"In the future, I will take good care of you, and will not let such things happen..."
Ji'an's ear is his firm guarantee, but her mind drifts far away, thinking of a long time ago, her face suddenly lost its color.
Did not hear her voice, Teng Yiyang released her, but in touch with her face, stunned, "An'an, why is your face so pale?"
He just raised his hand to touch her face, and was held by her hand. "It's OK. It may be scared."
Teng Yiyang frowned and wrapped her two hands in her palms. "Your hands are also very cold. Go down and let Li Ma boil you some ginger water."
Ji An pulled his lips and forced a smile, "OK."
Seeing that she was not interested, Teng Yiyang did not continue to investigate.
At night, Teng Yiyang coaxes his son to sleep.
Ji An sits at the head of the bed, watching him read the story for his son in a voice comparable to that of the broadcasting cavity. He does not know whether it is the light or why. He feels that he is covered in a halo of yellow light, which is very gentle and good to read.
Sleep treasure soon fell asleep.
Teng Yiyang put away the book and looked up at her eyes, which she didn't have time to take back. He raised his lips with a smile, "was he fascinated by my magnetic voice and handsome appearance?"
On weekdays, she would stare at herself and say he was thick skinned.
But to his surprise, she just laughed at him, feeling a little perfunctory, and told him that she was going to sleep with Shuibao tonight, for fear that Shuibao would wake up in the middle of the night if he was frightened.
Teng Yiyang slightly pick eyebrow, did not care with her at this time, nodded out of the room.
When the door was gently closed, Ji An's eyes were filled with tears, one by one. She closed her eyes, covered her face with her hands, and burst into tears.
Why is it so hard to fall in love?
These two days, Ji'an and Shuibao both live in the old house, and the old people in the family are very happy.
But Teng Yiyang is more and more depressed.
Because he found that Ji'an was more and more alienated from him, which made him feel like he was back to the stage when they met again.
Finally, he couldn't help but stop her in the laundry room.
"Ann, what have I done wrong lately?"
Ji An was a little confused, "no, why do you ask?"
Teng Yiyang even more doubts, "since not, why are you so indifferent to me? Sometimes if you want to be close to you, you will have all kinds of reasons to perfunctory me
He stepped forward and reached for her arm.
Ji An retreated to avoid him and stroked his hair unnaturally. "I don't understand what you're talking about. I'm going to dry my clothes now."
After that, she saw him pulling the corners of his mouth with self mockery, "look, that's it, and find reasons to avoid me. ANN, tell me honestly, what's wrong with us?"
Ji An lowered his eyes. "No, you think too much."
Teng Yiyang laughed, "An'an, I'm not stupid. I can see it with my eyes. If you have any opinion on me, you can say it to the past, and I can change it. But I can't stand your silence. Living under the same roof, you are like a person from two worlds."
Words fall, in front of the person slowly raised his head, eyes water light micro motion, a little cool.
Teng Yiyang looked at her eyes and felt a little nervous. He suddenly wanted to retreat. He had a premonition that what she said next would not be what he wanted to hear.
"Forget it, you don't have to say it. I'm fine. You go on..."
"Since you can't stand it, let's separate," she said with a smile. "We are two worlds."
He had stepped out of the room and was stunned when he heard this.
He turned around in disbelief, staring at her, "what do you say?"
"Yi Yang," she said, trying to raise her mouth. "In two days, I want to take Shuibao back to city B. in the future, as we said before, you have the right to visit him. If you want to see him, you can call me in advance."
Teng Yiyang quickly walked back to her in front of her, holding the anger in his chest, "Ji'an, do you know what you are talking about?"
Ji'an looked away and whispered, "I know, if Grandpa Teng wants to sleep treasure, I'll bring sleeping treasure to visit him again, at least once every two months. As for the rest, if you have any questions, you can raise them and we can discuss them well."
"Questions? It's a big problem
Teng Yiyang angrily rises up and grabs her shoulder with both hands. Ji'an's conditioned reflex retreats, and the whole person is forced to the door panel by him.
Her back hit some pain, but at this time, she did not show, can feel the person in front of her, the mood has been a little out of control.
Teng Yiyang leaned down and squinted into her eyes. "An'an, what do you mean? I didn't say good before. Why did you suddenly change your mind? What is a man of two worlds? I was a metaphor! Do you understand! If you are not in the same world as me, where else do you want to go? ""You don't want to leave me if I don't agree."
He basically yelled at her under his throat.
