Chapter 1032

"But I didn't," Harry complained. He spoke as loud as he could to try to release the heavy guilt in his heart. The confession obviously relieved the terrible pressure in his heart. "I have no practice, I'm impatient. I should let those dreams, as Hermione advised me, if I didn't dream where I should go, today would not be Today, I will not... "

What broke out in Harry's head, to defend himself, to explain

"I tried to see if he really caught Sirius. I went to Umbridge's office, now taffel's office, and talked to kretcher over the fire, and he told me Sirius was not there and that he had gone out with van Lin!"

"We did go out." Van Lin nodded, "but it's not the Ministry of magic. Sirius and I went to another place to find Professor Lupin."

"I also saw Hermione, and Hermione asked me to think about it, but then Taffel is a Death Eater, professor. She is a Death Eater. We should

"I'm sorry, but she's gone. We didn't catch her." Dumbledore said, "she won't stay there, will she?"

"So we got nothing?" Harry asked.

"Not so." Dumbledore said, "strictly speaking, we are not prepared, can have such a result, is fortunate, of course, this is my fault, I should not stay away from, or because of some things, just give Voldemort the opportunity."

"They say that you are not in England, nor is the main force of the order of the Phoenix..."

"It's just an illusion, Harry!" Dumbledore said, "in fact, Voldemort's recovery is far beyond our imagination, so it is necessary that we take some measures to check him, at least not to make him so comfortable."

"But not..." Harry said angrily that he didn't hate to trade himself for Voldemort's flaws. This is what Harry always wanted to do for the order of the Phoenix, but it didn't include that he was played around like a monkey.

"So," Harry stood up, "you're not ready? What's more, it's an illusion. Fanlin said it was a trap, but... "

"Voldemort started faster than we expected." "You have to calm down, Harry, because of some things, you've lost the least sense of judgment."

"Judgment? I reminded you, through Through Hermione... " Harry said. He thought of the girl in the fire.

"Oh, yes, as soon as I came back, Hermione told us about you."

"Good. What about Snape?" Harry thought of it all of a sudden, and then spitted, "you haven't said him yet, have you? When I told him Voldemort caught Sirius, he laughed at me as usual And, obviously, she's familiar with that one

"Harry, you know Professor Snape can only pretend to be indifferent to you in front of taffel," Dumbledore continued. "But as I explained, when you told him about it, he immediately informed the order of the Phoenix. When you don't come out of taffel's office to heal, it's him who misled professor taffel when he tried to force you to tell you about Sirius

Harry was indifferent to this, and was pleased with Snape's reproach, which seemed to partly lessen his own abhorrent guilt, and at the same time he hoped that Dumbledore would approve of himself.

"Snape, stop teaching me mind defense!" Harry yelled. "He threw me out of the office!"

"I know!" Dumbledore said heavily, "I have said that although I thought it was the most dangerous thing to say that your mind was completely open to Voldemort in front of me, it was still my fault not to teach you in person."

"Snape made it worse. My scar often hurts more after class." Harry remembers Ron's comment on the course, "how do you know that Snape wasn't trying to lower my defense level to make it easier for Voldemort to enter..."

"I believe in Severus Snape!" Dumbledore said simply, "but because of another old mistake, I forgot that some of the wounds were too deep to heal. I thought Professor Snape could overcome his pain about your father, but he was wrong

"Is that right? Is it? " Harry yelled, ignoring the disapproval whispers and shocked expressions of the portraits, "snape was right to hate my father, so I hated Voldemort..."

"Oh, there's nothing wrong with that. In fact, most people think that." Dumbledore's face moved. At least Harry has been on the track he expected.

"So, we will take every means to attack Tom..."

"Does that include me?" Harry finally asked about the guilt of dragging everyone into danger from the beginning, and now, questioning Dumbledore, he was the one who was used.

Sirius and vanlin, these are the executors. In fact, if it were not for them, Harry would have been taken away by Voldemort.This makes Harry feel very contradictory, and Dumbledore said that he was not ready, so, if he was caught, this matter should not be expected by the order of the Phoenix.

If it's really a trap, Dumbledore, as the most powerful one, naturally has to wait for where he is, or take the crystal ball with him now, and then choose a good place.

Or do you want Voldemort to deal with a bunch of members of the order of the Phoenix?

The result is obvious, almost everyone is blocking, but the result? He and vaseline were chased by Voldemort. If he was not lucky enough, he himself would be the first to die.

"I'm afraid so!" Dumbledore said calmly, "of course, this also includes all the people, including van Lin, you, me, Sirius and so on. Our goal is there."

"Of course, the most important thing is you, Harry!" Dumbledore said sincerely.

"It's time." Dumbledore said to himself, "I should tell you something I should have told you years ago, Harry. Please sit down. I'll tell you everything. I only ask for a little patience, and when I'm done, you'll have a chance to get angry with me - whatever you want, and I won't stop you. "

Harry glared at him for a moment, and then, under the direction of van Lin, sat back in the chair opposite Dumbledore and waited.

Dumbledore looked out of the window at the sun for a moment, then looked back at Harry and said, "five years ago you came to Hogwarts safely and completely, Harry, as I thought. You have suffered as I expected, and I knew you would when I put you at your aunt's door, and I feel sorry for getting you through a dark and difficult decade

He stopped and Harry said nothing.

