Chapter 845

"Why on earth?" Li Chenxi is very interested, and seems to have more meaning on this topic.

Shu Yao's gradually sinking face did not dispel his curiosity. He hugged her tightly and spoke again, "obviously, I used to be a jerk. What I said and did, I......"

He couldn't go on. When he thought about it, he couldn't forgive himself, but at that time, Shu Yao could really be coaxed by him and willingly gave birth to one child after another.

Shu Yao didn't want to explore this topic, but he mentioned it again and again, as if he was holding a sharp little knife and poked the scar on her heart bit by bit.

She closed her eyes impatiently and took a deep breath. "Why don't you go on?"

Li Chenxi's dark eyes moved, and his slightly embarrassed handsome face was at a loss. At this time, it was obviously too late to stop or bypass the topic.

Shu Yao's face was completely overcast, and he brushed away his big hand coldly. He moved his body and deliberately opened some distance with him. His cold eyes coagulated to him, "in fact, I think it's good to lose my memory."

Forget the past, without all the memories, he will forget everything he said and did.

Can live freely without being tired by the past, suffering from injury, and confused by the troubles of the past.

If there is a drug or machine that regularly deletes memory programs in the human brain, many people should be grateful for this invention.

Unfortunately, life is accompanied by bitterness and happiness, because there are memories, pain and joy, because the setting that cannot be changed and endless variables constitute the bitter, hot, sour and sweet taste of life.

"But since I recovered my memory, I remember what you said and did. Li Chenxi, even if you didn't deliberately remind me, I still remember."

Her eyes were light and narrow, and the cold beam of light rose, "why did I ever forgive you so easily?"

Shu Yao moved away from the hospital bed, got up and poured himself a glass of water, looked at the clean liquid in the glass, drank two mouthfuls, and then continued, "you once said I didn't even qualify for * *, but what was the result? You are such a woman worse than a chicken. You have given birth to one child after another. Now you are still chasing me and pestering me."

Not in the face?!

Li Chenxi's handsome face was so dark that he couldn't say a word.

He probably shouldn't have mentioned this topic, but he was embarrassed in the end.

"Why did I forgive and accept you again and again, because of love." Shu Yao said frankly without concealment.

Li Chenxi was suddenly stunned. Some were directly touched by her frank words, and some were stunned by her gentle response. The whole person looked at her in a dull way for a moment.

Shu Yao thought a little and said, "because I like you since I was a child. You are the first man I fall in love with."

It seems to be the last one.

But she didn't say that on purpose.

Now I say this, not to show my sincerity to him, nor to explain what happened in the past, but to explain it in a relieved way.

Love is a wonderful thing.

In life, the person who falls in love for the first time will be unforgettable forever.

Whether that person is a good person or a bad person, even if it is a scum worthy of the name, even if everyone shakes his head and denies it and argues with reason, he still can't change the firm position of that person in his heart.

This is the fact, such as the fact that iron is like blood. It is strange and ironic.

Because I love him, I know it's just a marriage between two families, but I don't care. I know he's wrong and I know he's hurting myself, but I still want to warm this stone with the simplest and hottest heart.

Moths fly to the fire. Even if you know it's wrong, you should try.

This is love. There is no specific truth to say, and there is no in-depth philosophy to explore. If you fall in love, you will fall in love, even if you will be doomed, even if you know it is wrong, but you also want to be desperate.

Whether men or women, once they move their hearts and love, they will lose themselves. They may be happy or beyond recognition.

But if you don't try, who knows the result?

"At that time, I was too young and naive. I just wanted to tolerate everything because of love. I always thought you were a good man and wouldn't be such an asshole. How to say? Maybe beauty was in the eyes of lovers at that time!"

Shu Yao's faint and gentle words are like running water, but Li Chenxi only feels numb with this careless tone.

"It's over anyway. Is there anything else you want to ask?" She asked.

Li Chenxi subconsciously shook his head again and again. What else could he ask?

Obviously he is the wrong party. Ask and poke her scar again. Do you think the relationship between the two is too close, or does it not feel good enough? What's more, do you think Shu Yao can really forget the past and make up with himself?

"Since there is no more to ask, let's have a rest!" Shu Yao said, turned around with a water cup and walked to turn off the light. Only the small night light in the room, suddenly some light, dizzy dye everything around.

She also returned to the sofa, removed the computer, made room, lay down and closed her eyes, but she felt a little uncomfortable. She turned over and covered her coat.

Li Chenxi silently looked at her direction and hesitated in a low voice, "it will be uncomfortable to sleep on the sofa. Come here!"

"Come on, I'll sleep with you." As he spoke, he wanted to move out of bed.

And Shu Yaoming turned his back to his direction, but seemed to hear the movement behind him, guessed what the man was going to do, and opened his mouth, "don't come over."

Li Chenxi suddenly became stiff, and then heard her say, "you're hurt. Have a good rest."

He moved his deep eyes slightly embarrassed and slowly looked at her back. "I can rest, but you can't sleep on the sofa. Why don't we change?"

How could he have the heart to let her sleep on the sofa all night?!

Shu Yao simply sat up and glanced at him coldly. In the dark, the man's excellent handsome face was like a bright star, always so eye-catching.

She couldn't bear her beautiful eyes. "Then I'll go next door and sleep with you tonight. You have a good rest."

With that, she didn't give Li Chenxi any time to think. She took her coat and turned and stepped out of the ward.

After resting with Mo Wan in the next ward for several hours, it was dawn outside. After working hard all night, I naturally didn't feel much sleepy. Several people woke up early in the morning.

Jiang Jisheng also ended the infusion. As long as he treated the wound well and didn't get wet and tired, it would be OK. On Li Chenxi's side, although the doctor has treated and fixed the rib fracture, he still needs a good rest. It is recommended to stay in hospital for a few more days.

Therefore, Shu Yao is ready to stay for another two days. First, it is convenient for Li Chenxi to recuperate. Second, it is also because of the explosion in Wenyuan. Although there is no surveillance video nearby, they are also eyewitnesses. They should cooperate to take notes, and maybe they can get some information.

All the plans are very good. Jiang Jisheng will not return to D City for the time being, so he naturally wants to stay for the time being. Don't go out with Shu Yu to inquire about the news.

These are just plans. If they really want to be implemented, they will be interrupted by emergencies.

Shu Yao and Mo Wan are about to leave the hospital and go to the nearby police station to inquire about the explosion last night. While cooperating with the investigation, they can also inquire about whether there are casualties. Before they left, they received a call from Lin Mobai.

"Shu Yao, I'm sorry. It's my negligence. Lin'er's condition has deteriorated!"

The other party's words made Shu Yao's heart, which had just been relieved, completely tense. If the whole person was struck by lightning, he was surprised as if his blood had solidified, spread inch by inch, and rigid in place.