Time passed quickly. In a twinkling of an eye, three days passed.
When Li Chenxi came back to the hospital, in the large ward, he only saw Shu Yao sitting quietly on the bed, holding his knees with his hands, quietly lowering his head, not looking at him, let alone saying a word.
During this period, he also came several times, but she was generally like this. She didn't speak or do anything. Even her diet was almost empty.
Lin Mobai was worried that she couldn't support her body and had to inject nutrient solution into her, but she was too stubborn. She would often tear off the infusion needle when people were unprepared, like a broken doll. With Li Lin's departure, she took away her life, her emotions, even her joys and sorrows.
She doesn't want to die with all her heart, but she's really not thirsty or hungry, and she's not in any mood to do anything. Maybe silence is greater than heart death!
The sudden death of the child hit her too hard to recover again.
Li Chenxi sighed helplessly, walked over and sat beside her, gently lifted her cheek, "is it enough to be calm?"
Shu Yao still didn't say anything and didn't even want to see him. He didn't turn his head directly. His indifferent face didn't respond.
She was angry with him, mainly about Li Lin's future affairs. In any case, she could not understand the practice of handing over the child's body. Although it was right, it was indeed necessary to incinerate due to infectious diseases.
But this kind of thing, put on a mother, does not need time to digest and understand? How can you readily agree and accept it?
In October, when you are pregnant, once you give birth, you have to bear hardships to raise your child. All you have to pay can only be ignored as a mother.
She removed her face and deliberately avoided his big hand. She was silent as if she had no life, quiet and lifeless.
Li Chenxi's deep eye line was slightly tight, then moved to her, put her in his arms and gently held her shoulder, "if you're calm enough, will you accompany me to lin'er's funeral?"
funeral?!
Shu Yao's eyes without focal length obviously contracted when he touched these words. Subconsciously, he struggled to raise his head from his arms. He was stunned for a long time and nodded slowly.
Li Chenxi reluctantly pulled his lips and smiled. He got up and pulled her up. "Change your clothes first."
He has prepared a black dress for her. Shu Yao doesn't care so much. She changes it in a hurry, arranges her long hair, and puts it in a bun at the back of her head. It's loose and some hair falls down. She doesn't care about these. When she changes her shoes, she will go downstairs with him.
But after a few steps, he stopped subconsciously.
Li Chenxi noticed her reaction, stopped and turned around, "what's the matter?"
Her dull expression was a little stiff, her eyes were clear, but she slowly dyed scarlet, and hesitated to shake her head, "no, no..."
Li Chenxi didn't understand. He stepped forward again and hugged her. "What's the matter?"
"No, I'm not going!" She suddenly looked firmly, "lin'er can't just go, no, I don't want to go..."
If she goes to the funeral, is it equivalent to acquiescence in her mind in the death of her son?!
No, she doesn't!
That's her child. How could she be willing to let him go alone!
Li Chenxi understood her grief, and her sad eyes were dim. He held her tightly in his arms. "Fair and fair, let's take it as the last trip to send lin'er! He's still so young and needs his father and mother to send him. Let's go together, huh?"
"But..." Shu Yao choked again, forced herself to hold on without tears, but stubbornly shook her head, "I can't bear lin'er, I don't want him to go!"
Li Chenxi held her, bent over her neck and shoulders, and his low voice also brought out the obscurity, "I can't bear it, but this is also a fact, isn't it?"
"In the past, ZHENG'ER and Xi Xi have arrived. These two children are still very uncomfortable. We should think more about them!" He coaxed softly.
Shu Yao closed her eyes painfully, nodded hard, took Li Chenxi's hand and stepped out of the ward with him.
The two drove straight to the cemetery, which is the exclusive private cemetery of the Li family. All the ancestors buried here are the Li family's deceased ancestors. At this time, another tombstone should be added here to set up for Li's little great grandson.
Because Li Lin is too young, it is not easy to hold the funeral. On the whole, he is very low-key. There is no big announcement, and there are not too many relatives and friends. All the people who come here are relatives of the Li family and some friends with excellent relations.
Lu Shaoling and Mo wanwan also came. They kept appeasing the sobbing Xi. Their sad eyes were red and their hearts were broken.
Xi Xi threw herself in front of Li Lin's tombstone and shouted "brother" again and again. The scream was like a sharp knife. She stabbed Shu Yu's heart hard. She also unknowingly burst into tears and her body was shaky. Fortunately, Li Chenxi kept holding her.
Li Zheng is like a big child. It seems that after his brother, he has grown up a lot overnight. He is no longer as fierce as his sister before. He has become a lot more gentle. He also knows how to coax Xi and takes good care of him.
Halfway through the funeral, it rained on a gloomy day.
The intermittent light rain wetted Shu's skirt and washed away the tears on her face. She couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears. Her numb image was fixed at the proper place under her feet. Looking at the photos on lin'er's tombstone, the child's outline was clear, his white face and the smile of the sun. What a good child, but
Li Chenxi held up his umbrella, took care of her and helped up his little daughter. Xi Xi couldn't cry. He fainted several times. He hugged the man's thigh in pain and looked up with tears. "Dad, will I never see my second brother again?"
She and Li Lin are twins. They both say that the twins have a sharp heart. When Li Lin was seriously ill, Xi Xi seemed to have a spiritual perception. When Lin Er breathed, Xi Xi was far away, crying in Li Zheng's arms.
Li Chenxi didn't know how to respond to his daughter. He could only hold the child's head with big hands. "Lin'er will always be there. Believe dad."
"I miss my second brother. I can't give up my second brother!" Xi Xi's tears are moving. The tears seem to be unstoppable. They all cry and have trouble breathing.
Li Zheng came over at the right time and pulled over his sister, "don't you still have me? I'm also your brother? Don't worry, brother will hurt you in the future and won't hurt you anymore. I'm sorry, brother was bad before..."
"Elder brother, I still want my second brother..." Xi lay down in Li Zheng's arms, crying recklessly and willfully.
Li Zheng's painful eyebrows tightened, and a few tears rolled down from the end of his eyes, but in a moment, he lost his sight.
The rain was a little urgent. As the funeral drew to an end, others around them dispersed one after another. Lu Shaoling and Mo wanwan also pulled Li Zhenghe Xi into the car.
Shu Yao and Li Chenxi were left behind. She still looked at her son's tombstone, motionless.
It seems that this rapid heavy rain has nothing to do with her. She just wants to spend more time with her son in this way. The child is too young. How unfit should she be on the huangquan road!
Li Chenxi gently spread his arms and hugged her in his arms. He held her tightly and gently. "Lin'er has gone. We still have ZHENG'ER and Xi Xi. We must be strong, huh?"
Shu Yao raised her hand to wipe away the water stains and tears on her face and tried to suck her nose. "I won't let lin'er die in vain. It was done by an Jiayan. Even if there is no evidence, I will let him pay with blood!"
She swore that her own flesh and blood must not die in vain, absolutely not!
This time, whether it's Yin moves or means, whether it's layout or calculation, even if jade and stone burn, she will let an Jiayan pay the price and pay for her son's life!