"Xiao'er, are you alright?" Mo Zhaoyun looked at Gong Wan’er and asked softly.
Gong Wan’er shook his head, he did not look at Mo Zhaoyun, and turned around to walk inside to pull away the blanket, and laid on the bed.
Mo Zhaoyun quickly walked to Gong Wan’er's side and said: "Evening, listen to my explanation. Chu Ning only told you about it on purpose, she deliberately instigated the relationship between us. I swear, I have nothing to do with her, so you have to believe me. " With that, Mo Zhaoyun extended a finger, as though he was going to make a vow.
Gong Wan’er said weakly: "It's fine, I know all of this, I trust you." If he really understood, how could he possibly hide in his room and cry like this? This was merely to comfort Mo Zhaoyun, or to another degree, to console himself.
Mo Zhaoyun knew that Gong Wan’er was only doing it half-heartedly. He looked at her worriedly and said, "Evening, don't be like this." Don't talk like that, don't treat me like that.
Gong Wan’er laughed and said: "It's really alright, I don't want to discuss about it anymore." After she finished speaking, she turned around with her back facing Mo Zhaoyun.
Seeing Gong Wan’er's actions, Mo Zhaoyun's heart ached. He crawled onto the bed and hugged Gong Wan’er from behind, and said: "Evening, I'm sorry." I'm sorry I broke your heart.
She struggled free from Mo Zhaoyun and sat up. Mo Zhaoyun followed her and the two of them sat opposite of each other.
"Do you know, Mo Zhaoyun? I hate it when you tell me that you're sorry. That means you really did something wrong with me. After every word of apology, you have no idea how much I have endured. Every word of apology will make me feel how sad I am. " Gong Wan’er said word by word as he stared at Mo Zhaoyun.
Mo Zhaoyun never thought that Gong Wan’er would actually say such a thing.
Gong Wan’er thought that Mo Zhaoyun was guilty, and continued: "I know, Xuan Xuan is your son. You are the family, but why did you have to show it in front of me? Why do you have to hurt me again and again? Do you think that only when I feel sad will you all be happy? "
"Xiao'er, why do you think that?" Mo Zhaoyun frowned, puzzled.
Gong Wan’er sneered, and said: "Isn't it? I really don't know what you're thinking. If I leave, wouldn't that be perfect for you? Why did you have to capture me and stop me? Or is my existence meant for you to suffer? And you're still holding me captive here, am I your doll? "
"No, Night." I want you to stay with me. I love you. " Mo Zhaoyun said.
"Is that so? Love? From your mouth, I feel that the word love has been tarnished! " Gong Wan’er was going a little crazy.
Mo Zhaoyun was startled when he heard this. He had just said this to Chu Ning and felt good about it when he said it.
"If you loved me, you wouldn't have a son out there. If you love me, you won't hide it from me. If you love me, you will protect me. If you loved me, you wouldn't even imprison me here! " While talking, Gong Wan’er became even more agitated, he extended his hand out and pushed Mo Zhaoyun.
Mo Zhaoyun lost his balance and almost fell to the ground. He looked at Gong Wan’er's crazed look, then went forward and tightly hugged Gong Wan’er and said, "Evening, do you know how much you hurt my heart by saying all this?"
"Is that so?" Gong Wan’er coldly snorted, and said, "Then do you know, that I no longer have a heart?"
"Then do you know that I have no heart anymore?"
Mo Zhaoyun's mind played this phrase countless of times, recalling the tone in which Gong Wan’er said it. He knew that Gong Wan’er had given up all hope, but he did not know how much she had given up.
He slowly let go of Gong Wan’er and looked at her, realising that she was crying.
He gently helped her wipe her tears as he ran his fingers across Gong Wan’er's face, full of tender affection.
"Night, let's forget about the past." Mo Zhaoyun said gently.
Forget? How could such a deep wound be so easily forgotten?
Gong Wan’er slanted his eyes at Mo Zhaoyun, and said: "I'm sorry, I can't forget." Although she also wanted to forget.
"Do you want to go on like this?" Mo Zhaoyun shouted excitedly.
Hearing this, Gong Wan’er stared at Mo Zhaoyun, and said: "Don't forget, all of this pain was caused by you. It is because of you that we have reached such a situation. It's because of you that I don't dare to give birth to our child. I'm afraid that he will be like Xuan Xuan, whom no one loves! " Gong Wan’er shouted, his eyes filled with anger.
So it turned out that Gong Wan’er wanted to kill the child not because she hated him, but because of this reason.
Mo Zhaoyun grabbed Gong Wan’er's shoulder, and said with a bit of joy: "Evening, we can try again."
"But I don't want to start over with you." Gong Wan’er immediately took over and continued, "Mo Zhaoyun, let me go. This way, no one will be happy, especially Xuan Xuan. " Just thinking of what Xuan Xuan had just experienced caused her heart to ache for him.
"No, absolutely not!" Mo Zhaoyun stood up.
