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Only at that moment did she realize that this gentle and refined man was actually not as gentle and gentle as she had imagined him to be, nor was he as powerless as she had imagined him to be. On that day, if it weren't for the protection of the young maid that he married, perhaps he would have been killed on the spot.

It was just that he wasn't dead, while the young maid that accompanied him was dead.

She was the only servant girl her parents had to accompany her. Originally, she was very disdainful of them and talked about all sorts of books and books. In the end, she was only this strong, and the one accompanying her was actually only a little girl. Even an ordinary family would marry their daughter to an old lady and buy two or three young maidservants.

Until the young maid's death, she had not even glanced at her. But... However, she never expected that at such a crucial moment, she would actually rush forward and save her. Actually … Actually, she didn't need to do that … She was just a young maid. As long as she pretended that she couldn't see or find a place to hide, everything would be fine.

But she came out.

That night was the longest night of her life. Just like that, she laid on the ground. The dark room was frighteningly quiet. She could feel the blood in her body continuously flowing out. She thought that she was going to die too. All sorts of memories kept flashing through her mind as she complained to herself that the heavens were unfair.

Yes, the old lady is really unfair. I clearly put in great effort, but … But why would he still meet such a person …

He thought he could live happily ever after, but who would have thought such a thing would happen? That man, after their exchange of blows, she finally saw his true face. That man, who had always had a warm and gentle smile in front of her, had actually attacked so viciously. Even when he was at home, he had never been treated like this. Even if they didn't like the girl, even if everyone's eyes were filled with dissatisfaction towards the girl, at least he had raised himself up.

But this person …

That night, she kept her eyes open until dawn.

It wasn't that she didn't want to sleep, but … Instead, when she closed her eyes, the image of that man's ferocious face would appear in her mind.

She thought her life was over just like that.

However …

"Congratulations, young madam. Congratulations, young madam. You're happy now."

Yes, there was joy.

She had been worrying about why she wasn't pregnant yet. If she hadn't gotten pregnant even after so long, her husband and her parents-in-law would not treat her well. She had thought about a lot of things and worried about it for a very long time. But the doctor also said that these words weren't something that could be said just because he was in a hurry. Everything had to be done as he wished …

It was up to fate.

However, she never expected that this random person would actually … To think that this would be the time …

Clutching her stomach, she suddenly wanted to cry, but she didn't know how to laugh in the end.

In that instant, she felt as if she had fallen from heaven to hell, and also as if she had returned to heaven from hell.

This man is a bastard, you can't waste your entire life with this man. If you want to leave this man, then this isn't the life you want, the sooner you want to leave here, the better. Did you forget about that wretched maid?

This way, he wouldn't have to worry about being chased away. If he was pregnant, he wouldn't have to hit me, and I can stay behind. The rest of the problems I cause will be easily solved, this child is really my lucky star.

The two voices kept changing, and she felt like she was going crazy. She didn't even know what to do.

However …

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was mad last night, I was crazy to do such a thing, I beg you to forgive me. "I will never, never again …"

It was that man. He knelt in front of her and sobbed softly, tightly pinching his fingers.

She tried her best to pull her finger out, but that man wouldn't let go no matter what she did. She felt as if her finger was about to break.

Last...

In the end she put it down and forgave it.

Yeah, put it down and forgive me.

It wasn't that she didn't have any resentment or dissatisfaction in her heart, nor that she didn't have any anger in her heart, but that … Instead …

He had already become the wife of his married daughter, and since the day of his marriage, he no longer had any connection to the entire family. Where else could he go like this? What else?

So...

At that moment, she finally understood what it meant to be unable to control one's own heart.

[I don't want this kind of life at all. I just want to stay away from this man.]

However …

But in the end … In the end, he still had to stay here …

During those days and nights, she didn't know how she came to this place. Every time she saw that man's face, she couldn't help but tremble all over. That kind of feeling … It was like being beaten up by that man again … But... At that time, he didn't even have anyone by his side that he could talk to. He could only bear with it silently.

