Chapter 855 her past

Mulin looked at the red hot sticker on the table and began to have a headache again.

Ji Xiaohan and Tang youYou are going to be engaged. Of course, she feels happy and blessed that they can achieve success. They have the courage to get married. They have the courage to delay the sweetness of love with marriage, which is very enviable. At least, she can't.

Murin reached out and touched her still flat stomach. She didn't pick up any pregnant ones. Except for her vomiting from time to time, she felt that she was normal.

"What a bore!" Mu Lin has long hair on her forehead. She is not in the mood to deal with her work. She feels that this is the worst moment in her life.

"It turns out that enjoyment comes at a price. I should be more careful." When Maureen was a child, she grew up in western countries. So, in her opinion, it's not a big thing that a man and a woman are together and something happens. On the contrary, since she was together with lohnin, her life seems complete. She enjoys every moment with him very much. However, what she brings after enjoying is the moment Plagued.

The mobile phone next to her suddenly rings. After looking at it, murin immediately covers her ears. It's lohnin. She doesn't want to answer his phone. At least she doesn't want to ↓

now. She's afraid that his first talk is about marriage and children. She doesn't want to talk about these topics with him. She's afraid that ↓

she would rather offend him and ignore him than talk about them Topic of conversation.

Is she ill? How sick is it? When Mu Lin was covering her ears and pretending that she couldn't hear the phone, the door of the office was suddenly pushed open by a big hand. Lohnin's beautiful figure stood outside the door. When he saw Mu Lin, he found that Mu Lin was covering her ears. This feeling was like a basin of cold water pouring on his head. It was more disturbing than the disaster.

Murin covered her ears tightly. Naturally, she didn't hear the sound of the door being opened. Moreover, she closed her eyes tightly and wanted to hide in her own world.

When lohnin walked in front of her with heavy steps, murin felt that someone was coming. She slowly released her hand, raised her head, and looked up at the deep hurt eyes.

"Er Why are you here? " Mureen's brain was buzzing, and the whole person was blank. Open

a question, only to find that he asked a nonsense.

She rarely blushed, and had a few unnatural flushes.

"Are you ok?" Lohnin's voice was low, with a touch of care.

Murin pulled her long hair in a mess. She spread out her hands and shrugged her shoulders. Then she gave a dry smile: "do you think I look good now?"

"Do you dislike children so much?" Lohnin asked, leaning slightly over her desk, his hands slowly, his eyes fixed on her expression.

Mu Lin bit her lips and thought carefully: "I should not hate it, at least, I like my little niece very much. I think she is as lovely as an angel." "

why don't you have an angel yourself?" Lohnen heard her words, inexplicably felt that she was still very persuasive.

Murin raised her head and looked at him. Then she said to herself, "you haven't experienced my childhood. You don't know the shadow in my heart. I'm afraid to have children, either because I don't like them or because I'm afraid." "

What did you experience in your childhood? I never asked you. Can you tell me now? " Lohnin changed her posture and sat directly on her desk. Her voice was peaceful and gentle, so it was not defensive.

Mu Lin hung her head and closed her eyes tightly. When she opened her eyes, her eyes were stained with loss: "when I was very young, my mother threw me abroad to live alone. I was not as lucky as my brother, because he was a son and I was a daughter. My mother's idea of valuing men over women was not hidden. She told me directly that she might want to take me as one People left abroad to live with my grandma and grandpa. She was going to take her younger brother home to live with my dad. I didn't know independence at that time. I ran a long way after my parents' car. I thought I cried. They would come back and pick me up and leave together. But they didn't. They left. " Luo

Henning heard her saying these words slowly, and her heart was clenched into a ball, as if a clear picture gradually emerged in her mind. A little girl, chasing a car, knew that she could not catch up, but still refused to give up. "

I hated my parents for a while, but later I thought that without their free education, I would not be such an independent woman today. They wronged me and made me!"

"Did you have a bad time with your grandparents? Is it often bullied? " Lohnin asked softly, caring for her very much.

Lin raised her head and looked at him with a smile. The smile was extremely beautiful: "no, I am responsible for others. My grandparents belong to the royal family. You know there are many rules in the royal family. I often violate rules and get scolded and punished. But I still violate rules every day. My cousins and cousins are not like me They have their parents around to take care of their education. They are all well-trained and full of etiquette. They never take the initiative to bully people, but I will, and I will often be beaten. My grandparents are often angry with me to get sick. They don't take me to play in many important occasions. The more bored and lonely I am, especially once, my grandma held a birthday party, afraid of being destroyed by me, Just lock me in a small house. I can only look out from the iron bar at the guests who come to the birthday party. You can't imagine how lonely I was at that time. But now, if I want to come, I deserve it. Who makes me disobey? " Luo

Henning's heart is just like being stirred. It's very painful ←

suddenly understand why Maureen is so afraid of marriage and children. Is she afraid that her children will repeat her childhood? Or, what she's afraid of is the shadows of her past.

"Mureen, if only I knew you earlier, I would be with you!" Lohnin walked to her side, reached out, gently held her in her arms, and held her tightly. "

Lin was a very strong woman. She had hardly cried since she was almost a child, but now, inexplicably, she felt that she also needed protection, was also very fragile, and needed comfort. "

Yes, why don't you come to me earlier?" Murin murmured with a smile, but her voice choked.