Chapter 51: Determination

Chapter 51: Determination

Haah... Haah...

Miyuki breathes heavily, as if exhausted.

The rise and fall of her chest is incredibly enchanting.

Staring at the ceiling for a moment, she starts to move her hand towards her chest but hesitates upon realizing Im beside her.

She subtly adjusts her clothing, trying to not draw attention.

Tap. Tap.

She notices my hand tapping on her t-shirt, over her lower abdomen, and bites her lower lip.

Suddenly, she turns her head towards me.

Matsuda-kun...

She looks straight at me with a pitiful expression, seemingly still overwhelmed.

Shouldnt do this?

Its not that... I received a call earlier...

Should I get it?

No... um, no! Ill go get it later myself...

Alright.

Indifferently, I tried to pull my hand away from Miyukis abdomen.

But she places her hand over the back of mine, stopping me.

With her silent plea, I found myself smiling and resumed caressing her abdomen.

While doing so, I subtly stroked with the tip of my finger, and every time I did, a shallow breath escaped from Miyukis lips.

I felt a temptation to slip my hand further down, past that gentle curve.

Could it be slightly damp?

I brought my mouth close to Miyukis ear and asked,

Do you like it?

Yes... like it...

Should I continue?

Yes... keep going...

Its hard.

Its not... Dont lie...

It is.

.....

Perhaps she didnt like my playful yet sarcastic tone?

Suddenly, Miyuki pursed her lips and brought them to mine, our lips brushing against each other.

Soon, a tiny, ptch noise hit my earlobe. Miyuki made a noticeably shy face and said:

Do more...

Was she suggesting a trade? A peck for more touch?

Shes become quite bold.

Smiling in disbelief, I pulled Miyuki close by her arm and held her tightly. And then, she felt something unfamiliar against her lower abdomen.

Theres something hard... Ah...!

Startled, Miyuki quickly moved her hips back.

From the look in her eyes, she seemed extremely flustered.

.....

With slightly parted lips, she swiftly glanced down at my lower body, then made an effort to seem unfazed as she drew close to me again.

She wasnt entirely devoid of aversion, but it didnt seem to shock her too much.

Feeling a silent triumph at her reaction, I decided not to mention the situation. Now that she had clearly felt it, Miyuki would surely prepare herself mentally in her own time.

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What are you apologizing for? Go rest up.

Late at night. Near Miyukis house

Miyuki and Matsuda were sitting in Matsudas car

The day had passed in a blur, with no clear sense of how time had flowed.

Why? Because shed just been sprawled out, sleeping.

By the time she woke up, it was past 10 oclock, and given the late hour, shed said she needed to head home. Of course, that was just a superficial reason.

In reality, her recurring thoughts of physical intimacy with Matsuda and the vivid memory of his aroused state kept flashing in her mind. With what was bound to unfold, she needed some alone time to ponder.

Click.

Miyuki opened the passenger side door and stepped out. Matsuda, lowering the window, waved goodbye as he drove off.

Watching the receding taillights of his car, Miyuki turned the corner and headed towards her home, lost in various thoughts. Subsequently, she inserted the key into the lock and turned the door handle. Her father, watching TV in the living room, greeted her.

Miyuki? Werent you coming back tomorrow?

I just came back today... It felt impolite to stay for two days...

Oh? How did you get here?

MaI... um... took a taxi...

For a moment, she almost blurted out that she had come in Matsudas car.

Get a grip.

As these concerns weighed on Miyuki,

Ah!

A certain thought flashed across her mind, causing her expression to lighten.

It was the idea of Matsuda inserting before becoming fully erect and letting it grow inside. Maybe that wouldnt hurt.

Caught in that fanciful thought, an unexpected, weakened laughter slipped from Miyukis lips.

...What am I even thinking...

Although the moment was approaching, they hadnt taken that step yet. She felt foolish for pondering such things so seriously. The mere fact she was nonchalantly considering the method of insertion was ridiculous. Somehow, her mind seemed to be working faster than when she studied.

But, isnt it really a good idea? It seems like a viable option. If the situation arises, she should suggest it. Whether shell have the courage to speak up or not, though, is another matter.

Having stashed her own ideas in her mind, Miyuki closed the internet browser.

Everyone has their own unique experiences.

So naturally, the sensations of a first experience differ for each individual.

Instead of being anxious from unnecessary research, facing things head-on is always more reliable.

Having drawn her conclusion, Miyuki sent a message to Matsuda.

[Matsuda-kun. Have you arrived?]

The phone was silent - there was no response.

Didnt he reach home yet?

Its far by foot but close by car... Perhaps he had arrived and was showering now?

Was he, by any chance, in an... aroused state even when showering?

Imagining Matsudas nuked form, Miyukis face flushed.

When they become intimate... would they have to expose their naked bodies to each other?

The thought of being stripped bare for Matsuda to see?

Just the imagination made her feel unbearably embarrassed.

While she was lost in these myriad fantasies,

Buzz-!

Matsudas reply arrived.

[Just now.]

[Seems you arrived a bit late?]

[Had to pick up a bento from the convenience store.]

Bento? Come to think of it, he hadnt had a proper meal since waking up.

She should have prepared something for him.

[Did you get one with lots of vegetables?]

[No. Just got a Karaage Donburi.*]

Is he that fond of greasy food?

He never listens when told to eat healthily; shell have to nag him the next time they meet.

Imagining a sulking Matsuda under her scolding, the corners of Miyukis mouth lifted in a smirk.

[Can you call?]

Almost immediately after sending the message, a call from Matsuda came through. Not wanting to seem too eager, Miyuki let her phone vibrate three times before she pressed the answer button. Then, she spoke in a deliberately calm voice.

Yes.

-Why did you take so long to answer?

Just felt like it. Im hanging up now.

-Youve finally lost it, havent you?

Matsuda-kun said it would be better if we both went crazy together, remember?

A low chuckle could be heard from the other side of the phone.

That voice, always so pleasant to her ears, made Miyukis heart flutter.

-True, true. What are you doing anyway?

Lying down.

-Cant sleep?

Yeah.

She had so many things to ask before the call...

But after hearing Matsudas voice, everything slipped her mind. Now, she just wanted to share personal stories and connect emotionally.

Had she ever been this smitten with someone before?

No, never.

She liked Matsuda.

Matsuda liked her too.

Their strong feelings for one another were evident, even with just a glance.

So, if its with Matsuda-kun-

-With Ken, it might be okay.

Perhaps,

Maybe,

No, definitely.

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{Karaage Donburi: Karaage refers to a popular Japanese dish of deep-fried chicken. Donburi is a type of Japanese rice bowl dish with various toppings. Karaage Donburi would then be a rice bowl topped with deep-fried chicken, a choice thats delicious but not necessarily the healthiest.

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