Chapter 451

Duan jingnian's words made Yin Zhengde feel ashamed.

But he insisted: "I did it for you."

"Don't always try to avoid responsibility in the name of being good for me. Do you know how many people you hurt? What will Xiaoqin do in the future? There is no impermeable wall in the world, just like Gu Qiwen killed my father in those years. No matter how deep he hides, I can still find the evidence.

Do you expect no one to know that you have done such a wicked thing? Grandfather, how fast you should come to read the newspaper. It's all on me. "

Duan jingnian collapse: "you are not others, it is me."

"Do you want me to watch that murderer's daughter live happily with you? You said, "if I really let you do that, how can I stand up to your dead parents?"

Yin Zhengde is still upright.

He admitted that he was ashamed of Xiaoqin, but he never felt that Gu sang should not be punished.

"Enough, Gu sang is not Gu Qiwen's daughter at all. She is innocent. From the past to the present, it has been me who retaliated against the wrong person. It was me who killed Sang Sang's life. It was me who destroyed her. It was my asshole."

Duan jingnian roared and looked at Yin Zhengde bitterly.

"I hurt her, let her give birth to a child for me at a young age, even she could not go to the university she dreamed of, but she never hated me. She is willing to bear the harm I give, but what about me?

From small to large, my life is only hatred, I almost forget who I am. Grandpa, do you know that my life under your education is like a puppet with string, and the only string connected to me is revenge.

My hatred has harmed Gu sang, Xiao Qin and myself. Is it really meaningful for me to live for revenge? Is it what my parents want to see to see me live as I am today? I really don't know. What's the point of living for such a Duan jingnian? "

Duan jingnian said and swept the tea cup on the table to the ground.

When Yin Zhengde heard all this, his face turned pale.

Is Gu sang not Gu Qiwen's child?

What sins did he do before.

He personally killed his great grandson

Duan jingnian closed his eyes: "Sang Sang is pregnant again, but now Because Xiaoqin, I don't even have the face to see her again and ask for her forgiveness. Sang Sang is right. I'm a beast. Even if I go to hell, I can't make up for what I owe her. "

Yin Zhengde was surprised: "you mean She's pregnant again? "

"Then she Will the child be knocked out because of Xiaoqin's affairs? "

Duan jingnian shook his head: "Sangsang is a kind person, she will not do that."

Yin Zhengde pondered for a while and said, "how do you know that she is not Gu Qiwen's daughter? Can't it be wrong? "

Duan jingnian face of despair: "will not."

He told Yin Zhengde what happened recently about Gu sang and Yu's family.

After hearing this, Yin Zhengde suddenly stood up and paced back and forth anxiously: "what do you think of jingnian?"

Duan jingnian looked at him, his eyes were hopeless: "what can I think? I have done so many things that I owe Sangsang. Now, all I can do is to give Sangsang the life she wants. "

"What kind of life does she want?" Yin Zhengde nervously looked at the past, looking forward to something.

Duan jingnian gritted his teeth: "she wants to There is no longer my life. She hopes to draw a clear line with me forever. After that, she will have nothing to do with me. "

Yin Zhengde shook his head: "no, you can't separate."

Duan jingnian laughed sarcastically: "otherwise? Keep her around and torture her? I can't do it. "

"In jingnian, it's important for us to know the truth of the matter and to be able to correct our mistakes. Since we both know the truth of the matter and we are the wrong party, we naturally have to do our best to make up for our mistakes. Whether Gu sang can forgive you or not, you have to know that you have to stay with her to atone.

There are already two children between you. It's easy for you to let her free and divorce her now. But after Sangsang leaves you, she still wants to remarry. Will the remarried man be better than you? Will he love those two children more than you? You are also a man. Don't you know the bad nature of men? "

What the old man said made Duan jingnian think deeply.

If Sang Sang wants to marry Shen Shaochuan

Maybe I'm not as good as him.

"Maybe someone will be kind to Sang Sang and the children."

"You silly child, do you believe this possibility?"

"That person has already appeared," Duan jingnian turned to Yin Zhengde and said bitterly: "it's my cold blood that pushed Sangsang to that man step by step. Now even if I regret it again, I'm afraid I have no chance."

"It's an indisputable fact that Sangsang likes you. Otherwise, which woman will give birth to a child for a man she doesn't love? The distance between you is not far. It's still time to leave her around.Jingnian, no matter what means are used, even if they are clinging to her, or using tough means to keep her around, as long as she is still around you, then you have a chance to make up for everything. Time is the best medicine. Why let others heal the pain you give? Take care of your own mess. "

Duan jingnian's eyes are fixed. Yes, he made a wound for Gu sang. Why should he let others treat it?

Yin Zhengde sighed: "in this life, people always take many detours. I thought that when I was my age, there would be no more detours. But I didn't expect that I had the most detours. It's not only bad for my grandson, but it's also bad for my grandson's daughter-in-law and great grandson. My life is just a virtual growth of years. "

After leaving Haitang Hutong, Duan jingnian sat in the car, smoking one cigarette after another.

Looking at Gu sang today, it should not be so easy to forgive himself.

But Xiaoqin didn't seem to hate his father so much.

So Can he start by being kind to Xiaoqin?

Thinking of the last trip for two, Duan jingnian's mind was hot.

It is said that the weekend is the best time for a family of three to go out for an outing.

Although this is not spring, not suitable for outing, but a family of three out picking or fishing, it will always be a very happy thing.

Thinking about this, Duan jingnian felt a lot excited.

He drove the car to happiness street. Knowing that Gu Sang was angry at the moment, Duan jingnian didn't dare to make her angry, so he sat there quietly until night fell.

In the evening, Gu sang came out with Xiaoqin's hand.

Duan jingnian, who was planning to leave, opened the door and secretly followed them.