Song Yuan looks at Chu Shuang's side face with a faint smile with gloomy eyes, "Chu Shuang, you know, it's impossible to get together and disperse."
"Why not?" Chu Shuang turned his head and said, "Song Yuan, I can't force you to come all my life. You and I are like this now. Even if we are reluctant to be together, sooner or later, we will become a couple. Why? Have you ever thought that it will affect not only your and my future life, but also our two families? "
"Song Yuan, I don't want to destroy the friendship between Chu and song families for so many years because of our affairs."
Chu Shuang's tone is very flat, as if in the analysis of interests, but Song Yuan knows that she is not persuading him, not threatening him.
She was just expressing her determination to him.
But, Chu Shuang, there is no such simple thing.
"We live our life after all. Since you don't want to worry your elders, don't force me." Song Yuan's tone is also very calm, and I don't know when, even the quarrel between them has become so calm.
Smell speech, Chu Shuang ha laughed, "Song Yuan, do you think I'm forcing you? Do you know that you are forcing me now? "
Song Yuan clenched his teeth and didn't speak. No matter what, no matter what Chu Shuang said, he would not change his mind.
There is always someone who can't let go, otherwise, it will be over.
Chu Shuang looked at him, in fact, still some distressed, she stopped, slowed down the tone, "a yuan, I think, in fact, have you ever thought, everything is just you think can't put it down, if you are willing to try to open up, in fact, you will find that there is nothing can't put it down, there is no regulation, childhood first love must be together."
Song Yuan clenched his hands tightly, forced to suppress the anger in his chest, "chushuang, you are on purpose, right?"
"Well?" Chu Shuang looks innocent.
"At that time, since I insisted on coming back, I didn't plan to put it down. Chu Shuang, you grew up with me like a pearl and a treasure. I put so much effort on you. It's not that you can't let go of such a cool sentence." Song Yuan looks at Chu Shuangdao coldly.
Chu Shuang is dumb for a moment. For such a long time, Song Yuan seldom mentions these things. He just stubbornly urges her to stay and forbids her to leave.
After a long time, she dropped her eyes and said, "ah yuan, you are right. I owe you."
"Do you think you owe me? Chushuang, what do you remember besides accepting my kindness with ease? In your heart, what you feel owed is always Wei Ling. " Song Yuan may be a little angry. When he speaks, he inevitably brings some hurt.
Chu Shuang clenched his lips. "Well, that's right."
This indifferent sentence makes Song Yuan angry again. He can only turn around with anger in his heart. He needs to restrain his madness and avoid doing anything to hurt her.
Chu Shuang looks at Song Yuan's back trembling slightly because of his anger, and tears roll down from his eyes.
What Song Yuan said is right. Since she was a child, she has been dominating his name with peace of mind, and she has never been half guilty. The reason may be that Song Yuan thinks that this is her. He is kind to her, which belongs to her. What they do to each other is just because the other person is that person, and they are willing to do it for each other.
Who pays more, who owes whom, this kind should be distinguished by value equivalence, shouldn't it be foreign talents?
Did she always think wrong?
He felt that he was kind to her, so she should repay her, right?
"Song Yuan, so you want to settle with me now? That's OK. Then you can make a good calculation and settle everything. Then we can decide how to pay it back. I can do my best and pay it back slowly. " Chu Shuang raised his hand to pick the faint tears under the corner of his eyes, and his voice returned to calm.
After all, we have to go to the point where we don't communicate with each other. It's more or less a pity to think of it.
However, she did not take the slightest emotion words, but completely angered Song Yuan, he suddenly turned around, grabbed Chu Shuang's shoulder, a few steps pushed her to the roadside tree trunk, eyes scarlet, "Chu Shuang, you say, do you have heart?"
Chu Shuang's back was hurt by the rough tree trunk, but it seemed that this pain, for a moment, offset the pain caused by the heart twitch.
Chu Shuang smiles, "eh?"
"How are you going to return it? How can you return it? What are you going to pay back? " Song Yuan's voice is full of anger to destroy everything.
"How about giving you what you want?" Chu Shuang raised his hand and stroked Song Yuan's cheek.
Song Yuan's body tensed for a moment.
Chu Shuang looks at Song Yuan with a smile and goes on: "do you think it's enough for me to marry you and have children for you for ten years?"
Song Yuan pinches Chu's hands, which almost crush her bones.
If we don't have the ten-year sentence in front of us, then we can see that he has been looking forward to the planned future?But, Chu Shuang, why do you use such a cruel way to break this beautiful?
"No? Or not enough? " Seeing that song yuan did not speak, Chu Shuang frowned and asked again.
"Chushuang, if you are taking revenge on me for Weiling, congratulations on your success." Song Yuan cold spit out such a sentence, fiercely loosen Chu Shuang, back two steps.
Chu Shuang didn't speak.
Song Yuan's lips wriggled for a long time because of his anxiety and insomnia. He seemed to say something more, but he could not say a word after all.
From the beginning, he was convicted as a criminal, and he didn't even have a chance to defend himself.
Now she is going to gouge out another man's heart bit by bit in this emotional way. He suddenly feels that his life is really Funny and sad.
"Chushuang, you are good to everyone. Why can't you be kind to me?"
This is Song Yuan's last words before he left.
Chu Shuang falls to sit on the ground powerlessly, the heart seems to be tightly grasped, the feeling of heartache spreads all over the body, the pain of her even cry, feel hard.
The wind at night is very cool, blowing on the thin body, even more piercing than the cold wind in winter.
Chu Shuang huddled up, hugged himself tightly, and curled himself up into a small ball.
In fact, she has no way, without this way, how can Song Yuan hurt deeply and give up on her?
It's better to have a long pain than a short one. Now it hurts deeply. As soon as time goes by, he will find that, in fact, nothing can't be put down, and no injury can't be healed.