Chapter 65: Ponders
Watching Snow run away after doing the most absurd thing she could have ever done today made my body freeze solid.
The white glistening silky threads that blocked my vision, the soft scent reminiscent of freshly bloomed flowers in spring, and the lingering sensation on my lips...
'That was a kiss, right?'
Did that really just happen?
Question marks popped up in my head as I tried to process everything that happened.
Snow had been acting strange ever since she first came in, but I didn't think it would lead to that.
Why did she kiss me?
Does she like me?
But I tried my best not to raise any flags with her, though?
Sure, the two of us had gotten closer, but it wasn't to the point that she could actually fall for me, right?
I replayed the moments leading up to that kiss in my mind. Snow had seemed nervous, her eyes darting around the room, her hands fidgeting.
But there was also a determination in her gaze, a resolve that I hadn't noticed before.
She had approached me with such purpose, only to leave me with a whirlwind of confusion and emotions.
But...
The thought of Snow having feelings for me was both thrilling and terrifying.
I have no reason to believe that someone like her would instantly fall for someone just because she was saved by them. In the game, Snow only developed real feelings for Lucas after [Act 1, Chapter 2]
She was a practical and logical woman, one of the smartest characters in the game, someone who proceeded with logic rather than emotions.
Even in the game, she was the one making calculated moves to keep Lucas for herself.
Yet, as I recalled the look, she gave me the moment she kissed me, all I saw was a girl madly in love—a complete opposite of the cool and calculated heroine in the game.
There was no way, right? Did I just ruin her whole character?
No..... influences might happen to the heroines, but that doesn't mean I can just outright change her personality.
Maybe there was something more to it that I just couldn't, see?
The Snow in the game was always methodical, always the one with a plan. Her feelings for Lucas were built over time, through shared experiences and mutual respect.
Her affections were never impulsive or sudden. So why was she acting so differently now? What had changed?
I couldn't shake the image of her eyes filled with raw emotion, a stark contrast to her usual composed demeanor.
It was both unsettling as it was confusing.
I sighed, running a hand through my hair.
This wasn't supposed to happen. I was meant to navigate this world without causing too much disruption, to keep the storyline intact.
Snow's sudden display of affection threw everything into disarray.
She said it was my reward, so she's probably just teasing me or something.
But that look, that kiss, and even her slightly trembling voice-I couldn't just ignore it, to be honest.
There were signs the moment she entered my room.
She kept eyeing my muscles and even touched my stomach. So, does she actually like me?
Chances are high, but there's also the notion that she's just playing with me and it's a calculated move on her part.
Or she might've literally meant it as a reward-after all, what better reward than a kiss from a princess like her, right?
Haah... I don't know...
"Tsk~ Tsk~ If you don't even entertain and go along with simple jokes and banter, you'll
never progress with Riley, you know~? I can tell that boring girls aren't his type~"Cheshire
taunted, its grin widening mischievously.
"This and that are two different things, and you know it. You understand me the best, so surely you would understand this too! And besides, junior Riley is just a junior, nothing more, nothing else, so stop saying weird stuff," Alice retorted, her cheeks flushing slightly. "Weird like what, exactly, hm~~~?" Cheshire continued to tease, leaning closer with a smirk.
"If you keep dragging your reports, I'll make sure you have no autonomy or freedom again," Alice said, her voice now greatly tinged with annoyance, her eyes narrowing in a warning.
"All right, fine, geez~ As hot-headed as always," Cheshire sighed dramatically. "As usual, everything has gone the way it used to. Although, there were more pawns that attacked me lately, but everything else was exactly the same..."
"Were there any anomalies?" Alice inquired; her tone serious as she focused on the task at
hand.
"Hmm~ No, even if there were, I would've detected it right away," Cheshire replied
confidently.
"I see, that's good-" Alice sighed, a hint of relief washing over her.
Cheshire, noticing the subtle shift in her demeanor, softened its tone. "You really need to take
it easy, Alice. You've been pushing yourself too hard."
"I know," Alice admitted, her voice quieter. "But there's so much at stake. I can't afford to
relax."
With the Red Army growing more suspicious and stronger by the day, Alice knew the looming confrontation was inevitable.
She had to prepare herself for it.
Glancing at the pale pink bracelet on her wrist, Alice smiled subtly, knowing that at least she
had a mission in her somewhat meaningless life.
After reminiscing about the White Queen for a bit, Alice rose from her sitting position and dusted off the grass clinging to her skirt. Cheshire watched her with a curious glint in its eyes.
"You're going now? Why don't we visit dear Riley for a bit-?" Cheshire suggested, its voice
dripping with mischief.
"Junior needs some rest. We shouldn't bother him, you know, Cheshire," Alice replied, trying
to sound firm.
"Hmm~ are you sure about that? The other girls flocking over him don't seem to mind
bothering him," Cheshire retorted, raising an eyebrow.
"That's..." Alice hesitated, her resolve wavering.
"And besides - what's the harm in visiting a junior, right? You've already visited him
yesterday. What harm could one more day possibly do~?" Cheshire's voice was sweet,
persuasive.
Alice pondered her options for a bit, feeling the weight of her conflicting emotions.
She shook her head resolutely. "I won't be fooled by your enticements and suggestions,
Cheshire. I told you, junior is junior-nothing more, nothing else!"
"Hmm~ it's not good to lie to yourself, you know, my dear master-"Cheshire teased, its eyes
twinkling.
"Shut it," Alice snapped, though her tone lacked real anger.
Deep down, she was greatly worried. Afterall her junior was a natural born 'Womanizer....'