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We'll do it someday.

It's been postponed several times.

Calian smiles embarrassingly at the thought of it alone.

Allan was the one who knew all about the secret of Kalian, and Remain was the one who should never have to know the secret of Kalian. Of course, it was Jan who wanted to keep the secret until he died.

"· · · · · · · That's true."

And the ironic thing that makes me want to know the secret, but I never want to know it.

That was Arsen.

Arsenal also knew that Le Maine would not go beyond just explaining that she had the memory of the Sword Master. Sorry about Le Maine, but Arsen was a little smarter than Le Maine.

A blue hair that was too busy to cut and started to grow. It suddenly occurred to me that I looked a lot different from my short hair that day, but also a lot like it.

"Why is Lord Hertz following me?"

Callian glances at the tip of his hair and asks, It was a question I'd never asked before.

Arsen doesn't immediately respond, but looks at Kalian. That's why Callian spoke a little more.

"I have no memory of doing anything right for you, but it is strange and strange to follow me like this."

As with the wizards of the other Balkans, if it were because of the black hair and the red eyes, it would never be able to follow Kalian's current state. The original Khalian, no. It was because Bern didn't have such dark, dark, short hair and sparkly eyes that he didn't know what he was burning.

You can see Kalian with clear, blue eyes that glow straight. Arsen smiles slightly as he looks at Kalian with his sky-like eyes, which he looked up just after sunrise on that little beach in winter.

"You don't have to answer today. I look forward to it, Prince."

You could have answered the question of why you followed me by being alone in the category of a good man, but Arsen just said,

Kalian smiles as he looks at that arsenic.

I understood what I was saying.

"This is how I ended up staying close to Lord Hertz."

Arsenal already knows that Kalian has a secret. But if I didn't decide what the secret was or if I wanted to tell you the specifics, then if Callian was asking you these questions, I'd rather just wait.

Khalian understands perfectly that that's what he said. Because,

"Yes. You have to answer me this. He's the one who took my breath away."

and.

I told you.

* * *

The mint aroma was sometimes cool and sometimes sweet.

The aroma soon got better, so I couldn't let it out of my hands.

"Oh, I see."

The quietly muttering tip of his hand taps the tip of the cup. By the time the small ripples that had settled in the calm teawater, the dark purple eyes had set on Tailan.

"The Wizard knew the truth, and I didn't think it through."

A blue-haired wizard who seemed to be very good at following Kalian's words. I didn't check to see if the wizard knew about Calian.

Chase saw Tailan looking at himself with a sudden look on his face and replied with a soft smile.

"I thought the wizard was someone I could trust, so if you haven't met Prince Plants, you can deliver a letter through the wizard to Prince Kalian." I didn't check to see if the wizard knew Prince Kalian's past. "

I finally realized that the 'Wizard' knew the truth about the Kalian and had drawn him in without even knowing it.

As a result of the late realization, Chase smiled and said, "Did you know that Calian will be able to use his cats and leisure skills again?"

"Well, what if I didn't know?"

Of course, perceiving the situation and seeking solutions is a slightly different problem. Chase smiles slightly with a face full of desire to do something about it.

Tailan, who understood the meaning of the word 'be what you will' in Chase's words, asked with a puzzled face.

"If it's the Wizard, it's the Wizard."

The wizard who couldn't even remember his name, who took Chase's last apprentice and brother. It was a question of whether the wizard, Arsen, was right.

Chase nods instead of smiling or giving you a pinky glass, even though the question is unpretentious. I couldn't keep the story in my mouth, so I said it around.

Yes, Chase replied, adding an explanation.

"I thought I was paying it back right now, but I didn't think I was paying it back myself."

Chase thought of those who might know the secret of Kalian and stopped to assess whether there was an arsenic in them. Plants seems to be hearing back in his ears that counting people who don't know Kalian's secrets is fast.

Most of the people around me seem to know the truth, so it was Chase's mistake not to think about it at all.

"I thought it might be better to know and pay back."

Tailan picks up the cup of tea in front of him, instead of asking if it was really a mistake. I liked the cool and sweet scent of it, too.

It smells great with the third prince, doesn't it?

* * *

I didn't ask him why he was laughing.

I didn't ask him why he was smiling so much.

You don't try to gauge what's in Randall's smile, what's in it, or what's in it. I didn't want to be more interested in someone who stood far away and watched all the time.

- Don't make a fuss. Nothing's gonna change anyway.

He did not say that he remembered everything that had happened before, in front of those who could not remember what had happened before.

"It's greed that does both."

The story of not blaming others as if they had been hurting alone with their eyes closed from their sins. The story of how many injuries were inflicted doesn't go away.

