Chapter 415

The past memories related to Li Chenxi are always good and bad. However, no matter whether someone asks, they also follow like a shadow.

Shu Yao thought for a moment, as if everything about her and Li Chenxi was not as detailed as the second person knew except Mo Wan.

If it weren't for the extreme boredom, if it wasn't for being here and being unable to get out of trouble for the time being, it's estimated that Shu Yao wouldn't talk to anxi'er about this.

But as an xiner said, at least they have experienced life and death. There is nothing to avoid when talking about friends in need.

"Me and Li Chenxi? We've known each other since we were very young. I remember when I first saw him, I looked * * years old!"

Shu Yao thought of everything in her mind. When she was young, she once went to Li's house with her father. When she accidentally strolled in the backyard, she met him who painted on the tree. The elegant young man ran into her heart.

It's hard to say that the tangle of unclear road began at that time, so that today after many years, when Shu Yao thinks about it again, he can vaguely think of the independent and elegant immortal temperament boy sitting on the treetop.

She pulled him into the world. Therefore, everything in the future is self iniquity. Who can blame?

"Wow! You are childhood sweethearts! How happy!" Anxin'er showed surprised eyes on one side, with envy in his eyes.

Shu Yao smiled and leaned against it, saying, "it's not a childhood sweetheart, but I've known him since childhood! However, I like him since I was very young..."

"Ah? Secret love?"

She nodded. If she had put the same words a few years ago, she would not have said them.

It seemed that at the moment when the word "secret love" came out, she would feel ashamed and want to find a way to drill in, but now she wouldn't.

With the accumulation of time, people grow up and mature. Naturally, they don't care about these. Like is like, and love is love. There's nothing to hide.

"I fell in love with him when I was nine years old. I didn't dare to tell anyone, so I secretly hid in my heart and observed his every move. I wrote down many subtle details. I felt so happy if I could say a word or two with him..."

A girl who is in love for the first time can't hide the joy of the person she falls in love with for the first time.

It seems that if you can see each other one day, you will be happy for a long time.

"I can understand that feeling. I used to like Jiang Jisheng!" Peace of mind said.

Shu Yao looked at her, "yes, I like him very much, but I never thought he would like me or have any intersection with me. After all, I was mute and illegitimate at that time."

"You're also an illegitimate daughter? No! How come I've never heard of it?"

"Shu's family is not a very big family in city A. besides, you haven't inquired about it!" Shu Yu explained.

Feel at ease, "that's right! But unexpectedly, we have almost the same fate..."

"Yes, my identity doesn't deserve him at all. How can I expect to marry him? But it's a coincidence that when I was in my early twenties, his grandmother suddenly died of a serious illness. The will told him that he must marry me, otherwise he can't inherit Li's estate."

Peace of mind immediately said, "that's why you got married?"

"Yes, everyone thinks I married him because of my will, but in fact, I don't regret marrying him. I even feel very happy."

Recalling everything about his marriage to Li Chenxi, it seemed like a dream.

At the beginning, after the death of the Li family, the will was exposed, which led to a big storm. Everyone thought that Li Chenxi had to condescend to marry a dumb wife in order to follow his grandmother's will and be filial.

People around also believe that Shu Yu married Li Chenxi and formed a family under the coercion of his stepmother and the double threat of his will.

But in fact, she knew that Li Chenxi was forced to marry herself, but she was completely willing to marry him.

"I know my original identity is not worthy of him. Marrying me is like a stain in his life..."

This is also one reason why Shu Yi insisted on divorce in the later stage.

Looking at him and Han Cailing standing together, what a perfect match. She is just like a fairy couple. She is more ashamed. The only thing that can barely save the last trace of dignity is to take the initiative to divorce.

"How could this be? You are willing to marry him. Doesn't he know?" Peace of mind asked.

Shu Yao smiled slightly and shook his head, "I love him. This is my business. How can he know?"

Besides, let him know, what can we do?

Do you expect him to like himself as much as she likes him? Impossible! Love is like this. When you like a person, there is no reason or control to make the other party like yourself.

If you pay, you don't necessarily get a return.

What's the use of paying if it's only for return?

In fact, in the original marriage, Shu Yu has shown very clearly that she is such a backbone and character woman, even if she is an unknown little mute, if she doesn't love this man, may she insist on giving birth to his children?

He will never know how long she was happy when she learned that she was going to marry Li Chenxi and become his aboveboard wife.

That's her dream from childhood.

Finally.

I thought I could live forever and grow old together.

But I didn't want to be like this.

Over the past five years, she inadvertently saw the old husband and wife hand in hand by the side of the road. She couldn't help thinking, did they love each other when they were young? Or just make do with life because it's suitable?

No matter what, they can want to help her and him until they are old. Why not?

If I hadn't divorced in anger, would it be better between them?

Fortunately, she has a daughter beside her.

Watching her daughter grow up day by day, she seems to be integrated into his shadow. It's worth giving birth to her favorite child in this life.

"What about now? Can you and him... Get back together?" She stared at the subtle expression on her face and asked in a low voice.

Shu Yao thought, "it shouldn't be. He already has a fiancee. It's estimated that he will get married soon!"

"Ah, how come! Li Chenxi feels like a heartless man. A good woman like you loves him silently. It's a pity that he doesn't know..."

The remarks of onlookers will inadvertently touch the hearts of the parties.

Shu Yao just pulled her lips and smiled bitterly, "what's a pity? I married him. It's his ex-wife's identity, which will never change. I gave birth to him, and the relationship between them will never fade. These are enough!"

How many infatuated men and women just love a person foolishly, with only short memories, no past and no children?

In contrast, Shu Yu feels very happy. God cares for her enough! That's enough. For the rest of her life, she just wants him to be good, happy and long-lasting.

……

the words still ring in one 's ears.

In another place, Li Chenxi listened to the dialogue with headphones. Suddenly, he had an impulse to look up and laugh, but somehow, he held back, lowered his head, and a mist slowly condensed in his eyes.

Is that enough?

He suddenly knew that the silly woman had loved herself for so long. How could he be so stupid that he found out that it was still in this way

Slowly closed his eyes, removed the voice of chatting from his ears, and leaned weakly on the sofa.

Shu Yao, you love me. Why didn't you tell me earlier?

He finally understood her heart, but unfortunately, she had planned to let go. How ridiculous? Obviously, he has moved his heart to her.