Han Cailing was ill for many days. Her condition fluctuated and did not improve.
The doctor did a comprehensive physical examination for her. As soon as the examination results came out, he immediately called Li Chenxi to the office.
"Miss Han's physical condition, in addition to food allergy, is more about her stomach. The examination results show that it is caused by years of dieting, but specifically, I suggest a detailed test!"
Li Chenxi frowned. "Specific tests? What are the doctors worried about? You might as well say it directly."
The doctor pondered for a moment and finally said, "I just guess that Miss Han's physical condition, in addition to her special physique and susceptibility to infection, may also be caused by years of stomach disease. If so, this examination must be done, otherwise, the worst may cause cancer."
"Cancer?" Li Chenxi was stunned. "How old is she? How can she..."
"Now cancer groups have long been regardless of age, but the specific examination results have not come out and can not be determined immediately. It is just possible in this regard."
Li Chenxi agreed to the doctor's request and made a comprehensive gastrointestinal examination for Han Cailing, waiting for the results before further treatment.
Just in this way, Han Cailing soon got the news.
Foreign hospitals do not hide their condition from patients. Moreover, she has no specific diagnosis. Naturally, nurses are also outspoken and say what they have.
Han Cailing was surprised, but at the same time, there was endless fear, and panic followed.
She held his hand tightly, shrunk in his arms, and trembled timidly, "Shen Xi, am I going to die?"
"No, don't think about it!" He also held her. He had long known that Han Cailing's stomach was bad and often took various stomach drugs to alleviate it, but he never thought it would evolve into cancer.
Han Cailing snuggled up in his arms, his small head resting on his legs, and his haggard face became more pale. "If it's cancer, I won't treat it!"
"How can that be?"
Before Li Chenxi finished her words, she stretched out her hand, stroked his lips and motioned to him to stop talking and listen to herself.
Before she could speak, she got up slowly. With simple movements, she was weak. As soon as she got up, she couldn't help coughing.
Li Chenxi took a paper towel and handed it to her to wipe her mouth. Han Cailing looked at him, weak eyebrows and eyes, haggard like a glass doll. With a little strength, it could disappear.
"I've just signed on DNR. Although I'm not a doctor and I haven't studied medicine, but..."
Before she finished, when Li Chenxi heard the three English words' DNR ', her anger ran up immediately.
But the words at the exit were cold and abnormal, "you refused cardiac resuscitation? Cailing! When is it? What are you going to do?"
A patient signs on the DNR and directly refuses CPR, which means that once his life is in danger, he gives up the last glimmer of hope for rescue, even if he doesn't give up, he should watch her die.
Li Chenxi's deep eyes immediately tightened and subconsciously held her hand, "don't talk nonsense, you'll be fine!"
"Chenxi, it's human nature to die and die. I understand." Han Cailing snuggled up in his arms and showed her tender posture.
Who doesn't understand the truth, but how many people are willing to feel when they are on the scene?
She raised her weak eyes slightly. Her delicate and moving eyes were filled with tears, and her slender eyelashes were stained with crystal tears.
"I'm not afraid of death. I just think I can't accompany you anymore, so I can't let go..."
Li Chenxi took a deep breath and held the woman tighter. "Don't talk nonsense, you'll be fine!"
"No, Chenxi..." she clenched his hand and shook it with her fingers, as if she had also handed over a heart to him solemnly. "Listen to me, in fact, I don't have any regrets, just..."
She elongated her voice, her tears were mottled, her watery almond eyes reflected the pale ward, and her red crying nose was pathetic, which made people feel pity.
Li Chenxi involuntarily hugged her tightly in his arms, attached it to her ear and said softly, "just what? Tell me."
Han Cailing's mother died when she was young. Her father raised her alone and never remarried. Over the years, although the father daughter relationship is stable, if she really dies, she doesn't miss her father much.
She looked at the man in front of her and looked stunned. "I... I'm afraid you'll be unhappy if you say it."
But he asked firmly, "tell me!"
It was not Han Cailing's trembling and weak voice that answered him, but she directly surrounded his neck, raised her head and kissed his lips.
Her expression was focused, the kiss was accurate and emotional, while Li Chenxi was numb and motionless, like concrete pouring.
Different from before, she was excited and selfless, desperately and tightly around his neck, as if to swallow him in an instant.
Such a tough appearance is quite the opposite of Han Cailing's daily tenderness and weakness, which he has never seen before. Suddenly, Li Chenxi slowly turned his mind, subconsciously raised his hand and quietly pushed her away.
"Cailing, you..."
"I love you!" Han Cailing said excitedly and quickly rolled his tail, "my most regret is that I broke up with you and didn't marry you, Chenxi. If I die like this, you will be my biggest regret!"
“……”
For a moment, he was a little speechless.
More, still at a loss.
She has not expressed her inner feelings once or twice, but if there is no death threat, he will refuse without hesitation. After all, she has planned and will never change.
But now
"Chenxi, I may be a dying man. Do you want to refuse me again?" Her tears twinkled and her crying was even more moving.
Han Cailing refused DNR. It is estimated that if the test results come out, she may also refuse chemotherapy. She is a woman who pays attention to appearance. She will never let the disease take away her last trace of dignity and appearance at the last moment of her life, nor will she accept the so-called various pain treatments.
So, if the result is not good, then her time is really running out.
"Let me marry you once! Maybe I can't have children for you again, but I just want to have a wedding with you, put on the wedding dress and walk on the red carpet with you. Even if I can marry you for one day, it's the best for me!"
She said sincerely, her face was haggard, and every word was full of charm that was difficult to refuse. Li Chenxi looked at her and was really flustered for a moment.
He always had a clear head and solid reason. At this moment, he was broken by a woman. He stared at her deeply, took her away with his big hand, pressed her cerebellar bag tightly, and sighed in his arms.
"If one day, I will never let you leave any regrets. Cailing, you will be fine."
Han Cailing lies in his arms, whining and whining, and willfully wriggles her small body. Let him hold herself like this. Don't let go.
The bright apricot eyes opened slightly, and the glittering and translucent tears flashed away. Instead, it was cold, like the extremely cold nine foot ice, and a contemptuous smile also rippled on the side of the lips.
Of course she'll be fine.
After all, she's not sick.
As long as this so-called "disease" can hold him for a period of time and wait for everything in China to be done, what can Li Chenxi do even if he finds everything?
At that time, the overall situation has been decided. He wants to turn around. I'm afraid Shu Yao won't give him another chance!