Chapter 362: Planet Nerd

Chapter 362: Planet Nerd

It took a moment for me to adjust to the scale of the thing. There was some free space at the bottom, where I was, the rest of the chamber was filled with a lattice, each strand of which originated from Maurices body, or possibly that was their final destination.

Coming from him, going to him, it was hard to say.

He had his arms and legs spread out, like Da Vincis Vitruvian man drawing, the one that looks like hes doing jumping jacks.

Maurice was suspended like he was caught inside a very large and ornate cats cradle, like hed been placed inside a geodesic structure Buckminster Fuller might have built if he was into organic building materials.

He wasnt moving, and he also wasnt clothed. Which isnt to say he was naked. I mean, he was naked, but not in the conventional sense. His body was covered in green fluff, thats what it looked like. Sort of the appearance sunken ships take on when nature reclaims them and grows greens stuff out of every porthole and orifice.

It was quite a stunning sight, to see him hanging in the middle of this matrix, like he was the centrepiece to some avant-garde art exhibit (although what other kind is there nowadays?), presented for your viewing pleasure.

You made it, then, said a voice from across the room.

I told you he would, another answered.

I tore my eyes away from Botticellis The Birth of Maurice to rest them on Arthur. He was standing next to Wesley, both of them looking at me like proud parents. Had I passed some test? Managed to get to the secret level no one else had? Like I gave a fuck for the validation of my elders.

You are about to witness something truly special, said Arthur, smiling the way people smile in the hope you wont notice what a massive twat they are, like twats dont have lips or something.

Doesnt look very special, I said. I focused my attention on Wesley. You decided to choose love over loyalty, I see.

There was a sadness in her eyes, but it could have been for any number of reasons. Guilt for failing to keep her word was probably not in the top three.

Your friend was the last piece of the puzzle, said Arthur. He is the key.

No, he isnt, I said, not with any force or volume, just with incontrovertible certainty. Hes a boy that never liked hip-hop. Hardly makes him worth doing this to.

By looking at Arthur, youd never think he was some kind of megalomaniac. He had a round face, very avuncular, and kindness in his eyes. No leering or rubbing his hands together in glee like the way they portray Fagin in Oliver Twist, or Shylock in The Merchant of Venice. Funny how those classic portrayals of anti-semitism are accepted as excusable for the sake of art, but Woody Allen is reviled. He has to make movies in Europe, isnt that punishment enough? Mind you, if youve seen any of his recent efforts, hes giving as good as he gets.

Arthur could quite easily be mistaken for the good guy in this scenario. Peter was clearly a piece of shit, so Arthur, for all his questionable tactics, had to be on the side of the angels. I would probably encounter an angel at some point, and no doubt theyd seem like nice guys at first but then turn out to be a bunch of dicks as well. Probably call God MLord while tipping their halo in His direction.

Arthur had the appearance of a reasonable person, but one sensible part doesnt guarantee the whole. People can believe in homeopathic medicine and the health benefits of raw vegetables, and think both stances are equally valid. Although, to be fair, some people dilute their bullshit over and over and it retains all of its potency, so maybe homeopathy isnt a big tub of wank (or, more likely, a tiny tub of very expensive wank).

This is the heart of the island, is it? I had expected to find some kind of pulsating, throbbing rock waiting for me. A giant egg with a mythical creature inside it would have been a nice touch.

This is just the cavity where the heart resides, said Arthur. Until now, we never knew what was meant to go here.

Maurice was apparently the one they had all been waiting for. I was just the delivery boy. Didnt even get a tip.

And whats he going to do up there? Slowly rot? He was already covered in mildew. He was like that bag of cut and washed fresh salad you buy at the supermarket in a fit of good intentions, put in the crisper drawer, and then throw out two weeks later unopened.

I know you are uncertain of what is happening here, said Arthur, but at least give it a chance before you decide you have betrayed your friend. His sacrifice will pave the way for amazing things. His gift will benefit us all.Visit no(v)eLb(i)n.com for the best novel reading experience

It wasnt me betraying him that I was ever concerned about. People are very good at assuming you must be feeling terrible about what youve done, even as they resolutely ignore what theyve done. If youre going to assume something about others, it should be that their capacity for blaming anyone but themselves is at least as strong as yours.

But he wont be in control of what his powers do, will he? I said. You will.

This goes far beyond what any individual might choose, said Arthur. We have allowed our senses to atrophy. We have lost our animal instincts in favour of human empathy instead of human breakthrough. We are only one-tenth of our potential, even the best of us. Whole new worlds are waiting to be explored but they are untouchable. No, they are unreachable.

Maybe the same could be said of me.

But, he continued, now we are able to unlock the door to a whole new way of seeing. This world will become so much more than a rock of green and blue. It will be the start of our next stage of evolution. Now we can truly become gods.

Mad as a bag of frogs. I didnt doubt the possibility that it was all true, or at least possible. What I objected to was this new progressive march into the future would be led by an utter piece of shit like him.

Risk losing the chance of ultimate power for the sake of spite? Do you even have to ask?

He isnt. Thats just the remnants of his life force. The planet is keeping his memories in a state of suspended momentum. Eventually they will fade.

Dont ask me how you keep momentum suspended. There was something about the way Arthur was acting that gave me the impression he wasnt quite as sure of himself as he was trying to make out. I think youre full of shit and have no idea what youre doing.

Even if that were true, he said, a moment as exciting as this is not something we should let out of our grasp.

Its always a worry when narcissists start using words like we and us. It means they dont mind sharing the spotlight with you before your imminent demise.

I floated back up. Hey, did I miss anything?

No. Im not really alive, am I?

Youre sort of alive.

It doesnt feel the same. I can sense so much around me. It goes on for so long. I think I might be going mad. How bad is it?

You know that Total Recall remake they did?

Dear God He understood. There was no need to explain what I was going to do, or why.

Im sorry, Maurice.

Me too.

Sometimes you have to kill what you love. Sometimes you have to kill it twice. I placed my hand on his chest and let the heat spread out.

His body only took a moment to disintegrate. It turned to ash and remained where it was, floating opposite me.

The vines that had been attached to him caught light. The flames shot away from me, burning up the vegetation that was the only thing I was any good at destroying. It was quite a light show.

No, screamed Arthur.

He made to move towards me, perhaps he had some arcane item to use against me, one of the artefacts he had promised to give me, but he didnt get very far. Wesley reached out and grabbed him. Not by the throat, not his lapel or collar or the tail of his coat. Her hand passed through his chest and he stopped moving.

I guess true love is when you have someones heart in your fist and you dont squeeze. Wesley had a hold of Arthur and she wasnt going to let him go this time.

I floated down.

I didnt think you would do that, she said.

I didnt think youd do that, I said, nodding towards Arthur whose face was twisted in agony.

She let go and Arthur stumbled away. I wont forgive you, he said, although I wasnt sure which of us he meant. Both, probably. I may not be able to leave this place, but you wont leave this island, I promise you. He ran into the dark.

Youre going to let him go? I said.

He has nowhere to go. And he isnt the real problem.

Peter?

Peter.

Im going to kill him, I said.

Im going to help you.

We both stood there. I was fine with what Id done. I considered it a far better fate than leaving Maurice as some puppet. Life isnt as precious as people think, and sometimes nothingness is better than the alternative. But there was a good chance the others were on the island. What was I going to tell them? I had no idea. Maybe it would be less awkward if I just killed them too.