Chapter 77

77 iv. The Wolf in Him [Bonus chapter]

When she recovered the strength on her knees, she tried to creep to the showers without being detected.

However, that proved to be unsuccessful as he stirred up in his sleep and saw her trying to get away.

Dominus eyed her as she entered the bath, setting himself in the middle so she won’t be able to close the doorway.

“Let me clean you up,” his voice was deep and uncompromising, making her nod her head in assent.

He filled up the tub with warm water and dropped a bath bomb of vanilla. Then he carried her to the tub and sits her on his erect cock without any warning.

He rubbed the bubbles on her back which he scooped from the newly filled bathtub, sniffing her scent while he held her from behind.

“Ngh,” she felt her juices flow down her legs, mixing with the soap and water.

“Are you really getting excited right away?” his voice was hungry as his cock stretched her walls.

He slid his shaft in and out of her cunt, growling as he tried to control his movements, making sure not to thrust as hard.

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“I am just doing some aftercare, no need to be so lascivious, queenie,” he kissed the back of her nape, spreading the bubbles on her bosoms.

She moaned softly as he does so, finding it hard to resist the urge to submit to him. She wanted to belong to him once again.

She relaxed her shoulders and leaned back slightly which he took advantage of by cupping her bosoms and pinching her nipples.

“Mmph...” she reacted, her whimpers exciting him so.

“What? Making that sound to excite me, queenie?” he teased her as he proceeded to soap her body.

“Sorry,” she apologized, even as she tried to catch her breath.

“For being a whore who gives her body to others so easily?” he gripped her legs tightly for a moment, but his hold eased and he continued on his lazy pace once again.

She shudders and moves into a more comfortable position, bouncing a little on the alpha’s cock as she did so.

“You think you’ll get my attention this way? Wanted me to get jealous and waited for my reaction like the whore that you are?” he pinched her clit hard, making her whimper.

“Ngh! No...” she tried to explain, but the pain blinded her.

“Don’t fucking lie to me, you whore,” he pinched her clit so hard it felt like the throbbing will make her sensitive nub burst any moment.

“Yes, just please let it go...” she whimpered softly and nodded like an obedient child.

He lets it go and kissed her nape, “Good girl. Why can’t you be like this all the time, noona? I like it so much when you are being a good pet.”

“Such honesty,” he slammed his cock back inside her cunt making her mewl. “So fucking honest.”

“Dominusssss!” she teared up as she arched her back from the intensity of the sensation.

“What? You’re gonna cum in this soap-filled bathtub darling? No can’t do, unless I allow you,” he cupped her boobs and pinched her nipples hard, the bubbles making his fingers slick as they rubbed and pinched incessantly.

“Dominussss....” she jolted and bounced slightly in response, her body too sensitive from his touch.

“I really get it, honey. You are a fucking bitch whose pussy needs to be stretched all the time. I thought I was doing a fair job honestly, but it seems you find it lacking,” he thrusts his hips as he slammed her back into his cock.

“You were the one teasing me, by playing with my nipples!” she pointed out even as her voice broke.

“And you were the one getting fucked elsewhere like some common whore,” his hands find her neck, squeezing tightly around it.

She shook her head in protest, her hands trying to remove his strong hold on her neck. “Pleaseee...” she begged him.

“Please what? Enough of the pain or more of it? If you will just be honest with yourself then things will be a whole lot better,” his deep voice vibrated in her ears, making her juices flow even more.

“Turn around and wait on all fours. This was supposed to be an aftercare after all, so let me clean you up,” his voice was threatening as he grunted.

“I said, in all fours and turn around,” he repeated his words when she didn’t move.

She grumbled quietly and does what she was told, biting her lip as she waited for her alpha.

“Open your legs, sweetheart. I won’t hurt you. Come on, let me clean you up,” he demanded.

“I can’t be too sure you won’t hurt me,” she corrected him, making him feel even angrier.

“Are you saying that because you wanted me to lose control again and fuck the hell out of you?” his voice was filled with vice as he spoke the words.

“No, I just don’t know what you’ll do,” she opened her legs wide and supported her upper body with the edge of the bathtub.

“That’s something you like about me, don’t you? You love the uncertainty of never knowing what comes next,” he traces her ass with his thumb, not inserting yet, just feeling the edges.

“Not painful at all, right honey?” he indents his thumb a bit inside her ass.

“Yes,” she shivers and shakes her head.

“Better?” he slowly puts his thumb inside, feeling up her walls.

“Yes, it is better,” she admitted, relaxing her body completely.

“I’ll do the same for your pussy. I’ll just insert my fingers and clean up that dirty place,” he whispered.

He closed his fist and pressed it on her entrance, “I’ll fist you up nicely, you can’t walk the next damned day. Sounds good to you, sweetie?”

