killed by him, but his heart hated his father.

There is no sin in Lu Bai's hands!

Lu Youtian, who lives with his wife and son, is the heaviest one.

"You should have a good talk with Lu Bai." An Xia'er blinked her tears.

"It's not necessary. Men don't need too much words at all. What I tell you is that Lu Bai knows it in his heart." Lu said, "he just can't accept that his mother and brother were killed because I ordered someone to shoot them."

Lu Youtian said again, "for him, he would rather be killed by his mother and brother together than see his mother and brother die in the hands of relatives But ah, I couldn't let both of my sons die at that time. I had to keep at least one child, and the Lu family also needed an heir. "

An Xia'er understood Lu Youtian's difficulties. As Lu Youtian said, Lu Bai must also be clear.

Can understand in the heart, with receive not to accept again is two different things!

"Father, I will not blame you for your decision to let Lu Bai live safely." "If he had died with his mother and brother, I would never have met him again in my life," anxier said with tears in her eyes

That's what she said, which made Lu Bai angry last night.

However, she just stood on her own position to say how she felt, and did not feel that the death of Lu Bai's mother and brother was innocent!

It wasn't Lu Bai or Lu Youtian, but the people who kidnapped Lu Bai and his mother!

"Then, father, have you ever regretted it?" Anxier finally asked him, "do you regret the decision you made?"

"I have no regrets. The situation at that time forced me to make such a decision. I know Lu Bai's mother. If she is here, she will understand me. I owe her. I'll go down and make amends to her later. " Lu Youtian's eyelids went down a little bit, his fingers were clasped tightly, the blue tendons on his forehead were exposed, "just It's a pity that Lu Shang was so small that he was one year younger than Lu Bai. "

From the sound of his clenching his teeth, anxier could hear how much he hated that he could not keep another son.

"Lu Bai, he survived with Lu Shang's share. His hatred for me is the same as that of their brothers." Lu Youtian said, "so no matter what his attitude towards me, I will take it."

"Father, maybe you can think in the best way." An Xia'er thought of comforting him. "Lu Bai It may take more time to forgive you. "

An Xia'er doesn't understand what she's still trying to do. There's a gap between her and Lu Bai's husband and wife. How can she stand for their father son reconciliation now.

"I don't want him to forgive me, but as long as I live, I will atone for myself." Lu Youtian said that one by one, he untied his coat and shirt inside, and exposed the terrible bullet wound on his left chest. "In my life, I have suffered two fatal injuries, one is to hunt for a wanted person outside, and the other is the shot that Lu Bai fired at me..."

Looking at the ferocious and terrible injury on Lu Youtian's chest, an Xia'er's eyes widened.

That's not just bullet wounds.

And to take out the bullet, and open the chest to break the traces of surgery!

And that position should be the heart!

"At that time, Lu Bai's bullet was only a centimeter from my heart." Lu Youtian said, "if he didn't shake his hands because of emotion, I would have died under his gun."

An Xia'er covers her mouth and tears roll in her eyes, although she heard that Lu Bai shot his father.

I just didn't expect to see Lu Youtian's injury with my own eyes. It was so shocking and sad!

"I was surprised you could stop him shooting yesterday." Lu Youtian said, "to be honest, I didn't plan to be peaceful when I came to the shallow water bay. It's expected that there will be another bloody disaster when I meet with Lu Bai. I also thought it would really die in his hands. "

"So." Looking at the daughter-in-law, Lu Youtian said kindly, "you should be very important to Lu Bai, because he will listen to you. I am happy that Lu Bai has found a beloved woman."

"No..." Anxier lowered his head and bit his lips. "I didn't do it well enough."

Her wife must be incompetent, otherwise, Lu Bai would not have said that to her yesterday.

Otherwise, Lu Bai will not leave.

"No, you've done it well enough. You can see Xiaochen Xiaoxi and Lulu's love for you. Xia'er, you're a good mother." In the light of Lu You's eyes, a trace of appreciation rose for his daughter-in-law. "Besides, you are also a competent wife. You have given Lu Bai a harmonious home."

For Lu Youtian's praise, an Xia'er's eyes are sour and hot, a little ashamed But I left my father to make him angry. He left last night. It was my fault. I failed to persuade him. "