218 < Chapter 39, I endured a lot (2) >

If I say it gently, you're both right.

If you're being sarcastic, you're not both brothers.

I know, I know.

But now I didn't know whether to be gentle or to be discouraged.

I couldn't thank you enough for thinking of me. I could not even say why you hide what you do about me. He said, looking at Plants with a sense of not being able to laugh and not being angry.

'Because it's okay.'

It's okay. Tell me.

I couldn't be mad at Chase for asking me to go back to that voice and ask him if I could not be a knight even though I had already given up on that small beach that still smelled like I missed it.

I couldn't smile at Plants, looking at his face, saying, "Bark or bite or whatever, don't ask me any more about him."

- · · · · · · Be careful. You don't want to hear any more. You have to watch.

That's why I asked Chase again.

It's silly to say it was a mistake, but it was Chase who discovered something to Kalian. He didn't know it, but he couldn't ask Chase any more.

Knowing that it was Chase who was going to engrave every word of Calian on my heart, I couldn't ask Chase any more questions, knowing that whatever he was asking now would be an awkward phrase.

Whatever Plants says, yeah.

Chase is younger than he is now. Everything's fine. It's too heavy to lose here.

- I had to somehow explain it to Prince Kalian, but it wasn't easy to do.

- I know. What are you talking about?

Who would ever lose their usual calm over something like that involving Devil Lan? Chase added, but not less. I can't fathom the possibility that Calian would have a light question about what he was talking about, and I can't even give him a proper explanation or an excuse for such a light question.

How unlike Chase.

- I just want to ask you for more information about it.

I'll get back to you.

Because of this, she stopped speaking to Chase in a manner unlike any other. Chase pauses.

Speak again, Prince Kalian.

Chase stops talking and says, Kalian hangs up his communication with the apology. Then you turn your head toward Plants.

"Don't ask me again. To me."

Plants once again sees the ring's light turn off, as if to listen. He was aware that he would have finished the conversation without asking Chase. Of course, you noticed the attempt to plunder Plants instead of Chase.

Calian opens his mouth in a quiet voice, looking through the plant.

"Even if I don't listen to him, I'm trying very hard to listen to what he has to say."

What a ridiculous thing to say.

Plants, however, did not frown or ridicule the impression.

The reason I couldn't smile at the fact that I was trying to listen well was because I knew that was hard to believe, but it wasn't a lie. We didn't know how messed up our personalities were, but we also knew that Chase's words and his old behavior had become quite rounded at the moment.

"Brother Randall tried to deal with me, but he tried to catch me. I'm working pretty hard to figure that out."

Don't try to rule, Plants was just trying to be his brother.

So I tried pretty hard when I dealt with Plants, though I didn't know anything else. He kept him alive, didn't kill him. He used a knife, but he never knuckled him. He fed him well. If you tell him to sit down and not insist, he breaks it.

Of course, there was a small side effect of going in and out of the fourth floor like my room or barking more days than when people were talking, but it doesn't matter that people were trying. Of course.

"But I don't think I can do that this time. I think I know what's going on, but I don't know anything. So."

But this time, I can't even try.

I think I know what you're talking about. Whether your brother is right or not, those two have a similar reaction and what they're trying to hide has to do with it. No, I think I know who it's about.

I'm too busy cleaning up after Calian, but a green broom that looks like a purple eyed man living in a village far south of the beach sighs deeply.

"Kalyan."

"· · · · · · · Yes."

Plants in front of Calian, who quietly replied, stared at the strawberry slices and mint leaves in a tea cup.

"The prince of Cecritia will tell you what you need to know, and if it wasn't too obvious, he would have already told you. Shouldn't we go quietly?"

Kalian stares at Plants without an answer.

It's not a big deal, but Kalian doesn't need to know. I mean, important Bern stuff.

It meant that he would not tell me when it was over.

I meddle in Calian's affairs at will, hiding the truth at my own pace, and it makes me feel right not to tell you any more.

"I don't know why you're so good at my job, nodding your head when Hina told you not to meddle in her own business."

"I don't think my brother or I are any different."

Plants spoke out to Callian, who was referring to the contradiction.

Perhaps Calian is more inclined to meddle in Plants' affairs, hide the facts as he wishes, and say no more. Of course, we didn't know how important it was for him, but that doesn't change the fact that we're doing the same thing to each other.

"If you always tell me something, let's learn something you never thought of."

"My brother teaches me so well."

Without a hint of support, Plants slowly closes his eyes, leaning against the back of the chair. Knowing that she used to be that face when she came to think of it, she waited for Plants' decision without another word.

"· · · · · · Why my brother would walk on a piece of glass."

What's so helpful about stepping on one less thing is that it's trying to go and trample on one less thing.

"I'm going to step on it."

I remembered Alan saying something similar, and Calian nods, smiling silently.

"I'm going to get angry, Serenty."

Then, whenever I didn't listen to him, he answered me with that exact expression.

"I don't want to refuse everything you give me, I want to go through everything. I just want to get hit because I give them the obesity they can't avoid every time. So if I see you later, I'll pay you back for everything I got. In order to do so, I will have to pay you back at least one more. So I do, because I'm not good at grumbling, but I'm good at counting."

Oh, I see.

My brother's talking crazy again.

"· · · · · · Holy shit."

Is it because he died once and lived a second time or because he had a different life? That's why it's so different. I can't keep up with that crazy way of thinking.

