The word "guilt" somehow runs through Han Cailing's heart, like a needle deep into the bone marrow, which is difficult to pull out.
She didn't even know how she felt at this time. She just felt a little blocked in her heart.
Or some other feeling.
Recently, all her energy has been focused on her own case. She is just in her twenties. Once the charges are implemented, her prison life of more than ten years is unimaginable.
But suddenly out of danger, cold, what emerged in her heart was only moving and unspeakable joy, so many actions are not controlled by the brain
It may make others misunderstand and and produce bad ideas.
Han Cailing couldn't imagine any more and quickly explained, "Chenxi, i... I was acquitted just now. I suddenly lost my head, so I held you in front of so many people. I'm sorry, I didn't mean it! I..."
She really doesn't know how to explain.
have no idea what to do with one 's hands and feet.
For a moment, the atmosphere in the rear seat solidified instantly.
Li Chenxi passed by indifferently, walking on thin ice as usual in his cold eyes, staring at her at a loss, and his eyes were full of melancholy.
"What the hell are you nervous about?"
Han Cailing didn't know. She pursed her lips. "I... I just don't want to add too much trouble to you, and I don't want too many scandals between you and me. Those are not good for you!"
After a pause, she said, "Shen Xi, I really didn't mean to. Although... I admit I still love you, I never wanted to destroy the relationship between you and Shu Yao. When I thought of hurting Shu Yao, I..."
She couldn't say any more. She quickly took a deep breath and said, "stop! I want to get off!"
"Get off where are you going?" Li Chenxi's faint, calm Junyan seemed as if nothing had happened.
Han Cailing frowned and sighed, "I want to see Shu Yao. I want to confess everything to her..."
After thinking about it, she twisted her body and looked at his cold eyes, "I just want to make good friends with Shu Yao. She is a very good woman. She is kind, has no intention, and is honest. The most important thing is that I feel sorry to meet her when I see her. This is true. Chenxi, I love you, but if I choose, she is the last person in the world to hurt except you and my parents!"
"She's so important to you?" He said again, in a cool and thin tone, he couldn't feel joy and anger.
"Of course!" Han Cailing answered almost without thinking, "it's not easy to meet a close friend!"
In this circle, Han Cailing knows very well that they all step on low, hold high and flatter. There are no real girlfriends. Some are just calculating and using each other.
But from the day she met Shu Yao, what she saw in her clear eyes was pure, kind and single.
There is no regret in this life to have such a woman as a friend.
"Between friendship and love, you still prefer the former." At the same time, Li Chenxi's lips echoed with a contemptuous smile.
That smile is full of ridicule, ridicule, sadness, and even... Anger!
Han Cailing was stunned.
Memory is like a flood beast opening and closing the gate, swallowing all her thoughts in an instant.
In those years, she gave up him for friendship.
Han Cailing is Li Chenxi's first love and the only woman who loved deeply before Shu Yao in this life.
From twenty to twenty-five, it takes five years.
The green campus life has spread to social work.
From ignorant youth to deep and complex.
The woman around him is the one who once paid sincere feelings and sincerity. Similarly, she also hurt him the most!
Han Cailing had a good friend. In the same rich circle, she almost grew up together. Lin WANYING, the daughter of Lin's group.
One day, Lin WANYING suddenly cried and told her that she once loved Li Chenxi deeply, and even how much she could pay for him. She cried heartbroken and soul stirring.
Since then, the relationship between Han Cailing and Li Chenxi has become less perfect. She began to hide from him, avoid him, and even feel ashamed of her good friend when she was with him!
It was a wrong idea, but Han Cailing didn't know how to choose.
Until later, Lin WANYING suddenly made a suicide trick. Han Cailing was heartbroken and really scared. After Lin WANYING woke up, she ran away alone.
Li Chenxi was completely left to Lin WANYING. He went abroad alone. When he came back, he was already married.
Li Chenxi has never been in contact with Lin WANYING, but when she is a little sister next door, she takes good care of her many times.
After Han Cailing went abroad, she learned many of Lin WANYING's bad deeds from the nearby population, and even staged a suicide trick in order to rob her best friend and boyfriend.
Cheated by her best friend and lost her most precious love.
For Han Cailing, it is absolutely the most miserable.
Unfortunately, there is no regret medicine in the world.
She looked at him again, the man near her, the face haunted in her dreams countless times, the deep voice like the sound of nature, and the unique flavor of him
Han Cailing's eyes turned red in an instant. Her nose seemed to be stuffed with lemon. It was sour and painful. She sucked her nose, resisted the impulse not to cry, and only said, "yes, I'm sorry!"
For everything in those years, all she can say now is these three words.
"Can an apology save everything?" His cold, cold and resolute outline is shown against the cold and thin radian.
Han Cailing bowed her head. "I don't know what else to do except apologize. I made the original decision wrong, but I also lost you!"
This is the price of her absurd behavior!
"Do you want to make the same mistake again?" Li Chenxi's voice is colder.
She shook her head. "You know, Shu Yao is not Lin WANYING. She is really good, not a show or acting. I don't want to be a bad woman. Chenxi, don't force me!"
"Force you?" He heard an interesting word.
Han Cailing raised her head and stared at him with tears. "If I'm married and you're still unmarried, even if you still have feelings for me, will you interfere in my life?"
"Yes!" He answered without hesitation.
“……”
Han Cailing was more at a loss. She pursed her lips absurdly and shook her head. "It's wrong to do so. We can't bear the curse all our life!"
"Oh!" Li Chenxi sneered, "we are just businessmen doing business. What great achievements do we have? Do we want a lifetime of fame?"
"No, that shouldn't..." there was only so much she could say.
Li Chenxi took a breath of air-conditioning, forced her to ask so many questions, and seemed to get the answer he wanted.
He smiled coldly, sighed, and then said, "you don't have to feel guilty or do anything wrong. You are you. There's no need to apologize to others."
Li Chenxi knew that this woman was as kind as before, and her kindness was beyond imagination.
Han Cailing was stunned.
Next, the sentence he explained was more like a basin of cold water, which suddenly woke up her warm heart.
"Because there is no redundant relationship between me and you. We are just partners and ordinary friends, aren't we?"
"... yes!"
A hanging heart fell.