Ji'an micro red eyes, restraining the pain from her chest, she forced herself to open her mouth and said, "but Yi Yang, in this period of time together, I found that we are not suitable at all. It is better to cut the mess quickly and treat me well."
"But when you promised to start together again, we really only got along for one day. I remember you were very happy that day. Why did you turn around and deny it? What can you see in one day? Even if I don't do well enough, you should at least give me time to perform. "
Teng Yiyang's face appeared painful color. He couldn't help but hold her in his arms. His voice implored, "An'an, what happened? Do you want to do this to me? What's the matter? Can we solve it together? Don't just push me away. You know, I can't live without you
Ji'an felt more and more pain in his heart. He couldn't see him like this. He wanted to reach back to him, but his hand fell down on the way.
"Yi Yang, I'm sorry."
Teng Yiyang was stiff all over, then slowly released her, turned and slammed the door out.
The man behind him, sliding along the door, sat on the ground, holding his knees and crying into tears. He could not help but whisper a word, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
I'm sorry to let you go.
Sorry, please forgive my selfishness.
Sorry
Teng Yiyang did not come back for several days.
Now that he has made up his mind to leave, Ji'an has informed the Bei family that because of the kidnapping of sleeping treasure, Bei has been ordered to come to pick them up from city B.
"Ann, do you really decide to go?" Mr. Teng stood in front of the yard on crutches and couldn't help reconfirming.
"Yes, grandfather." She nodded.
"Where is Yiyang?"
"I'll make it clear to him before I leave. Don't worry, Grandpa."
"That boy..." Mr. Teng also wanted to say something, Ji'an had already reached forward and hugged him, "grandfather, I will often bring sleeping treasure back to see you."
Teng finally gave up this time, patted her head, "when you come, choose a good day, otherwise the road is not safe."
"OK, sleep treasure, say goodbye to granddad." Ji'an was afraid to say more, he could not help crying and immediately called for his son.
After their parents and grandchildren said goodbye, they got on the bus.
Bei Yiyuan held the steering wheel and said, "aren't we flying in the afternoon? Why set out early in the morning
"I have something else to do. You take me to a place to put it down, and then you and Shuibao will wait for me at the airport." Ji an an checks his son's safety belt and explains at the same time.
What did Bei Yiyuan think of, "you're not going to see Teng Yiyang? What's the matter with you two? Didn't you agree to go back to see your parents? I have prepared more than 100 ways to embarrass him, but now I tell me that you are separated. Are you amusing me? "
Ji'an didn't know how to explain it. "I'll explain it to you later and drive your car well."
also wanted to make complaints about her low hair, so she had to shut up.
In recent days, Teng Yiyang has been living in a villa full of wind, living a life of drunkenness every day.
At the beginning, Feng Qingyi was frightened by his self abandoning appearance. He knew that he was used to it. He couldn't persuade him, so he went with him.
However, today, the wind Qingyi can not sit still.
"Just got the news that your daughter-in-law is going to take your son back to her mother's house." With that, he specially aimed at the people not far away, but saw that the other side was still lying on the sofa, there was no movement.
He was surprised. "Hey, why don't you react at all?"
The man on the sofa said coldly, "the old house told me yesterday."
Wind Qingyi Oh, just turned his head, and quickly responded, "no, you are not in a hurry!"
"What's the use of being in a hurry?"
"Go and chase people back!"
"Don't bother me."
"Well, you..."
Feng Qingyi didn't know what to say. She shrugged and got ready to get up. Suddenly, the mobile phone at the table rang. He picked it up and immediately jumped up, "Yi Yang, An'an sent you a wechat. Look what she sent!"
The person on sofa one Zheng, slowly straight up, stare at the mobile phone to see meeting, just stretch out a hand, "give me."
Feng Qingyi immediately handed it to the dog's legs, then sat on one side and leaned over her head, "is she worried that you haven't been back for so long? Or do you know that you are wrong and should not make a temper and want to make up with you? "
Teng Yiyang is moved. If so, he can think about it. He will not reply to her for ten minutes, hang her, and wait for her to return the message when she is in a hurry.
But when he saw the words in the chat window, the heat of his eyes gradually frozen.
Daughter in law: Yi Yang, I want to tell you something. I'll wait for you at Qingshan temple until 3 p.m.This sentence, Feng Qingyi looked at it twice, and could not understand it. "Yi Yang, is she asking for peace from you?"
However, the answer to him was a cold silence.
He asked again, "are you going to keep the appointment?"
Teng Yiyang lay down again, "don't go."