I should have just sent her to be his sister when Chase got back. I should have tied up that blue-haired maniac wizard, sent his father to Kiri, sent that worthless acolyte, and just packed up a bunch of barricades and sent them away. I told Randall to drop me off in front of Tensyl on the way there, and whether the palace was suffocating or not, Cairys should have just let me take Lucy and support her and try to do something about it.

"Hino, Kyriedo, Jando, and the teacher lived because of me. They thought it was a good thing, but it rained. Since you saved Cairis and Cecretia, I had to live to save this continent. It rained and I wanted to live with that thought. I can't take it anymore. I can't wait any longer."

I put up with it a lot.

Really put up with it.

"So that's what I thought I should do. I want to live, but I need to make a reason to live. Now I really need a reason. That's why."

"Then I'll bark in front of Serenti."

"He shouldn't be too bad. In front of Serenty, doggy, doggy."

I'll do it for you, "Callian grins as if not joking.

"Tell me. I'm not as young as you, so I'm fine."

Whatever that secret is, you'll find out one day.

Whether it rained a step ahead or a step behind, it rained. Whenever it's supposed to be raining, I'd rather be getting my teeth wet right now.

Plants sighs again.

It meant giving up.

"Crazy bastard."

How can you stop a madman from living like that?

* * *

As I was frustrated, my hands quickly produced a horse.

'You're not kids, you're acting like kids.'

"Were the princes like that? '

After accidentally leaving the Bilhelm coffin and meeting with Calian and Plants in Chermill Palace, Hina confided in Kiri like a child. Veronica and Demirea were sisters, and Kalian and Plants were sisters, but Kirrie was the only brother.

'Putting my boundaries in order, as I thought, worrying about me, for me, for both of you, that's all I think about. Treat me, rather like a child. Well, I didn't want to.'

Is that why you told me not to? '

'Yeah, so I said, don't think about it. I told you, I know how to do it.'

'Yes, well done.'

I didn't say that I was worried about you, or that it was all for your own good. I couldn't help but listen to Hina. I knew there was a reason for it all, but I didn't tell you to understand it. Ever since the blueberries turned blue, Kiri's been like that.

After earnestly saying what I had to say in front of the two princes, I realized I was upset and saying this to Kiri, so I didn't need to add my own thoughts and teach Hina. If it's not a story Hina doesn't know, just listen to her.

As she talks to Dorado, she takes Hina to Wilhelm's Coffin, where Arsenal faces are all dying.

Lord Bern, do you have any idea where your vice commander, Prince or McDreamy, is? I'm so busy right now, I'm about to sell a string, and I can't find Prince or Prince or Vice Admiral. '

Like this, asking where Plants is. That's why he said he was talking to Prince Kalian.

'Ah. Right. Thanks for letting me know. "

In saying this, Arsen, who was a truly mortal face, went back to work, giving up his search for Plants very neatly.

It seems like he's been wearing the same clothes for days, but the wizards were so clean that they couldn't measure well that Kiri just turned off his interest. It's always dark under my eyes, so I'll just go to sleep or pass out or die today or whatever.

After that, I had nothing better to do, so I returned to Chermil. My personal training time was significantly reduced, so I was training whenever I had a chance.

"Kirrie."

When I entered the training ground like that, there was a voice that welcomed Kiri.

It was Callian.

Calian finds the training ground at this time and sits on the ground without pulling out his sword, even though he sees Kiri. I didn't come here to fight or to show you the sword of Kiri.

"Is something wrong?"

The small sound of sitting and breathing was the same as usual, but somewhere else. It's such a frustration that Hina is so upset.

"What's going on? Nothing. I don't have a job. I don't have a job. It's hard."

The laughter is subtly shaken.

Hanging on the end of a smile hurts again.

So he walks to Khalian without asking him anything else.

Don't fight, don't teach, don't talk.

I just found out Kiry needed his back. I don't know if that's the current Kiri, but I knew I needed a place to lean.

Kiri walks toward the Jubbuck Zubbuck Khalian and sits beside him.

"I'll listen to it."

I can't carry you because you can't drink, and I can't show you my back because you didn't have a fight. I always listen well, so I can always hear Kalian's voice.

I knew it, Kirrie.

Callian grins as he spills.

"You know it, and the teacher knows it. Prince Cecretia · · · · · · · · Prince Chase knows."

Then, without further haste, he gave me a precious and painful speech.

"My brother doesn't know. He says he can't hear me because I didn't tell him. I knew you would. I was okay because I knew it, and I knew it, and I thought it would be okay, so I stepped up and checked again."

A name that would not have been told if Callian hadn't told it to me, or if someone hadn't remembered it. He insisted on confirming that Serenti was really erasing the name of the person who needed to be forgotten.

I always listened to Kiri without saying a word.

"I'll put it in front of the palace like the teacher said. If I write it down and put it on, I'll forget. I'll never forget it and find out. But you can't do that, can you? I'll try to find out what I know anyway. If you do that, you'll get scolded by the master. The Sispanians won't understand it this time either. And then..."

Even though it sounded like the sound of the wind, I listened to it as it flowed about the name of a person who was so forgotten.

"It was good to know. Now that I think about it, it's a little unsettling. Then think about what to do. I thought about what to do. I don't know what to do. Then I have nowhere else to go."

I heard it as if I heard the wind.

I heard the sound of water flowing.

"So I'm going to stay here for a while."

I remembered every word, every sound of my breath, and listened to it.

This time I promise not to be forgotten.

"Do so. You're welcome to stay a while."

I have kept my vows in the past, so I will keep my promise this time.