Chapter 487

"I know, because I thought more than once that I should not appear in this world, because my appearance overturned the life of my father and mother. My mother died in childbirth, and I always blame myself.

If it wasn't for giving birth to me, my mother would not have died at all. My appearance destroyed my father's supposed good life. I hate myself. But you know, things have happened. No matter how much we complain, it's useless. No matter how much we blame ourselves now, mom won't hear us. "

Gu sang sobbed and wiped away the tears on her face.

"Don't cry, your foster mother likes you so much, if she knows. You are so sad for her now. It must be very painful. You are the kindest in your heart. Are you willing to let others feel sad for you? "

Gu sang shook his head: "I don't want to, but I don't want to watch my mother leave me. She raised me up. In my heart, she is my own mother. I regret that I have never seen her in recent months. What kind of daughter am I? When something happens, I just know how to escape, and let my mother carry all the pain. What kind of person am I? "

Duan jingnian put her in his arms again and stroked her hard: "it's not your fault, Sangsang. Come on, it's not your fault. It was all my fault."

Yu Jiaxu saw that the situation had been unable to clean up. He walked slowly to Jiang Lihua's spiritual photo and said in his heart, "I'm just saying a few words to you, but you can give me such a mess that I can't clean up. Is that your purpose? Let my granddaughter hate me and never come into our home? It's poisonous. "

Seeing Jiaxu standing in front of his mother's portrait, Gu sang turned back and said: "my mother should not want to see you, so you'd better go."

Hearing Gu Sang's refusal, Yu Jiaxu turned to Gu sang and said with some guilt, "I just want to have a look. I didn't think she would commit suicide, and I didn't mean to."

Gu sang said goodbye: "I once asked you to let go of two people. The reason why I let you let them go is because I care about them. Without them, my life would be incomplete, but you just want to Just for the most important people in my life, how can you be so cruel? Blood relationship is very important. Isn't parenting nothing? "

Yu Jiaxu's feet are shocked. He looks at Gu sang who says these words in surprise.

It's not like what the docile Gu sang would say.

"Child, I know that you are angry now, but you can't say something nonsense. If you were not taken away, I would raise you well. God didn't give me this opportunity. You can't blame me for your adoptive mother's death just because I said a few words that I should have said. Why do I say that? Isn't it because of you? "

Gu sang turned his head and looked at him with tears in his eyes: "so I said, I'm redundant. I shouldn't appear in this world. It's not your fault. It's all my fault. Isn't it OK? You all get out of here. My mother likes to be quiet. You all get out

Duan jingnian held down Gu sang, who had already collapsed: "Sangsang, calm down."

Gu sang pushed Duan jingnian: "I can't calm down, I can't calm down. A few hours ago, my mother was still standing in front of me healthy and talking to me, but a few hours later, she was lying in that small box forever We will never know how lonely it is. I only know that my mother went there with guilt. There is a knot in her heart that can never be broken, and this knot is tied by me Jingnian, I can't calm down. I can't calm down. "

"Can you stop thinking so extreme that you forget what your mother said to you at last? She told you to take good care of yourself and treat your real family well, but what are you doing now? "

"My mother has always been very good at coaxing me. She always uses some beautiful things to deal with me. This time, it's the same. She cheated me again. She's a liar. Mom, you are a liar, this time, I really hate you, hate you so selfish to leave me alone. How do you want me to face this guilt? You... "

Gu sang yelled a few times, and suddenly he held his head with his hand. Then he shook his head unsteadily and fell back.

Duan jingnian put his hand around her in time, and several people surrounded her.

"Sangsang".

"Sangsang".

But Gu sang didn't respond.

Duan jingnian is crazy and runs out with her in his arms.

Thanks to the fact that they are in the hospital now, Gu sang gets timely treatment.

Duan jingnian covers the quilt for Gu sang, who is lying on the bed. He touches her face painfully and says to the three people behind her: "grandfather, it's very late. Let shallowly take you back to have a rest. I'm here. I'll take good care of Sang Sang."

Yu Jiaxu came up and looked at Sang Sang's sleeping face: "she can sleep like this."

Duan jingnian nodded: "yes, Sangsang is too tired. It's time to have a rest."

Shen Shaozhou shakes his head when he sees Duan jingnian's eyes looking at Gu sang. He always feels that the atmosphere of these two people is not right recently.Shen Shaochuan just returned to the south. In a few months, did the two get together again so quickly?

After sending Yu Jiaxu and Yu Qianqian back to the hotel, Shen Shaozhou calls Shen Shaochuan.

On the other end of the line, Shen Shaochuan was busy in the company. Knowing that it was late at night in northern China, Shen Shaochuan said with a smile, "how can we resume the life of Playboy again?"

"Are you still in the mood to make fun of me? Your favorite woman is in hospital

Shen Shaochuan put down the file he was reading: "what's the matter?"

"Her mother passed away, she was a little stimulated, fainted, Duan jingnian is accompanying day and night, but you are busy for that little money, do you want this woman?"

Shen Shaochuan stood up and said, "is Duan jingnian with her?"

"Bullshit, or I'll call you in the middle of the night."

Shen Shaochuan felt his head and said, "it's time to go back. Dad wanted to take mom out to play, so he left me. Well, I'll pack up and go back tomorrow. Please contact me if you have any information

Shen Shaozhou nodded: "by the way, you should be careful when you come back. Sangsang's grandfather is here. This time Sangsang's mother died because her grandfather went to her mother, and her mother committed suicide."

"Is Sangsang's mother suicidal?"

Shen Shaochuan can imagine Gu Sang's mood at the moment. She is very entangled in how to face her mother's affairs. Now she must feel guilty.

So many things happened in such a short time.

Shen Shaochuan hung up and packed up for home.

Hearing the news that Duan jingnian came back to Gu sang, he had no way to stay in the south for a moment.

As Shen Shaozhou said, he can't give up his happiness for the sake of a business he didn't care about.