I'd like to see him
"Evening, I feel very ashamed about Xuan Xuan, but I hope you can listen to my explanation, I don't want you to leave me."
"Xiao Er, don't leave me."
"Evening, it's late at night and I can't sleep by myself. I'm standing in my bedroom looking out. Without you, all this is meaningless. "Evening, I missed you so much."
"Evening, do you remember when we met? Somehow, we fell in love, fate is a wonderful thing. "
"Evening, can you call me back? I want to hear your voice. "
"Evening, I was walking on the street today and saw someone whose back looked very similar to yours. But when I got closer, I saw that it wasn't you. I really hoped it would be you."
"Good evening, son."
"Evening, did you miss me? I missed you. "
"Evening, I don't remember saying I love you very often, but I do. There is a saying that our love for life is still too short. "
"Night, don't leave me."
… ….
Mo Zhaoyun sent many short messages, each sentence seemed to be engraved in Gong Wan’er's heart. She touched the words on the screen with his fingers, tears had already filled his entire face.
The next second, she turned it off and put it on the bed. She was unable to describe her current mood, but her heart was sour and somewhat painful. She didn't want to see it anymore. She knew it would only make her more upset.
Gong Wan’er originally did not want to recall her, but these words caused her to recall the past. She remembered that Mo Zhaoyun had cooked breakfast for her many times. She also remembered the feeling of loss in her heart when Mo Zhaoyun had travelled here and there. She also remembered that Mo Zhaoyun would always take this opportunity to tease her.
Mo Zhaoyun...
Mo Zhaoyun...
Mo Zhaoyun...
Thinking like this, before long, Gong Wan’er's mind was filled with scenes of her and Mo Zhaoyun's lifetime spent time together. There were those that he hugged, those that he hugged, those that he kissed, and the scene of them laughing together.
As she thought about it, Gong Wan’er smiled from the bottom of her heart, but as he laughed, his tears still filled her eyes. It was because she had realized that she and Mo Zhaoyun would never be able to live like this ever again.
Even now, she still hoped that it was all a dream, but she also knew that these were real lives, and that the blood was all there in front of her — her husband's love was gone, her parents-in-law no longer liked her, and she seemed to have lost everything in a matter of days.
The golden rays slowly faded away. In an empty ward, a woman in plain clothes covered her face as she cried. Unknowingly, darkness enveloped her as if the entire world had been destroyed. The whole world was quiet except for her, who was crying, her voice low but heart-wrenching.
Many years later, as Gong Wan’er sat at the window and thought about this scene, her heart still ached. She really wanted to go over and hug her, who had been helpless at that time.
… ….
When Liu Beibei returned, she opened the door and found that the light in the ward was turned off.
"Are you asleep?" She muttered softly and walked inside the room only to see Gong Wan’er sitting on the bed. His hair was disheveled and he said in shock, "He scared me."
At this time, Gong Wan’er raised his head and realized his surroundings were completely dark. He was crying so hard that he ignored his surroundings.
Liu Beibei's heart ached. She walked to the door, turned on the lights, and the entire room lit up. Gong Wan’er's eyes were dazzled by the light, he immediately used his hands to block it. After a long while, he slowly got used to it.
"Hungry?" Shall we eat? " Liu Beibei said gently. Since she was young, she had probably given all her gentleness to Gong Wan’er.
Gong Wan’er nodded his head, Liu Beibei then walked to the side of the sickbed, set up the table, and placed the disposable lunch box on top of it. Then, he opened it up, it was all Gong Wan’er's favorite food.
"Bebe, thank you." Gong Wan’er said softly.
Liu Beibei laughed, wanting to coax Gong Wan’er, so she revealed her true colors and said: "Gong Wan’er, don't be unreasonable!"
When Gong Wan’er heard it, he burst out laughing. As expected, this was the best way for them to get along.
As he ate, there was another knock on the door.
"It can't be that slut again, right?" Liu Beibei puzzledly walked to the door, but saw Gong Jiande.
"Uncle." Liu Beibei called out politely.
Gong Jiande nodded his head, then brought the chicken soup that he prepared for Gong Wan’er and walked in.
"Evening."
"Dad." Seeing Gong Jiande over, Gong Wan’er's mood improved a lot.
Gong Jiande laughed, then placed the heat preservation case on the table and said: "You just happened to be eating, your auntie made you chicken soup." With that, he scooped up a bowl of chicken soup and brought it in front of Gong Wan’er.
Gong Wan’er caught it, brought it to his mouth and drank a few mouthfuls. Although she and Hao Jinzhi had always been at loggerheads, this time, it didn't seem that Hao Jinzhi was particularly bad either.
"Thank her for me." Gong Wan’er whispered.
