Shen Yi rubbed his fingers against her small face and said softly, “You sleep first, I’ll go to the study to deal with some matter.”
He was not an idle person, and he wouldn’t become a boss who would wash his hands off of the business, the company’s documents were still waiting for him to handle.
Lu Wanwan pouted: “You go ah, would I stop you from working? Besides, I don’t need your company either.”
Shen Yi waited for her to lie down on the bed and fall asleep before closing the door and going to the study next door.
Chapter 107
(43.4)
Ever since Lu Wanwan became pregnant, she never had any nightmares again.
But that night, she kept dreaming, continuously, of those bad images, there were the sound of own cries, and between a blur, Shen Yi’s voice could also be heard.
His voice was very hoarse, there was like a sad cry coming from the depths of his throat.
Lu Wanwan woke up in a panic. She looked at the time, it was just half an hour after she had fallen asleep.
She felt stuffy in her chest and very uncomfortable. She put on her slippers and pushed open the door to the study.
Shen Yi’s head was lowered. The bridge of his nose was framed with a rarely seen pair of glasses. His whole attention was on the documents in his hand.
Lu Wanwan moved up to him like a snail crawling, she asked: “We, in the future, will always live in the Lu house, okay?”
Only this household was able to give her a peace of mind. With her parents and family members around, she was not so afraid anymore.
Although it could be said that Lu Wanwan and Shen Yi these days were getting along normally, but her fears, did not subside at all.
They were just like the tide, no one knew when they may surface again.
She was not only afraid of her own strange and inexplicable headache, but she was also terrified of Shen Yi.
The fact that she loved this man in her heart was true, but there was also fear in her heart.
Lu Wanwan knew that she did not have too high standards, she had even been able to adapt to being coaxed by Shen Yi into unknowingly entering a cage.
Shen Yi closed the folder, raised his eyes, and fixedly gazed at her, seemingly regretful. He only called her name, saying “Wanwan.”
Lu Wanwan knew the next words would definitely not be what she wanted to hear.
She spoke faster than he did: “Just promise me, alright? This request is not too much, right? Shen Yi, since high school, I could never understand what you are thinking, and now it’s the same, I can’t understand either, you never talk to me, you just get angry and sulk on your own. Even now, I still don’t know the reason why you had to lock me up at home back then?”
As she spoke, Lu Wanwan broke out in tears: “You never consider my point of view to think about the problem, you’re also not asking me, if when I stay home alone, whether I’m afraid or not? You only know how to scare me. If it wasn’t for the fact that I love you, do you think I could endure fifteen years?”
She wrapped her fingers around Shen Yi’s, her voice soft and sweet: “Yi Yi, please pamper me.”
The woman had tears in the corners of her eyes, she looked extremely pitiful.
During high school, Shen Yi was a strange melodramatic youth who was outwardly cold but passionate inside.
However, Lu Wanwan wasn’t a sensitive person, she wasn’t attentive, and wasn’t as keen and careful as other girls either. It often took her a long time, sometimes someone even had to remind her, for her to realize that Shen Yi was angry.
In high school, her best friend was her deskmate, she was a chubby but very cute girl when she smiled.
After she and Shen Yi got together, only her deskmate thought they were a good match together.
At that time, Lu Wanwan even asked that deskmate, how exactly were they a good match?
After thinking about it, her deskmate said, “Ah, you both are good-looking, when you two are standing together, it is pleasing to the eye.”
Shen Yi was not rich in high school, he didn’t have any money, but this person, every morning, used to secretly put milk and breakfast into her drawer.
He seemed to always be the first person to show up at school in the morning. Lu Wanwan realized it was his doing only after a long time.
At first, she was very happy, however, she still told Shen Yi not to prepare breakfast for her in the future.
Shen Yi didn’t agree, and like a closed bottle, didn’t say anything.
Lu Wanwan knew he was doing it for her own good. She was a late riser and never ate breakfast for fear of being late, so over time, her stomach developed digesting troubles.
But back then she thought she was young, it was just a little trouble, nothing major.
Lu Wanwan did not like to drink milk, so she secretly gave the milk to the boy sitting behind her seat.
The two people were obviously not in the same class, but Shen Yi was always able to hear about these things.
For several days in a row, he made an ugly face, he didn’t help her with her homework, didn’t help her write her papers, and didn’t help her cheat either.
Even as she was being punished by the class teacher in front of the classroom, writing a self-criticizing review, he would pass by her without even taking one look at her.
Even if Lu Wanwan was fool, she could see that he was throwing a temper.
She was straightforward and waited for Shen Yi at the door of his classroom after school. She stood on tiptoe to be able to reach his chin, in order to show her imposing presence, she had to look up at him and ask, “What’s wrong with you again?”
Shen Yi passed by her and replied indifferently: “Nothing.”
Lu Wanwan ran with small steps behind him as she questioned, “I didn’t even do anything, and you’re mad at me. Shen Yi, it’s fine even if you don’t tell me, I’m not going to bother coddling you.”
She had already asked him once, but Shen Yi, being stubborn, was unwilling to tell her.