Chapter 171

Li Muqi led Chu Shuang into the ward. As soon as Chu Shuang entered the ward, she saw the pale fish foam lying on the sickbed. Her eyes suddenly turned red. She quickly walked to the side of the sickbed and cried out, "little fish!"

The fish foam on the hospital bed didn't respond. She was thin originally. At this time, she looked even thinner. Chu Shuang was distressed. "How do you make yourself like this every time? It was like this two years ago, and it will be like this two years later. You promised me that you would protect yourself no matter what. You don't mean what you say! "

Chu Shuang's tears are falling straight away. She only left for a long time. This fool made himself black and blue again. It was only yesterday that song yuan told her that something had happened to Yumo. She didn't care about the people there and flew back to the country.

Chu Shuang angrily looks at Li Muqi, "I called you at the beginning and said that I wanted you to save her quickly. Why don't you believe me? Do you know how much fish have made for you? Now that she has become like this, do you regret it? "

Li Muqi frowns slightly and doesn't refute Chu Shuang's words to defend himself. He focuses on those words before Chu Shuang. It was like this two years ago. Did she experience the same thing two years ago?

"Chu Shuang, what happened two years ago? How did she leave Yin Shaoli? I found out that Yumo came back from Seattle a year ago. Is she with you in Seattle? " Li Muqi asked the question that has been lingering in his mind these days. There are too many secrets in Yumo, but he doesn't know anything.

Chu Shuang was stunned by Li Mu's seven questions. He turned his head and looked at the fish foam. Then he gritted his teeth as if he had made up his mind and said, "this fool has told me that I can't tell you, but now I can't bear it! You want to know what happened to her, don't you? Well, I'll tell you

Li Mu seven Mou light immediately a tight.

Chu Shuang takes a deep breath, remembering the past that made her feel very sad. Her nose can't help but feel astringent. She takes out her mobile phone, pulls out a picture from the photo album, and hands it to Li Muqi, "look at this picture, can you recognize who it is?"

Li Muqi's eyes fell on Chu Shuang's mobile phone. When he saw the person in the picture, his eyes suddenly widened. His heart was pinched by a big hand, and his breathing stopped.

He recognized the person in the photo at a glance, but how could it be, how could it be like this?

The fish foam in the photo is dressed in a hospital uniform with messy hair. The whole person can be described as skinny, and her hands and feet are tied to the hospital bed! The expression on the face of the fiasco is very distorted, it seems to bear great pain, trying to get rid of the shackles.

He could even imagine her hysterical cry, despair, anger, madness, helplessness, like a trapped animal, no one to save her.

If he wasn't so deep in everything about her, he thought, he might not really recognize who this person is, because the person in the photo is not fish foam, dark and crazy at all. If ordinary people see it, they may feel very frightening.

Chu Shuang looked at Li Muqi, shaking hands, and took the mobile phone over. With a sad smile, his eyes closed with tears, "isn't it shocking? I know, because no one can imagine what kind of hell life she had gone through at the beginning, and I have personally experienced the time when I lived with her. "

"Do you know why little fish are treated like this? Because, she's detoxifying! In order to prevent her from hurting herself because she can't bear the pain of drug addiction, we can only tie her up in this way

Chu Shuang said, the brain can't help but recall the scene at that time, fish foam attack when crying and begging, she still remember clearly, across a wall, inside the fish foam struggling, she can only stay outside, helpless, that kind of feeling, even now think of it, still make her heartache hard to breathe.

"Detoxification?" Li Muqi is like a thunderbolt. She looks at the fish foam on the hospital bed unbelievably. Has she ever smoked poison?

"That's right." Chu Shuang nodded, "she has not only taken drugs, but also has a heavy addiction. A yuan told me that it is a kind of drug with strong addiction, which causes great damage to the body. Once addicted, few people can give up, because the pain when it attacks is several times that of ordinary drugs."

"Why do you touch this?" Li Muqi almost crushed the mobile phone in her hand, touched the thing and then thought about how difficult and painful the process was. No one knows how much suffering she suffered at the beginning, which was far beyond his imagination.

Chu Shuang shook his head, "I don't know, but it must have something to do with Yin Shaoli! This picture was taken when little fish was addicted to drugs. She asked me to take it! She said that she had to see what she looked like at that time, so that she could be more alert and must give up it! "

Chu Shuang said and sat down beside the bed, reached out to touch the face of the fish foam, and said: "she doesn't allow me to be next to her every time she has an attack. She said she doesn't want me to see her look so unbearable. In fact, I know that she doesn't want me to cry every time because of her pain."

"This fool, no matter when, is thinking of others, but neglects himself Fool Chu Shuang said and cried, she is straightforward temperament, rarely cry, but the thought of fish foam, she can't help heartache.Li Muqi breathed and trembled. She looked at the fish foam on the hospital bed tightly. She was really a fool. How painful she was when she had an attack. However, because she didn't want others to suffer as much as herself, she chose to bear it alone. On the contrary, she wanted to be stronger.

When suffering from drug addiction, no one can rely on her. How desperate should she be?

Chu Shuang seemed to see his idea and murmured: "do you know how she got through it? Every time she has an attack, she almost collapses. When she is unconscious, she will keep reading your name in her mouth So I know that you are the belief that she holds on to. "

Chu Shuang's words are undoubtedly in Li Muqi's bloody heart, he finally understood how deep his debt to fish foam is.

"I don't know how she escaped from Yin Shaoli. When she found me in Seattle, she had a lot of scars on her body and a gunshot wound on her chest. At that time, she was not well, and she was very weak. In addition to detoxification, she spent a whole year recuperating in Seattle and got better."

"Don't you wonder why she doesn't have scars? That's what the psychiatrist suggested to be removed by surgery, which weakens her painful memory of those things. At the beginning, she was very afraid of associating with people. She saw a lot of psychiatrists, and then gradually walked out of the shadow. "