Feng Qingyi felt that the temperature in the living room was lower. She felt the goose bumps on her arm. She did not dare to ask again. She was ready to go to the kitchen to heat some hot water.
But when he came out with the water again, the living room was empty.
Teng Yiyang was driving around the street aimlessly, several hours away from her appointment.
He was very upset.
Between the lines of the message, he smelled a disturbing message.
Than that day in the old house, when she looked into his eyes and said goodbye, he was still restless.
He believed that as long as he set foot on that place and met her, many things before would be changed.
He parked the car at random and walked down the road with his hands in his pockets.
is surrounded by French Wutong, and yellow leaves are floating on the ground.
It's autumn.
He stepped on the fallen leaves and turned into an alley.
It was not until he had walked a certain distance that he remembered the place.
He was in the hospital for years.
I didn't expect to walk around here today.
He stood still and seemed to be recalling that time.
As far as you can see, an old shop is in sight.
He wanted to find a place to sit down and went in.
In other words, he would not enter such a small shop.
"What would you like to eat, sir?" Because now it's past the meal, there are no people in the shop. The boss wiped his hands and came up and asked enthusiastically.
Teng Yiyang glanced at the store. Although it was not big, it was better than clean. He looked at the menu on the wall and said casually, "a wonton."
The boss said with a smile, "OK, wait a few minutes."
As soon as people left, the shop was a little quiet, with the sound of chopping vegetables inside and the sound of the curtain crashing in the wind.
Teng Yiyang picked up his mobile phone and opened Ji'an's wechat. The latest news was that one. His fingers moved and slowly pulled up.
Looking at the previous chat record, his mouth showed a bitter smile.
I want to see you, but I dare not see you.
A few minutes later, the boss brought the wonton.
Teng Yiyang quit Weibo and put his mobile phone on the desk.
As soon as the boss was about to leave, he saw the desktop on his mobile phone. He was familiar with it.
Teng Yiyang raised his eyes to the boss. Seeing that he was staring at the photos on his mobile phone, Teng Yiyang just wanted to take back his mobile phone, so he listened to the boss hesitantly.
"The girl?"
"Do you know?"
The boss suddenly clapped his hands and said happily, "yes, I know. Every time she came eight years ago, she ate and packed her own food. My daughter-in-law teased her to say whether she was packing for her boyfriend. She said she was the person she liked. He also said that he would bring him when his legs were ready. But then she came all by herself. "
Speaking of the last sentence, the boss's tone is a little regretful.
Teng Yiyang in the other side said to pack, the deep memory of the picture was turned out.
"Yi Yang, the wonton shop owner's wife is good. She also gives me a steamed dumpling. You can eat it while it's hot."
"Yi Yang, when you are discharged from the hospital, I will take you to that restaurant for dinner. The wonton still has to be cooked just now!"
However, why didn't you come?
The boss continued to say, "I don't know how she is now? My daughter-in-law loves her. She is cute and sensible. My daughter-in-law says that whoever can marry her is lucky. "
Teng Yi Yang throat bitter, "boss, you said that girl, is my daughter-in-law, before the person to take, is also me."
The boss was very surprised. He looked at him up and down, "good, good, good-looking young man Hey, boy, where are you going? You haven't eaten yet? I haven't given you change yet
The boss chased out with a hundred dollar bill, but the man had disappeared at the corner.
Teng Yiyang picked up the car and drove to Qingshan temple.
He couldn't wait to see her and tell her that he would not let her go anyway.
Want to leave his world, impossible!
Castle Peak temple is on a mountain in city A. the mountain road is curved, and Teng Yiyang gallops up all the way.
Yu, who was about to get out of the car, stepped on the steps.
He took a breath, curled his lips slightly, and walked over. "It's been a long time. I'm sorry."
Ji An thought he would not come, but he came.
She stepped forward, stood in front of him, and with a slight smile, "I'd like to talk to you if you come."
Teng Yiyang nodded, "I have something to say to you, but I can wait for you to finish.""Let's go?" She asked.
"It's up to you." He looks good no matter what you say.
The more he was like this, the more guilty Ji'an felt. She put aside her sight and did not dare to look at him. She stepped on the stone steps sideways.
"Do you remember how many steps there are here?"
Teng Yiyang kept up with her steps, walked on the side of the body, and blurted out, "108 floors, although I only came to you once, but you should not underestimate my memory."
Ji'an remembered his impatience when he came with him a few years ago. He said that he would not call him again when he came to such a place. Although he said that, he did not urge her to leave at that time, but found a place to stay alone.