Of course, he went back to his own house.

As he wished, he also paid his respects to his uncle who had just become an Elementary Scholar.

But... What did all this have to do with him?

When he left that day, the scene was very grand. The gifts had taken over ten carriages. It was truly overwhelming, much bigger than when he got married. If … If it was before, she would definitely feel dissatisfied, upset, angry, and angry.

However … But after experiencing so many things, especially after walking between life and death, she seemed to slowly become numb and slowly put it down.

That's right, what was there to be concerned about? What did it have to do with him?

If he was willing, he would give his entire family to them, and he wouldn't have any objections, right? In any case, it wasn't his, and he had no way to make the decision.

Furthermore … She didn't even know herself, but seeing the way the man acted made her suddenly feel relieved, as if she had realized that she was still of some use. At least, so far, he was still useful to this man. He shouldn't be able to do anything to him now.

Yes, a merchant who wholeheartedly wanted to change his family's name and finally married a scholarly lady. At this time, someone from his family just happened to be an Elementary Scholar, and this was a great thing for him.

She also gradually understood, so it turned out that … It turned out that it wasn't because those married sisters were too dumb, but because he was too naive.

When this man treated her so well, she always thought he would treat her well for the rest of his life. She had completely forgotten that this man had never even seen her before he married her, let alone liked her.

Actually... Actually, he only married a member of his family, while he was naive enough to think that the heavens were not unkind to him and found a good home for him.

From then on, she learned to be a good girl. When there were no issues, she rarely spoke, much less talk about Feng Yue. From then on, she learned to be a good girl, and when there were no problems, she rarely spoke, much less talk about Feng Yue.

One day at a time.

Many, many years later, she could hear someone whispering in her ear: A woman's marriage is a second reincarnation.

At that time, she suddenly realized.

Yes, so it really was like that. It was just that at that time, he was too naive and didn't know anything, so he …

It was a pity that the woman he was talking to was even worse than him …

If she was born into a family of scholars and married to a merchant, that would already be considered wronged. After all, she was the pride of the heavens. Marrying a wild grass would be too much of a waste … That man couldn't accompany her to talk about Feng Yue, and he also didn't have the means to sing poems together with her. That man would only look at her coldly, and his body emitted a dense killing intent.

Of course, this was all in the future.

During her pregnancy, that man had repeatedly tried to get closer to her, but fear had already grown in her heart. That kind of thing was like wild grass, growing like a madman. There was no way to control it …

The gentle man in her eyes before had already become a fierce executioner. Although he quickly changed his maidservant and there were more than one, but … However, every time he saw that face, he would uncontrollably think back to his ferocious appearance.

He didn't know if he had noticed, or if he just felt that he was in a bad mood because he was pregnant.

Anyway, he rarely came to find her anymore. She was happy in the beginning, it was good that he didn't come. That way, she wouldn't have to look at his face and wouldn't have to worry.

However … However, things were not as simple as she thought …

In this world, which man could endure loneliness?

Before he could finish, he rushed into his room and coldly said, "I want to take in a concubine."

She didn't even have time to react before that man ran out and …

A blue palanquin that looked exactly the same as the one he had been sitting on entered the house just like that.

She told herself that this kind of woman would not affect her position. She was the principal wife, and she was already on the verge of having a baby. As long as she gave birth to a boy, this family would be hers from now on.

Even she did not realize that she had unknowingly changed so much. She was originally so proud and arrogant, even if her grandfather and father said it was a pity that he was not a boy, she would still be angry for a long time and would not even want to say a word to them. But now … But now, she could only watch helplessly as this man took in a concubine. Furthermore … And she even thought that the child she gave birth to was her legitimate son … It was his turn to use his child to fight for the favor …

That night, the red candles were all over the place, the newbies in the new house were all laughing, and she was born prematurely …