His simple "let me hold you like this" almost poked Heyi's tears.
The man holding her behind her, the man talking to her in a low voice, is the first man she has fallen in love with in 23 years.
It's also this man who changed her from a girl to a woman and made her sink and sink again and again in desire and hope.
He Yi almost choked and said, "Dong Zhengnan, how can you say such words? Do you know, we..."
We can't go back.
"I asked my heart. It told me that it wanted to hold you," Dong Zhengnan said, encircling her waist. "It's just a hug. There's nothing else."
"Have you ever thought about how much has happened between us?"
He didn't speak.
"In fact, I can't remember clearly. There are too many things happened during this period. I can't remember too much. All I know is that my heart is numb. I have no way or courage to tell you that I love you and ask you about Qu Rou..."
He was stunned and asked in a low voice, "then you What are you thinking? "
"Now I just want to leave you as soon as possible, the sooner the better, the farther the better, go to a place without you, live quietly for a period of time, let you completely fade out of my world." He Yi murmured to himself. He spoke a little fast and fell into his own world.
"Dong Zhengnan, in fact, I should have known for a long time that people like you don't belong to me, so after I married you, I always stressed to myself that I should not fall in love with you, stay away from you, and don't rely on you, but I was wrong. Love is something I can't control myself."
Her voice trembles, Dong Zhengnan's heart is also pulled tightly in this moment.
"But you already love," he said faintly, "then you tell me, you now Is there me in my heart? Or Has another man been admitted? "
He Yi looked down at his hand on his waist and bent his lips. "If you want to know the answer, I'll tell you, I I still love you, but now I'm black and blue, so I don't have the courage to love you anymore. I'm tired. I'm really tired. Dong Zhengnan, you've exhausted my love. "
He did not speak.
Dong Zhengnan has never been a man with many words. Many times, he likes to express what he thinks with his actions.
"If..." After a long pause, he asked the question, "what if there is no Qu Rou?"
He Yi closed his eyes and felt a lot of pain in his heart. "Without her, I will try my best to make you fall in love with me and become a woman who can stand on your shoulder."
There is another sentence that she did not say.
But in this world, there is no if.
Qu Rou really exists, he really loves her, and he is just a substitute for her, occupying Mrs. Dong's position for her.
One of the things Dong Zhengnan did most tonight was silence.
He rubbed his fingers against her waist.
"Qu Rou's appearance represents the red light of our marriage. I didn't understand it before, but now I'd like to go back to the days when I didn't know anything like before."
How many times did he hurt her because of Qu Rou?
Every step, every piece, she is like an enamel doll, broken and broken.
And now his affectionate, but than torture her, but also suffering hundreds of times.
She is now happy and heartless, are forced out of her, afraid to let others see her vulnerability.
In fact, the real pain, has been deep into her bone marrow and blood, following her breathing, a little bit of spread.
Now as long as you think about it, your heart will ache.
Dong Zhengnan put his head to her ear and said, "what about you? Would you hate me? "
"I don't want to hate you," she said with a miserable smile, "but without love, where can I hate you?"
"Hate because of love?"
"Yes," she nodded without hesitation, "when I first married you, I was looking forward to divorce all the time. I was looking forward to the moment when I left you. I even thought that the day of divorce must be the most exciting moment in my life."
But she didn't expect that she would grow from love to hate, from ruthlessness to affection.
And Dong Zhengnan, also from affectionate to affectionate.
After a long time, he said solemnly, "Heyi, later Shall we not quarrel any more? "
He Yi's reply is extremely simple, "good!"
She this appearance instead let Dong Zhengnan some Zheng heavy, "what you say is true?"
She whispered, and then turned to look at him. There was a mist under her eyes, but her eyes dropped quickly.
"Dong Zhengnan, even if we want to quarrel There's no chance, is there? "
Her this truth, let Dong Zhengnan cannot refute all of a sudden.He hugged her hard again, as if to embed her in the blood.
He Yi light smile, "grandfather there, I will go to deal with, you'd better not with grandfather against, angry bad his old man, you can't get any benefits, or let me come, wait for me to grandfather there properly handle, Dong Zhengnan, we go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to handle the divorce procedures."
What she said was very light, like discussing the weather today.
Dong Zhengnan looked at her eyelashes, "originally, you all know."
He didn't know how to tell her about it all the time, but let her state the hidden purpose in his heart instead.
Everything is ready, only thanks to Mr. Dong's east wind.
As long as it's over, he can divorce Heyi smoothly and let Qu Rou become his right wife.
But if it doesn't work
It should not be very possible. If he Yi tried to persuade him, Mr. Dong would probably compromise.
As for whether to accept Qu Rou or not, it's only a matter of time.
"I'm not stupid. I can understand some things, but I don't want to say anything. You have planned all this, and so on It should be this day, right? Qu Rou, she is your favorite... "
He Yi light of smile, don't matter of open mouth, seem to say of matter have nothing to do with her.
Dong Zhengnan looked at her, her face was even whiter under the light, her lips were as red as blood, and she was very charming.
He just raised his hand, but he Yi didn't open his face before him.
When he was stunned, she took advantage of the gap to push him away, stepped back two or three steps, and escaped from his arms.
Dong Zhengnan frowned and subconsciously wanted to hold her again.
"Wait a minute!"
"Why?" He frowned.
"You didn't come to me to send me strawberries, did you?" She asked faintly, "as I said just now, I'll deal with it from my grandfather's side. In the future, well water won't break the river between us, so If you don't have anything to do, you can go. I'm going to have a rest
What he wanted to say had reached his lips, but Dong Zhengnan couldn't say it.
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