After Shu Yao lay down, she turned off the side lamp. As the room fell into darkness, she also closed her eyes.
Of course, she won't really sleep. Although she is very tired, she hasn't reached the point of occupying the bed and sleeping. Moreover, with a hungry wolf, how can she not be more vigilant.
But if you don't sleep, you should pretend to sleep and control your breathing, because people's breathing in sleep is gentle and light, and will not fluctuate as when they are awake at ordinary times.
She lay on her side, carefully observing everything in the rear. There was no movement. Ann Jiayan didn't seem to want to do anything, or didn't want to do anything for the time being. He just sat back in the rocking chair and didn't move, even without a sound.
The continuous silence, I don't know how long it has been. Shu Yao always feels that what will come from such a confrontation, like centuries long, she doesn't know and can't predict.
In Shu Yao's frightened heart, when thousands of horses were galloping and roaring, she felt the movement from the rear. The man seemed to get up. A moment later, she felt the bed sink, the quilt was pulled one after another, and an Jiayan lay down on his side.
He didn't deliberately approach her, or even put his hand on her.
An Jiayan just lay down on his side next to the other side of the bed.
Shu Yao didn't move, and he didn't move. They were deadlocked, like fighting in anger or a game. The enemy couldn't move, but the human body couldn't compete with physiology. Unconsciously, Shu Yao was really sleepy.
During this time, she was imprisoned in the villa with Mo wanwan every day. Although the environment was ok, she was still in the enemy camp. How could she really sleep peacefully.
At this time, she was really sleepy, but she still kept up her spirits and tried not to go to sleep.
I don't know how long it lasted. It seems that it's late at night. There's no movement over there. Shu Yao has been lying on her side. She feels half numb, but she doesn't dare to move. She's afraid that her little move will awaken a man's animal heart. She should be very careful.
It was almost dawn. Around dawn, an Jiayan finally heard something. He got up and tucked her in, "have a good sleep."
After a few light words, he got up, and then a burst of footsteps opened and closed with the door, walking quietly.
After a while, Shu Yao got up and sat up. He looked at the room no longer empty. He was a little relieved. The whole person lay down paralytically again. Unconsciously, he really fell asleep.
When I woke up again, it seemed that more than ten hours later, the thickened window curtain reflected the sunshine outside, gorgeous and warm.
Shu Yao rubbed her eyes sleepily, moved a little, and took the lead in smelling a burst of man's unique fragrance and tobacco smell. It's not bad, and even has a strange sense of temptation.
It's just that this feeling makes her
Shu Yao took a closer look and noticed that she didn't know when she was resting on the man's thigh. She reacted and struggled to get up, but she was controlled by an Jiayan to lie down again.
"Just want to leave me?" His low voice is magnetic. With his low eyes, he is as deep as the sea, his eyebrows are slightly frowned, and a trace of sadness is also lightly stained on the excellent outline. "Are you afraid of me or hate me? Or is it because of him?"
He in an Jiayan's mouth refers to Li Chenxi.
Shu Yao reluctantly took a deep breath. At this time, she was already sleepless. Her cold eyes were cold, but after thinking for a few seconds, she still gave a positive response, "hate more!"
"What do you hate me for?" He asked, gently brushing the hair on her cheek, "do you hate me for tampering with your memory? Or do you hate me for sending you back to a city to meet him and falling in love with him again, or do you hate me for manipulating you and him now?"
Shu Yao frowned impatiently, "I hate why you didn't kill me and why you wanted to murder my son!"
An Jiayan sighed, "Li Lin's child is very special. Believe it or not, such a child is definitely not as simple as genetic inheritance. I saw me in this child."
"Qingqing, I can give the child a better environment and cultivate him into a better person. Let him follow me and take over everything from me in the future, okay?"
He began to hold her cheek. "Can't you see that for such a long time, I am better than Li Chenxi in any aspect. In all aspects, Li Lin is the wisest to follow me."
"Let him become a person like you? When he grows up, he does all kinds of evil. For the purpose, he doesn't break his hands and interests, he is interested in harming others everywhere, hunts and kills the rich people in the upper class, breaks one family after another, forces others to commit suicide, and then he is happy to be a devil?" Shu Yao argued.
In a few words, she said what Ann Jiayan said and completely stopped talking.
In the interval when he chose to be silent, Shu Yao also took the opportunity to struggle out of his arms and sat up directly. Because it was cold in the room, she had to be wrapped around her body.
"Is that what you think of me?" An Jiayan asked, turned sideways and looked at her again, "do you think I did all of that voluntarily?"
Of course not!
Many times, on many levels, an Jiayan is also a victim.
Many things were not what he wanted. He was trained by Pei Yujie and raised as an adult like domesticating animals and beasts. Most of the things he could do like that were forced and helpless.
At the beginning of a person, whether he is good or evil, it takes a process. Therefore, the influence of the original family is very important. The adoptive mother quietly uses the best love to let him understand that he should be a good man.
Unfortunately, this infection did not last long.
This is also why an Jiayan still has a trace of reason and human nature in his heart. It comes from his adoptive mother, and most of the evil comes from his adoptive father Pei Yujie.
For Pei Yujie, he deeply hates pain.
But what's more?
Is clearly hate this person, hate this person, and even want to be separated from him forever, get rid of the fetters, but also live like him in the dark.
This is the case with an Jiayan.
"Do you think I really like the feeling of controlling others and playing tricks on others? Qing Qing, I always thought you should be the person who understands me best, but it seems that I was wrong."
An Jiayan sighed slightly, then got up and went straight out.
He left the room and closed the door again, as if they were completely isolated. Shu Yao was also at this moment, like a suddenly relaxed rubber band, and the whole person relaxed.
Doesn't she understand ANGA Yan?
No, she understands.
If she really doesn't understand, she won't choose to stay with him in the more than two years when she washed away her memory. Even if it's impossible, she will choose to find an opportunity to escape and stay away.
She understood that the mistake might not be an Jiayan, but the demon environment like him and Pei Yujie, the dead real devil, but it was before.
After Pei Yujie's death, after an Jiayan took over and took control of him, he continued to adhere to the past. Once bad, it was his own choice. No one forced him. It was just an excuse for him to do something wrong!
In that case, why should Shu Yao understand him again?
He is already a heinous bad man. There is no possibility of redemption and no cure. The only thing she has to do is to try to prolong the time for Li Chenxi, because she believes in him, he will come to save himself!
Definitely, I will!