Chapter 231 - 230: I Promise To Hold Back But I am Still a Man

Xiao Yun's hand which was laying on his back felt the wetness of his clothing. For him to be suddenly shake up to the point he broke into cold sweats, something must have happened. And Xiao Yun guessed this something to be perhaps a nightmare.

She embraced his body, coaxing him with light rubs on both his head and back to snuggled her head to his. "Of course you can, Li Lei."

Wang Li Lei felt his heart slowly calming down from her sweet and serene scent. Moving to a better position, he did not do anything yet his hand didn't part a single inch away from her. He feared that once he let go of her, she would disappear like his dream. Usually his cold and composed mind always thought things ahead, calmly predicting of the things that he stumbled upon. This cold composure however broke easily when he saw the nightmare.

He felt as though the beats inside him was unleashed, his fear of losing her drew worse.

"Have you slept Li Lei?" She called.

"Not yet." His voice sounded hoarse which made Xiao Yun to worry about. She hummed "Then do you want to hear a lullaby?"

His eyes perked up a little. There was once when his mother sang him a lullaby too, but the memory was too old for him to remember clearly. "Mhm." He replied waiting for her to sing.

"Glimmering the moon above, singing for the child. Sleep my dear and see the sea of stars. Flowers blooming deep in your heart, don't worry my love because when you wake up I'll be here. I'll be beside you." Xiao Yun sang the song for a few time.

Hearing her heartbeat accompanied by the appeasing voice, he felt all his worries blown away by her. After three times singing the lullaby, Xiao Yun felt him lightly sleeping and brought him closer to her, whispering gently. "Good night, Li Lei."

Seeing Wang Li Lei in his state at the moment, she couldn't help but feeling worried. Nightmare. Nightmare. She repeated the word in her mind. She wanted to ask him but to her, his condition is her priority.

Also, it's not as if tomorrow wouldn't come for them.

She yawned. Her dream of walking and hopping the green land with Wang Li Lei floated back to her mind as she lightly snored. That night, Wang Li Lei who often had a dream of nothingness saw a green land blanketing the hill all over, and saw Xiao Yun along with the lambs beside her. It was perhaps a silly dream for a man in his late 20s, nevertheless, it was the dearest dream he had ever seen.

A few hours after the nightmare, Sun rose from the horizon, coloring the ground to a blinding orange color. From the balcony of Xiao Yun's room, the scene of the beautiful starry sky and the blinding deep yellow sky could be seen perfectly. Two sparrows sat on the branch near the balcony, hanging to sing a melodious song when they chirped.

Xiao Yun's room was cold and due to her sleeping habit, her quilt had disappeared somewhere else when she slept earlier. Feeling cold prickling her shoulder, she grunted unsatisfied by the chill and moved forward. Even though she was still deeply in her sleep, her hand had rummaged around to search for her quilt. When suddenly, her busy hand stopped. She felt something warm and thought she slept with a large warm water bottle.

Feeling the cozy warmth, she brought forward her body, closer to the warm place. Her legs found its place hugging a certain cylinder and tingled herself to a better position. Bringing her face she nuzzled and finally felt contented, she giggled innocently.

It's warm and feels good. She thought to herself. But what's this? Her hand ran down to his back and her legs pushed somewhere near his legs.

'Something is wrong...' Xiao Yun felt around. Her pillows doesn't feel this sturdy and fleshy.

Wait! What?!

Fleshy?!

Xiao Yun opened her eyes wide open, she froze when she saw Wang Li Lei covering his mouth on one hand and closing his right eyes. His face even on the morning was breathtaking to look at. His ruffled air look untidy after sleeping for hours but it didn't ruin his image, instead it gave him the s.e.xy vibe. At first sight, he looked calm like always but now it had heat storming around his black eyes.

While her hand and face was on his stomach, her right hand almost reach the lower half of his stomach. Her Lilly-white leg hugged his left leg, placing one in the middle near his pelvis. Also, for some reason that Xiao Yun believed to be her own doing, Wang Li Lei's buttons was ripped off starting from the bottom of his shirt, showing his fair skin.

He narrowed his eyes, speaking with a deep voice to warn her. "You shouldn't tease me Xiao Yun. I promise to hold back but I am still a man."

Hearing this, Xiao Yun's face flushed red, she faltered with a glassy eyes. "I didn't do it on purpose." She gave an excuse.

"I don't blame you for doing anything." He said and added meaningfully. "But I hope you do understand what happen if you do something to me."

"But you were the one who came to my room!" She argued, feeling a little stubborn.

"And you were the one who let me in." He replied smoothly, softly chuckling. Seeing his smile she felt reassured that he seemed to have gotten over his nightmare and decided to push the matter aside.

Xiao Yun stood from the bed, walking down from the bed gingerly. She was sleeping beside Wang Li Lei, snuggling with her bed sleeping posture and it made her worried of whether Wang Li Lei find her behavior a little too crude, though she doubt he will think that. But as a woman, she want to look perfect to him. She fixed her hair, wondering if it would make her less untidy and spoke. "I'll wash my face first." So she went a few steps but stopped to lean down toward Wang Li Lei, kissing his lips with a dainty peck. "Good morning." Her melodious tone resonant to his ears.

Seeing Xiao Yun went, Wang Li Lei put an arm over his eyes. A sigh escaped from his mouth unconditionally. Her light pink pajama that she used contrast perfectly to her skin, it was to perfect that it brought the white skin looked even more fair than ever. The image of her collarbone showing off from the pajama was alluring, her soft leg hugging him gave a heat that stirred him. What's more, she had been pushing her chest toward his hand, making him to be attacked by s.e.x.u.a.l desire in early morning.

He had thought not to sleep beside her until she's ready because he wasn't confident anymore of loosing from his s.e.x.u.a.l urge and as expected now he couldn't stay calm.