“No, please not that. Please don’t,” she squirmed and tried to crawl away from him.

“Fucking shut the hell up,” he groaned and bites down on her shoulder.

“Possessive mutt,” she teared up as she panted out the words.

He opened his fist inside her hole and closes it again, pumping it even deeper into her, easily opening up her cervix as he grinned.

“At least I am not a dirty little whore,” he said the words in rage, hundreds of fleeting images crossing his troubled mind, images of her being fucked by others.

She moved her hand and started to touch her clit, wanting desperately to feel good so she can forget the splitting pain she felt.

“Go and cum for your alpha. Cum with my fist stuck on your fucking cunt,” he matched his pumping with her movements.

The water spilled around them as they continued to move. Soon she was enjoying it, the feeling of being stretched around his fist was so erotically painful for her, matched only by the pleasure she derived from touching herself.

She moaned loudly as she stuck her tongue out, panting with each hard thrust that sent her senses into overdrive. Her moans filled up the air as she gyrated her hips to meet each of his thrusts.

“Do you want me to let you cum, noona?” he questioned her as she nodded desperately.

“Please alpha. Please let me cum,” she begged him, she can feel her stomach tightening up in a knot.

“Very well,” he whispered. He removed his fist and replaced it with his cock, slamming himself deep inside of her as she moaned out his name.

“Dominussss....” it was music in his ears, making him more excited than he already was.

“Don’t hold back, and cum for me, you fucking whore,” his thrusts increased their pace as her body trembled.

Her orgasm triggered his as well, holding her still as he slammed his hips against hers and filled her womb with his seeds. He grunted as he continued to pump himself inside of her.

“Alpha...” she felt her mind blank out again as her walls constrict tightly around his cock.

He stood up and carried her in his arms, opened the shower, and let the warm water soothe her skin.

“It is okay now, I am not angry anymore, queenie,” he assured her. He kissed her lips and slid his tongue slowly down her throat.

“Avoid making me jealous. Just the thought itself drives me mad. You know I’ll never share you. I’ll fucking kill us both before I do,” he kissed her neck and sniffed her scent.

He dried her with a towel and carried her to bed. “Go to sleep now, queenie. I’ll ice your hole when you wake so it doesn’t hurt as badly the next day,” he promised.

She pushed back into her alpha, trembling as the waves of pleasure continue to assault her. She rubbed her cheek on the palm of his hand, urging him to caress her.

She felt joyful as he caressed her cheeks, his warmth making her feel a bit more comfortable. She felt needed, wanted. That matters to her because it is him.

She smiled and mewled at him as he continued to rub his fingers on her skin, enjoying the attention as much as she could before she passed out.

“I couldn’t help doing the things that I do to you. Please forgive me, queenie,” he whispered in her ear.

“I just couldn’t stop this rage that I feel every time you make me jealous. You know how I am. Please don’t hate me for it. I just desperately love you so,” he continued, keeping her trembling body close to him as he kissed her hair.

He was sure she was already asleep and couldn’t hear his words, but he didn’t care. He needed to say the words because he couldn’t keep them to himself much longer.

He tried so hard to show her the depths of his feelings. He has always been there for her, always waited for her to notice him for once.

Everyone knew how he goddamn felt about her. He could not be more obvious than he already is. He has locked her up, took her for himself. What more is there for him to explain?

Simply put, there was no way on earth she couldn’t be aware of it, unless she happens to be the densest woman that ever happened to inhabit this planet.

But since the start, she had rejected him. By calling him her brother and insisting not to give her heart to him, she rejected the feelings yet to be told.

She had shamed him and disregarded the feelings he had long harbored for his queen. That is what hurts him so much. It kills him from the inside out.

He gritted his teeth even as he felt his fangs coming out, he sniffed her scent to calm himself. He couldn’t transform this instant, he will hurt her for sure if he do.

He took deep breaths and kissed her cheek, “You have to one day understand that you have no choice but to love me back, my queen. In this world and in the next, I can never let you do anything other than that.”

He knew it. He felt it. He is going insane from wanting her to reciprocate his love.

He needed her to love him back. With each reincarnation, the madness and the need for her increases. And now, he was afraid he couldn’t reign it much longer.

“I couldn’t stop myself, my queen. Please learn to love me again as you did so in the past,” he begged her.

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“I do not like this person I am becoming. I am scared to break you and yet I crave it so. I couldn’t help myself, noona. Only your love can calm this devil in me,” he whispered in her ear as he hugged her body tighter.

“I am afraid I might truly break you this time. The wolf in me made me stronger, more carnal, more out of my mind,” his body shook as he said the words, his voice growling.

“The wolf in me is far stronger than I have anticipated, it wanted so badly to devour you whole. So please, please love me back or all is lost. Please my queen, just learn to love me again,” he kissed her forehead and watched her as she sleeps.