Gong Wan’er looked up at Mo Zhaoyun and laughed. That's right, how could she have such expectations? Mo Zhaoyun clearly wanted to torture her.
"Gong Wan’er, I'll tell you, no matter what, I won't let you leave me." With that, Mo Zhaoyun turned and left the bedroom.
Gong Wan’er watched as Mo Zhaoyun left, heard the sound of someone slamming the door, and then laid down on the bed as his entire body went limp.
She knew that Mo Zhaoyun would not let her leave. However, she still held onto a strand of hope, thinking that Mo Zhaoyun still held some love for her. She didn't expect that she would finally see this strand of hope break with her own eyes.
"Is it really the end?" Gong Wan’er talked to himself.
She thought about how Mo Zhaoyun had always doted on her a lot when they were young, and how she had enjoyed it without restraint.
But now, she didn't know how many times Mo Zhaoyun had yelled her full name, and she didn't know how many times the two of them had quarreled.
The two of them now were truly not the same as before.
She recalled Mo Zhaoyun's tone again and again, and Mo Zhaoyun's expression, was completely unfamiliar with her. It was becoming increasingly clear to her that this relationship had to come to an end, and that she had to do something.
"Baby, what do you think Mommy should do?" Gong Wan’er rubbed his stomach, and said gently, but his eyes were blurry, and he felt pity for this baby that had not been born yet.
She closed her eyes and tried to think of something. After a few minutes, she suddenly opened her eyes, picked up her phone, and called Liu Beibei.
"Night, what's the matter?" Liu Beibei answered the phone and asked.
Gong Wan’er smiled slightly, then said: "Bei Bei, come look for me tomorrow, I have something to tell you."
"Can't you say it now?"
"Just come here."
"Alright, I will follow your orders. You're the biggest right now!" As Liu Beibei said this, she smiled.
The two of them agreed on a time and Gong Wan’er hung up. She laughed, got up and went to the living room to find some water to drink, and discovered that the door to the study was not closed, Mo Zhaoyun who was inside had her back facing him, and it was unknown what she was thinking. Gong Wan’er kept feeling that this back figure was very lonely, so she did not think too much about it, and directly went to the living room.
After returning to his bedroom, Gong Wan’er took a bath and went to sleep. He seemed to be in a good mood and also slept soundly.
The atmosphere in the study was completely different from that in the bedroom.
Mo Zhaoyun was still standing by the window, looking at the lights below his feet. Just now, he heard the sound of the bedroom door opening and thought that Gong Wan’er would come in, but he did not expect that after waiting for a long time, he still could not hear her voice. After a while, he heard the door close. At this moment, he knew that he was overthinking things.
With a self-deprecating smile, he picked up the wine cup and gulped it down.
He thought that as long as Gong Wan’er was by his side, everything would be fine. But he didn't expect that things would happen one after another, and each one was even more annoying than the last. At this moment, he finally knew what it felt like to have a family with something that was difficult to comprehend.
He had thought that as long as he had done well enough, Gong Wan’er would eventually change his mind. But he hadn't thought that she would still stubbornly misunderstand him and stubbornly distance herself from him.
"Evening, Evening, what should I do with you?" Mo Zhaoyun laughed bitterly, poured himself another cup of wine, and drank it all in one gulp.
He looked down at the brightly lit lamps, and his heart was filled with bitterness. If not for Chu Ning, all of this would not have happened. Following that, Mo Zhaoyun took out his phone and made a call to Mo Zhi.
After Mo Zhi received it, he immediately said: "Mo Zhi, send Chu Ning on a business trip, the longer the better."
"But she still has projects." Mo Zhi replied.
Mo Zhaoyun was furious, he said: "Stop the project, let her go on a business trip, do you understand?" He could only hope that Chu Ning would stay as far away from him as possible, and that she would stay as far away as possible from Gong Wan’er as possible.
"But …"
Mo Zhi had not finished speaking when he was interrupted by him, "How can there be so many buts, just do it!" With that, Mo Zhaoyun hung up.
This time, he seemed to have vented his anger, and his mood wasn't as depressed as before. With Chu Ning not being here, things should be much easier. However, he still didn't know what would happen in the future.
He stood there for a while before he went to the bedroom. Gong Wan’er had already fallen asleep. Mo Zhaoyun laughed, took off his clothes and went to the bathroom.
After showering, he laid beside Gong Wan’er and hugged her. The sleeping Gong Wan’er seemed to feel it as she wriggled in Mo Zhaoyun's embrace, and asked in a soft and gentle voice: "Did you drink?"
When Mo Zhaoyun heard this, he was somewhat happy in his heart. It seems that Gong Wan’er was not this resistant to him. He looked down to see that Gong Wan’er was still asleep.
However, Mo Zhaoyun was also very satisfied. In the past, Gong Wan’er would always push him away when he went to bed after drinking. For some reason, Gong Wan’er was very sensitive to alcohol. Even after Mo Zhaoyun took a bath, she could smell the scent of the alcohol, one breath at a time. Like now, even though she was asleep, she could smell it and ask him if he was drinking.