Randall looks back at Plants as he ponders the words.

"That's too bad."

"There's nothing to be sorry about."

Plants immediately replied, "Too bad you can't do both."

Randall looks down at the face of such plants and opens his mouth quietly.

"Were you trying to tell me that I am like His Highness?"

Compared to Le Maine, it was said without concealing that it was uncomfortable. Plants, who had been watching Randall for a while, opened his mouth slowly.

"How do you think of that?"

Randall would understand if he didn't have to explain the verse. However, Plants opens his mouth and speaks nonsense.

"· · · · · · You know that stabbing is different from being stabbed. If someone who has never done more, or less, than you, says so, what answer should I give?"

At least Remain didn't try to hide behind the word "forced." He wasn't hypocritical of being a victim either.

"No one in this palace is like you. It really suits the person who thinks Orloth is unfair to himself."

I didn't even have to break the rose and shake it in front of my eyes. Plants already knew that Remain was at the bottom of Randall. I knew exactly what Randall sounded like when he said he couldn't do better than Remain.

So I just said what I wanted to say one day.

Thanks to this, Randall looks into Plants' eyes again. He was always reluctant to look at it, but never tried to avoid it, so Plants silently made eye contact.

Now Randall asks for the clarifying eyes of Plants.

"What's different about that?"

Whether he saw the reality or not, he said that he had to see it properly.

Plants smiles.

"You'll know it's too late."

Randall shuts up without saying anything, knowing that it's not over yet.

"You also know it shouldn't have been too late."

"I don't know what's too late."

"Anyway."

Plants raises his hand.

A long, slight bony finger points toward Randall. I turned to a place where there was a heart that contained many things other than the eyes that seemed to contain nothing.

"You're not going to open it. What are you so curious about?"

Randall looks back at Plants, looking at the tips of his hands. She lowered her voice at Plants, which was much different from what she knew.

"I'm surprised to talk to you like this."

Plants gazes into Randall's eyes.

I answered with a lot of things in it.

"I was wondering the same thing. How could I have known that the one who couldn't do even that little thing would dare to see the virtue of my brother?"

Randall smiles again without knowing what he said. Plants, who saw a smile leading to a small sound, jumped up without another explanation.

After everything I had to say, I heard Randall's voice in Plants' ears, thinking about getting up and going down.

"Tell me and go. For what you've become."

Why don't you go to Randall and ask him?

I don't want to face you, so I return a new wound to the wound I gave you, and I don't want to go back and face you like that.

What's the point of being so mean?

Plants rises from his seat and lowers his voice, still looking down at Randall's back.

"To live. To have a cat. Breathe."

Third, you have a dog.

Second, if you say you have a cat.

Who should raise this country?

Without further notice, Plants is out of his depth.

* * *

Only once did I speak as Bern.

What I said as Callian, I don't know.

A few times.

When I was a Bern, I could not lie, but I was very good at hiding it. How could I not even hide it like this?

I'm tired of hiding things.

Or just.

"· · · · · · Is it because I want someone to recognize me. I couldn't conceal it well enough."

Callian, who told me all the stories, said: Then, with a sip of tea, my mouth was slightly dampened. I used my mouth again, and it tasted like coffee in my tea.

"But I also wanted to hide it from you, and on the contrary, I wanted to tell you first. I spent a year doing that."

I cried and spoke.

Without seeing Arsen's face, he told the whole story from beginning to end. And I still didn't look at her face, so I drank tea and grabbed Lucy by my side for no reason.

You magically pluck Lucy's black clothes full of fur. After doing so, I managed to use my magic again because it was furry again.

I spent no time like that. without ever seeing Arsen again.

"Is that true?"

After a long time, Arsen asked:

It was clear that the story would not be believable, so it was not something you would not understand by asking these questions. Arsen adds a nod as he nods.

"You're telling me I really worked for your brother, Deputy Commander?"

Oh, I see.

Now.

"You don't believe me?"

Kalian looks at Arsen without even knowing it.

Arsen smiles.

He looks so different from the day Bern died injured by the mess.

I didn't say thank you for telling me the story, or that it was hard to bear because it was an unbelievable thing to say. He wasn't as upset as Alan, he wasn't as angry at someone as Kiri, and he wasn't as guilty as Plants.

I'm not proud that I took Bern's last. I was just smiling with a face I had never seen before.

"I'm sorry I can't remember."

Not out of breath. Not in the war.

I'm sorry I didn't keep my promise.

This is all I talked about.

Kalian grins as he looks at that arsenic.

"That's why I can't do it."

That's why I'm here.

Can you stay away from this mad wizard?