Chapter 480

Shu Yao entered the ward. Li Zheng on the bed was as before, with empty eyes, no focus, motionless, white skin, like a carved plaster statue.

She sat by the bed, looked at the little boy and smiled.

Almost all the impressions left in my mind are Zheng er's childhood, two or three years old, babbling and shouting her "Ma Ma", running around her

In a hurry, the naughty little villain has grown up and become a little man.

Shu Yao looked at her son in front of her, raised her hand and gently stroked his cheek, "ZHENG'ER, do you remember me? I'm my mother..."

"Sorry, mom is late!"

Suddenly choked, no amount of apology can make up for the deformity in the child's heart. Although marriage and feelings are things between two people, she suddenly left without telling the child clearly. She is also not a good mother here.

"Have you forgotten your mother? Five years ago, my mother couldn't speak. Do you remember sign language?" She choked, tried to suck her nose, raised her hand and started sign language in front of the child.

"You are my mother's biggest baby, ZHENG'ER. My mother loves you."

After a sign language, she couldn't help hugging Li Zheng and crying, "my mother thinks of you all the time. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. My mother was so stupid that she left you. It's all my mother's fault..."

"So don't be like this, will you? Get back to normal! These mistakes should be borne by your mother alone, not you, ZHENG'ER. You are still young and have your own life in the future. You shouldn't be like this!"

Li Chenxi stood by and watched her cry bitterly with the child in her arms. She frowned tightly on her calm face. When she came over, she also said, "it's my fault, not you. I'm sorry for the child."

Shu Yao let go of Li Zheng, raised her hand to wipe the tears on her face, and looked sideways at him, "of course you are wrong. You are not only sorry for Zheng Er, but also sorry for Xi Xi, and..."

She thought of the boy who had been taken away five years ago. So far, his whereabouts are still unknown.

Suddenly, the heart seemed to be gripped by something, and the pain was too painful to breathe.

Li Chenxi narrowed his eyes, "what else?"

She looked at him. "Isn't that enough?"

"Huh?" He was a little confused.

It's one thing to admit your mistake, but it's another thing to be suddenly accused.

"It's all your fault. It's you that made Zheng Er like this!" Shu Yao loves her children. The past suddenly appears in front of her, and the most common thing is resentment.

She stood up and stared at him coldly, "you know? When I married you and was pregnant with ZHENG'ER, I wanted to live with you well. I don't expect anything to raise my eyebrows and agree with my feelings. It's OK to make do with it, but you have to break your ties with your ex girlfriend, which is unclear..."

“……”

Li Chenxi looked at her in amazement. He didn't know how to explain for a moment.

"When I was a mute, I didn't deserve you. Everyone looked down on me. I had low self-esteem. You also paired up with Han Cailing. What's my feeling every time I see you so talented and beautiful?"

It's similar to the feeling that thousands of arrows pierce the heart. She is obviously an original match, but she seems to have become a mean third party. She exists like a joke. Can you feel it?

"In pairs?" Li Chenxi picked out these harsh words and repeated them over and over again.

Shu Yao nodded, "yes, it was those little things that accumulated at the beginning, and then I was pregnant with a second child. I was worried that you forced me to have an abortion, so I completely decided to divorce you!"

Of course, this is not the only specific reason for divorce.

But at this time, Shu Yao thought of it. Maybe he looked at Li Zheng and thought of children. Naturally, he emphasized this factor and said it like venting.

Li Chenxi looked at her coldly, "so you divorced me and left with my child?"

After a pause, he said, "just because of your arbitrary decision, I have been separated from my daughter for five years. I'm sorry, but who is it?"

"You and Xi Xi have been separated for five years. Don't ZHENG'ER and I have been separated for five years?" She asked.

Li Chenxi was silent.

No matter how they accuse now, the past has passed, and no one can go back to the past and make up for the mistakes they made at the beginning.

So at this time, Li Chenxi thought about it, took a step forward directly, and took her in his arms with a strong hand, "whether you can't speak at the beginning, or like now, Shu Yao, you are always beautiful in my heart, and I have never looked down on you."

As soon as the voice fell, she thought she could get Shu Yao's moving, clinker. She just pushed him away more indifferently and said, "come on, Li Chenxi, you..."

No wonder they say men can't believe what they say.

She knows everything.

"Didn't you dislike that I was dumb? Impossible! Otherwise, why did we get married so low-key, no wedding, no ceremony, nothing, and you didn't want to introduce me to any of your friends, or even disclose our relationship..."

His words were still in his ears, and Li Chenxi was silent again.

"Well, there was a reason..."

Shu Yao shook her head, "I don't want to hear your reasons. The past has passed. Now I just want to see the present..."

She turned around and looked at Li Zheng in bed. The most important thing is to recover the child as soon as possible. Not only that, but also to find the lost child. Almost everything revolves around the child.

But when she was thinking about these, Li Chenxi once again spread his arms behind her, held her in his arms, leaned over her ear, and the voice was low, "don't move, listen to me --"

Feeling her struggle, he hurriedly reminded her.

With Shu Yao's cooperation and giving up resistance, I heard his whisper, "you are not an ordinary woman. There are too many shining points on you. Even if you can't speak and are an unknown little mute, you still can't block the light on you."

She is intelligent, kind and simple, cautious, careful and methodical. Her appearance coexists with temperament and beauty. She has too many advantages. Even if such a woman can't speak and is mute, she will still attract countless eyes in any place and occasion.

"I didn't dislike you at the beginning. I just wanted to tie you firmly around and possess you alone!"

The low voice whispered in her ear. The warm breath invaded her earlobes. It felt itchy, and some of her mind swayed.

Li Chenxi looked into her eyes. The black was amazing, dimly rippling, the thin lipped fat smile was just right, and showed a thought-provoking feeling. For a moment, Shu Yao felt that her heart was beating a little stalled, and the heat on her face was rising uncontrollably.

"This explanation..." Shu Yao smiled slightly, quickly dodged from his arms and subconsciously took a deep breath, "it's all over, and I don't want to investigate any more..."

Turning around, she looked at Li Zheng on the bed and held the child's little hand. "Zheng Er, mother will bring her sister tomorrow, OK? She's your own sister!"

And a brother.

But it's still missing.

Thinking of this, Shu Yao hesitated and looked at Li Chenxi. After thinking about it, she still opened her mouth, "well, there's something I want to talk to you alone."

"About what?" He noticed the seriousness of her face and seemed to have guessed the seriousness of the matter.

"About..."

Shu Yaogang was about to speak, but the door of the sick room was pushed open at this moment.

Han Cailing came in and looked at the two people in the room. She was a little embarrassed and said, "aunt asked me to come and see Chenxi. I didn't expect Shu Yu to be here!"

Hearing her say so, Shu Yu was a little embarrassed.

"Chenxi, if you're okay, I'll go first!" Han Cailing said she wanted to leave, but she didn't turn around.

Shu Yao sighed helplessly and could only say, "I'll see ZHENG'ER again tomorrow. It's too late. There are still two children at home! I'll go back first!"

She took her coat out, but didn't notice a slight change on the dull child's face on the hospital bed behind her.