Chapter 164

Looking back on the past is often joyful.

In particular, I can think of the bits and pieces of communication between the two at the beginning. At the beginning, he was still on the university campus and she was still in senior three. They knew each other so well.

From the moment of understanding, Han Cailing felt that such a man must be her boyfriend.

In addition to the beating heart when she first met, Li Chenxi, these three words alone are enough to let her summon up all her confidence and continue to develop with this man.

Han Cailing was born in this circle. In the upper class society of city a, although Han's group is not a famous rich family, it is also a small strength. Han has only one daughter. Han's father's only wish is to expand the family industry. Then, he has no hope and can only rely on his daughter.

Therefore, she was instilled with this idea from a very young age.

But she grew up abroad and was influenced by excellent education and art. Her parents' ideas are also deeply rooted in her.

If she hadn't transferred back to school in senior three and accidentally met Li Chenxi, she would have tried to get to know him.

Choose between him and Lu Shaoling.

It's just that the later development, everything, let nature take its course, is not under her control.

Now think about it, as if everything happened yesterday.

At this moment, I gathered my thoughts. On her beautiful face, all that remained was the sweetness and beauty of these years, and the faint smile continued slowly on her face.

"Chenxi, why did you suddenly talk about the past? What's the matter?" She looked at him in wonder.

He just shook his head slightly. "It's all right. I just think time flies."

"Yes! It's really fast! If we didn't break up at the beginning, should I have a child like Shu Yao? Our child should be as big as Zheng Er now!" She suddenly thought.

Li Chenxi's thick eyebrows and light frowns like a distant mountain, and his cold thin lips opened, "don't you always say you don't want children?"

"Ah..."

Han Cailing was a little frightened and thought of the stupid words she said when she was dating. This may be the only choice she made in her life beyond her imagination and control!

She smiled calmly and quickly explained, "it was too young at that time! Every day she just wanted to develop her career and enrich her life. She didn't want a child to tie herself down!"

"Maybe!" He raised his lips slightly and couldn't see any thoughts deeply on his handsome face, which looked like a smile. "When Shu Yao married me, he was just 20 years old, and when he gave birth to Zheng, he was just 21 years old! He was still a child!"

Other people, at this age, should still be in college.

He should go to school with several friends and girlfriends, go on vacation, travel around the world, enrich his experience, make friends, make friends, fall in love and romance, but Shu Yao entered the palace of marriage early and gave birth to children for him.

What flashed before Li Chenxi's eyes was that when she first knew she was pregnant, she brought the test sheet to him. He left an indifferent sentence "kill" and turned away.

At that moment, Shuyao's heart must be broken!

But that woman, or silly insistence, gave birth to Li Zheng.

His thoughts were interrupted by Han Cailing's words. She said, "Shu Yao is Shu Yao. She has her advantages and benefits, as well as her regrets. She and I are different women."

"Really? I always think you make friends with her because you have similarities with her!" He said.

Han Cailing frowned and hurriedly said, "which good friends are similar? The so-called girlfriends become girlfriends because they are different!"

He frowned deeply. He didn't understand what her best friend meant, and didn't bother to pay attention to it.

Li Chenxi pondered repeatedly for a long time, and the words he seemed unwilling to speak would eventually come out. He looked at her. The creases between his eyebrows were complex and said lightly, "it's been ten years, not long or short, and you're not young. You shouldn't continue to waste on me. You'd better find a suitable one and start your life in the future!"

“……”

Han Cailing was slightly stunned. Her messy eyelashes blinked slightly and paused. "Shen Xi, what do you mean?"

"I've known you for so long. As I said before, you are particularly important to me, so I also hope you can be happy, but your happiness will never be me." He spoke quickly and briefly explained his heart.

As soon as Li Chenxi's words were spoken, Han Cailing only felt that her heart was like being gouged out and cut, and her whole body trembled with pain!

Tears quickly flooded my sight, but in a moment, they crossed my cheek.

"Why, why? Chenxi, don't you always love Shu Yao? Are you because of children? If it's because of Zheng Er, I can wait..."

Before he finished, he interrupted, "it's not because of ZHENG'ER. Don't wait. Cailing, you shouldn't waste your youth for me!"

She is twenty-nine years old. She is no longer a young girl. Many women at this age have already married and had children, started their own marriage life, and become wives, daughter-in-law and mothers.

Han Cailing has not experienced these identities and things, which is unfair to her!

"I know it's cruel for you, and I don't want to hurt you, Cai Ling. As long as you like, I can make up for you."

In other words, Li Chenxi will unconditionally agree to the conditions put forward by Han Cailing.

For anyone, it's like the imperial sword given by the emperor. With this, it's too easy for Han to expand the scale and how to develop!

But Han Cailing shook her head and looked at him dimly through the eyes of tears. She cried with tears and her voice was a little hoarse. "I don't want! I don't want anything except you! Chenxi, I love you and only want you!"

Because she was excited, her voice was a little louder for a moment, causing the waiter not far away to sweep his eyes here in doubt.

But Han Cailing didn't care about losing face. She desperately held his hand and said anxiously, "don't do this, okay? I can wait for you, I can wait for ZHENG'ER to grow up, and I can wait for you to divorce Shu Yu..."

"Don't wait!" Li Chenxi interrupted cruelly and indifferently, "I won't divorce! I won't do anything sorry for their mother and son."

"But she's just a mute!" Han Cailing sobbed endlessly.

Li Chenxi quickly took back his hand. His dark eyes were cold several times, and his words were colder. "She is a mute. Yes, but I Li Chenxi is by no means a sage. I have no shortcomings. On the contrary, I think this marriage owes her too much!"

Han Cailing doesn't believe her ears. These words can be said from his mouth. It's unbelievable.

She got up and wanted to hold his hand, but Li Chenxi dodged. Han Cailing was at a loss and could only say, "but you don't love her! What's the meaning of such a marriage relying on only one child?"

"Cailing, the so-called marriage doesn't depend on children, but two people. Anyway, after how long, they can make each other fall in love with themselves again and again! This is the true meaning of marriage!"

"Maybe I don't love her now, but one day, she will make me fall in love with her."

For a moment, Han Cailing didn't reply. It was like losing all the language ability. She just looked at him and wept silently.

Li Chenxi didn't stay any longer, didn't even look at her again, turned indifferently and left the cafe directly.