Hearing that, the smile on Gong Jiande's face became even wider, who doesn't want their family to live harmoniously?
After eating, Gong Jiande left, leaving Liu Beibei and Liu Beibei alone in the ward. Gong Wan’er was reading a book while Liu Beibei was playing on her phone.
"Bebe." Suddenly, Gong Wan’er shouted.
When Liu Beibei, who was focused on playing with her phone, heard this, she suddenly raised her head. With a dazed look in her eyes, she asked: "What's wrong?"
"Do you know where the hospital room is?" Gong Wan’er laughed a little embarrassedly. Ever since he got into a car accident, he had never seen Yue Yang again.
This time, Liu Beibei heard it clearly. Gong Wan’er was asking about Mo Zhaoyun's sickroom, so she asked: "Why are you asking this?" Although she had already guessed the answer in her heart, she still couldn't help but ask.
"Just tell me." Gong Wan’er pursed his lips and said.
Seeing Gong Wan’er like this, Liu Beibei knew that it was useless to try and persuade him any further, so she could only unwillingly tell her.
After Gong Wan’er found out about this, he memorized the ward number and made a plan in his mind.
After that, the two of them remained silent. In the middle of the night, when Gong Wan’er saw that Liu Beibei had fallen asleep, he gently got up from the bed and quietly walked out of the sickroom.
At this time, in the ward, Liu Beibei opened his eyes and sighed, "Looks like I guessed right." With that, she closed his eyes and went to sleep.
Gong Wan’er asked Mo Zhaoyun for his room number, so she just wanted to take a look at him.
Very quickly, Gong Wan’er arrived at the door of Mo Zhaoyun's sickroom. She heard it, but there were no sounds coming from inside, so the corridor was empty.
Once he entered, although it was dark, after he got used to it, Gong Wan’er still realised that other than Mo Zhaoyun who was lying on the bed, there was no one else in the room. Looks like the heavens were helping her, Gong Wan’er rejoiced in his heart.
She turned on the lights and slowly sat in front of Mo Zhaoyun's bed. After only two days of not seeing him, Gong Wan’er had a feeling that it was a lifetime ago. She looked at Mo Zhaoyun who was lying on the bed. His face was still pretty, but he was missing his usual stern expression.
"Summon Yun." Gong Wan’er shouted, feeling that even his voice was trembling, and his eyes were already filled with tears.
She slowly reached out her hands and touched Mo Zhaoyun's face. In the next second, she pulled her hands back and held them tightly. At this moment, in front of Mo Zhaoyun, she did not know how to react, but she was at a loss as if she was a little bird.
A few minutes later, she reached out her hand again. It was just that this time, she grabbed Mo Zhaoyun's hand which still felt familiar.
"Summon Yun." Gong Wan’er shouted again, his face was extremely hurt.
She shifted her gaze onto Mo Zhaoyun's face, and her emotions from the past few days surged. Actually, she didn't know why she had come; Even though Mo Zhaoyun let her down, in her heart, Mo Zhaoyun was still the person she loved the most.
"Summoning Yun, these few days, it's fine for you to be lying on the bed, but I'm still awake, enduring all this pain." He was just about to laugh when he suddenly opened his mouth and tears started streaming down Gong Wan’er's face.
She wiped it with her hand and held Mo Zhaoyun tighter, then continued: "If it wasn't for Bei Bei, I'm afraid you wouldn't be able to see me now."
That's right, if Liu Beibei was not by her side, Gong Wan’er would probably not be able to endure all of this, it came from Mo Zhaoyun, the papa Mo, the, and Xuan Xuan. Only now did Gong Wan’er understand that there were very few people he could rely on, and the most important person was about to leave her.
She just looked at Mo Zhaoyun, not knowing what else to say. In the white ward, there was a shadow cast by the light of the lamp. It was lonely, even though there was still a person in the ward.
Gong Wan’er sat there quietly. Sometimes, when they looked at each other, they would be speechless.
The night was as cold as ice. A light breeze blew into the sickroom, making Gong Wan’er feel a little cold. She tightened her clothes, then went to the window and gently closed it.
When he returned, he was still sitting in the same position as before, looking at Mo Zhaoyun. The night was getting deeper and deeper, and it was only at such times that it was easy to be disconsolate.
"Summon Yun." Gong Wan’er shouted lightly. Then she went on, "I've been thinking a lot these last two days, good and bad. I don't know what your feelings are for me, but I can be sure that at this point, we won't be able to go back in time. "
"I also thought about what would happen if I forgave you. But, these two days, I was really too tired. I was originally a person who didn't want to admit defeat, but now I don't have the courage to face these things. I actually wanted to escape. "So what if I forgive? I'm afraid there will be a knot in my heart, the kind that will never disappear."