"You may ask - and for good reason - why it has to be, why can't you be adopted by other wizarding families, many of whom will raise you as if they were their own sons."

"My answer is that my top priority is to ensure your life. You may be more insecure than anyone else, but I know that Voldemort disappeared a few hours ago, and many of his people, like him, are still at large, full of madness and violence. I have to decide, in the years to come, whether I can believe that Voldemort is gone forever? no I don't know it's going to be 10, 20 or 50 years before he comes back, but I'm sure he'll come back, and I'm sure, as I used to know, he won't stop until he kills you. "

"I know that Voldemort's knowledge may be more extensive than any other living wizard, and I know that even my most complex and powerful spell will not conquer him when he comes back."

"But I also knew where Voldemort's weaknesses were, so I made my own decision. You will be protected by an ancient magic that he knows but despises and always underestimates. Of course, I mean, your mother died to protect you, and she gave you an unexpected way to defend yourself, which is flowing in your veins these days. So I decided to give you to her sister, who is the only blood relative in the world

"She doesn't love me," Harry said immediately. "She doesn't..."

"But she is raising you!" Dumbledore interrupted him. "She may be reluctant, noisy, unwilling, hateful, but she still raised you. In doing so, she solved the curse I attached to you. Your mother's sacrifice made her family blood your strongest shield."

"I still can't..."

"Of course you can still go back to your mother's family, where you can't be touched and hurt by Voldemort. He makes her bleed, but the blood still flows in you and her own sister. Her blood is your refuge. You need to go back once a year. You can call it your home so far, where he can't hurt you, your aunt, and so on. When I left you at his door, I explained in detail in the letter I left him. She knew this and gave you a home in the past 15 years. "

"Wait a minute." Harry said, "wait a minute."

He sat upright in his chair and looked at Dumbledore.

"The roaring letter you sent, you told her to remember - it was your voice."

"I think..." Dumbledore said, slightly over the top, "it's necessary to remind her of the fact that you were raised. I suspect she will recognize the dangers of raising you like a son. "

"Harry wanted to live there more quietly than I did when I saw her," he said He stood on the floor for a moment and then said, "but it's not like What does it matter... "

"Five years ago," continued Dumbledore, without interrupting his story, "when you arrived at Hogwarts, you may not be as happy and self-contained as I thought, but you live in good health. You are not indulged as a little emperor, but as a normal child as I hope under such circumstances. My plan will not be bad by then."

"Then You remember as well as I do what happened in your first year at school. You soon face challenges to you - faster than I expected, you find yourself facing Voldemort, and vaseline's participation is full of surprises, but no doubt he will help you do better, and you are spared once again, and not only that, you and vaseline delay his return and gain magic and power. You fight like a man, I Words cannot express pride in you. ""But there's a flaw in my perfect plan," Dumbledore said. "An obvious flaw I know may destroy the whole plan, but I know it's very important - my plan needs to succeed, and I tell myself that I can't let this flaw destroy the plan, I'll stop it myself, so I have to be stronger myself, and then when you fight Voldemort I did my first test when I was lying weak in the flying wing hospital

"I don't understand what you're saying," said Harry. "Don't you remember asking me why Voldemort would murder you as a baby when you were lying in wings hospital?"

Harry nodded.

"Should I have told you then?" Harry looked at the blue eyes in front of him without saying a word, but his heart again set off a storm.

"Don't you see the flaws in the plan? No Maybe not. As you know, I decided not to answer you. I told myself that 11 was too young to know the truth. I don't want to tell you when you're 11 that this knowledge is too complicated for a young age. "

"I should recognize the dangerous signs that followed, and I should ask myself why I didn't ask you this question for which I know the answer and one day I have to give a terrible answer, and I should realize that I was too happy not to have to tell you the answer at that particular time You were really young, too young. "

"After that, we entered your second year at Hogwarts, where you once again faced a challenge that even an adult wizard could not face. You got rid of my nightmare again. You didn't ask me again. However, we discussed the scar Voldemort left you. Yes, we were quite close to that topic. Why didn't I tell you everything at that time? ”

"in my opinion, it is still difficult for me to accept this answer when I am twelve years old than eleven years old. I ask you to give up my demeanor. I feel tired but excited. I feel that maybe I should tell you earlier. For this reason, I feel uneasy and painful, but soon I keep silent because you are still young, and I have no feeling after victory that night."

"You know what? Harry? Do you know what the flaws in my plan are? I fell into a trap I had seen in advance and told myself I could and must avoid. "

"I don't..."

"Care about you like a toy." Dumbledore said simply, "I care more about your happiness than I let you know the facts. I care more about your peace than my plan. I care more about your life than how many deaths the failure of the plan brings. In other words, I am as stupid as Voldemort hoped."

"Is there a defense here? I don't want anyone else to look after you like me - I look at you closer than you know - and I don't want to bring you more pain than you have ever suffered. I care how many ordinary people will be killed in the confused future, and whether you were still alive and living well and happily at that time or now. I never dreamed that there was such a person on my side. "

"We're in your third grade. I'm watching you from afar trying to expel the ogre. I'm watching you find Sirius, find out what kind of person he is and rescue him. Should I tell you when you succeed in recapturing your Godfather from the Ministry of magic? But when you were 13 years old, my reason was still old enough. You were too young, but you proved yourself to be excellent. I'm upset, Harry. I know it's time to... "

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