"Most of the famous Buddhist temples outside the mountain gate are 108 steps, which do not represent 108 Arhats. Each level here represents a kind of trouble in the world. If ordinary people want to escape to the empty door and walk through these steps, it means that they will leave the past species behind, and no longer remember them."
Ji'an said while walking, but was interrupted by his strange expression in the middle of the way, "you are not here today to tell me that you are going to become a monk?"
This is a chaotic mood, in hearing his words, can't help but be amused.
"What do you think? Even if I want to become a monk, I will go to the nunnery, OK? It's not here. "
After listening, Teng Yiyang was relieved and said, "you scared me to death. OK, you go on talking."
Ji An looked at his happy appearance. I wonder if her words will make him so relaxed later.
Walk fifty-two steps.
She said, "I still remember that time I begged you to bring me here. You said you didn't believe in god Buddha, and ran aside and didn't follow me to see the master."
Teng Yiyang thought for a while and got an impression. "You also said that you came all the way here to ask for the autograph. I really convinced you."
She smiles, "that master solved my signature at that time. I'm so impressed that I haven't forgotten it."
Teng Yiyang just wanted to say that they were all deceiving, but seeing her pious appearance, he did not attack her and asked casually, "what did he say?"
Ji'an was slightly stiff, and soon covered up the past, "what I asked for was a marriage contract, which said: one is to be happy, the other is to be afraid."
Teng Yiyang heard that it was a marriage contract, and he had some expectations in his heart, "what do you mean?"
Ji'an's voice became a little light. If you listen carefully, you will tremble, "the master said, you should choose it, not extravagant."
Teng Yi Yang Dun, trying to change the topic, "said this is too boring, I don't think there is any fun here, I'll take you to other places."
At this time, having stepped on the last step, Ji'an turned and looked at the people who were three or four steps short, with water in their eyes.
"The sign tells us that you and I don't have much to do with each other. If we want to be well-off, we must give up to get something."
Teng Yiyang gradually gathered a smile, "what do you want to talk about with me today?"
"Four years ago, I was pregnant with sleeping treasure. I thought that with the baby, we should be able to let go of the problems between us. However, I didn't expect to have a car accident. When I was in the rescue room, I said to myself," in this life, I will never be with you again. Later, sleeping treasure is saved. "
When it comes to the car accident, Teng Yiyang looks slightly stunned and his whole popularity disappears. No matter how long it takes, it is his deepest guilt.
"Do you want to say that sleeping treasure and I are your choice?"
"Originally, I took a dubious attitude towards the signature, until this time, when I decided to go on well with you, then there was the kidnapping accident of sleeping treasure --"
Ji An bit his lips, and the light in his eyes was shining in the light. "Yi Yang, I have to believe that, we can't continue."
Teng Yiyang stepped on the steps, clasped her hands tightly on her shoulder, and looked at her in disbelief. "Even now, I still don't believe in those gods, demons, ghosts and Buddhas. What's the choice? What can't continue? An'an, if you want to find an excuse, you can find a decent one. I can't accept it."
She had just resisted blinking, and now she couldn't help it any more.
Tears fell as he shook her shoulder.
Ji'an bowed his head, and his grief was unsustainable. "I don't believe it, but again and again, Yi Yang, we're sorry for sleeping treasure. From childhood to adulthood, we owe him too much, and I can't put him on the edge of life and death."
"The master said that life is to have something to give up and something to get. I have tried very hard to put it down these years. I just want to let sleeping treasure live well. I don't want much, as long as he grows up safely and healthily."
She put her head against his shoulder and cried, "I also want to live with you for a lifetime, but fate forces me to choose one of you. I can't give up sleeping treasure. I can only apologize to you."
Holding her shoulder, he hugged her into his arms, closed his eyes and said painfully, "Ann, don't believe this."
Ji An wept in his arms, "but we can't afford to gamble. I can't afford to gamble twice. I don't dare to gamble any more. The sleeping treasure is still so small..."Teng Yiyang hugs her tightly. Her eyes are moist and her heart is so painful. She has a lot of words to say to her, but she opens her mouth, but she doesn't know what to say.
"Yi Yang, maybe this is fate."
Ji An spoke hard and said word by word.
Every word has penetrated his heart.
Teng Yiyang stood on the steps, crossed her flying hair, and looked at the simple and solemn temple gate. The sun was shining everywhere, and everything became a blur.
All of a sudden, he realized that this time, he and she had come to an end.
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