Qin Si Nian maintained that position for a long time without moving.
After an unknown period of time, he finally opened his peach blossom eyes and withdrew his arms. His muscles were already stiff to the point of numbness, but he didn't care at all. Instead, he slightly leaned forward, picked up the cigarette case beside him and put it in his mouth.
The sound of the lighter hitting the card was clearer in the night as blue flames shot out.
When the smell of tobacco pervaded the air, Qin Si Nian's low and deep voice sounded out, "small goldfish, this is the first patient that walked out of my hands."
"Beast …" Sang Xiao Yu's heart tightened.
Smoke rose from the tips of his fingers, forming a line of farewell that expanded endlessly before dispersing.
A handsome and threatening face, with a smile that was not a smile. The pair of peach blossom eyes were still captivating, but there was not a hint of light in them.
She knew that he must be feeling terrible in his heart …
"After I graduated from high school, I went to Columbia University's medical academy, and went to study for a master's degree. After studying for so many years, I have already performed countless cardiac surgery, big and small, and treated many people, but still, no one left my hands. The old man from earlier was the first to fail to get off the operating table."
"It's only natural for people to grow old and die from sickness." Qin Si Nian paused, and then lowered his head to look at his opened hands, "Perhaps, in the eyes of many, the profession of a doctor is already accustomed to life and death, but the only difference is, when ordinary people see a dying person, their first reaction is to sympathize with him, while our first reaction is to save his life."
Even if one had never seen him wielding a scalpel, it was still possible to imagine his slender, jade-like hands. He was dressed in a green operating suit robe, and was focused on standing in front of the operating table.
Even under the dim and unclear moonlight, the lines on his palm were not clear.
Sang Xiao Yu bit her lips lightly, suddenly feeling very sorry for him. In the face of death, no one would be able to be indifferent to it, but the difference was that they could only watch from the sidelines, while he, the doctor, had to treat them.
It was said that doctors made people feel admiration and respect from the bottom of their hearts, but who knew the difficulty and pressure behind them.
Sang Xiao Yu's nose felt a little sore, and she gently held onto his stiff arm. "You've already done very well!"
"Is that so?" Qin Si Nian turned his head to look at her, his pupils shrinking as if he was looking for an answer.
"Yes sir!" Sang Xiao Yu nodded heavily, she clenched her fists even tighter, as though she was trying to use her own strength to transmit power to him. "Qin Si Nian, you are a doctor, it is your duty to save the dying and help the injured, it is your duty to revive people, but to not be able to save someone is already your duty! "You really did well, really well, really well!"
Her phoenix eyes were brighter than the crescent moon in the night sky. Qin Si Nian didn't even blink an eye as he fiercely smoked two mouthfuls of the cigarette in his hand. He raised his eyebrows and chuckled, "Worthy of being a reporter, you sure are good at comforting people!"
"What I said was the truth!" Sang Xiao Yu didn't know whether to laugh or cry as he emphasized.
"Yes." Qin Si Nian extinguished the cigarette in his hand, and after it was flicked out, the tension between his brows eased up by quite a bit, and he said in a low voice, "Thank you."
They had been sitting there for more than an hour. Seeing her shivering in her coat, they got up and pulled her up, "It's getting late, you're a patient and you're still in the observation stage. If you have a fever again, it will be troublesome. Let's go back to the ward!"
Sang Xiao Yu obediently followed him towards the hospital building. After sitting for a long time, she indeed felt nervous from the cold.
He was wearing a disease suit and did not expect to come out, so he put on a thin jacket. When he heard the nurse mention this matter, he did not think too much and ran out.
Suddenly, she was held by a large hand.
Qin Si Nian interlocked his ten fingers, and he stayed outside even longer than she did. Qin Si Nian's fingers were even colder, but they were tightly wrapped around her. Although the temperature of his hands did not rise, the bottom of his heart was very warm.
However, he did not let go after entering the hospital. On the contrary, he openly continued holding her hand, as if he was not afraid of being seen and did not have any hesitation in his steps.
Sang Xiao Yu tried to earn a living, but she did not.
Just as she was about to enter the main hall, she whispered, "Hello …"
Qin Si Nian's footsteps did not stop, "What are you doing?"
Sang Xiao Yu bit her lip, and her voice was as thin and soft as a mosquito. will be seen by others! "
"What are you ashamed of?" Qin Si Nian shot a glance at her and asked.
"…" Sang Xiao Yu was speechless, and had no choice but to give up her treatment.
When she thought back to when she was in the elevator and heard others talking about her, she shyly lowered her head like an ostrich. Fortunately, it was already night and there was almost no one around, so she only stopped twice in the middle of the elevator.
When he finally returned to the ward, Sang Xiao Yu looked up as if he had come back to life.
Why does it feel like a big girl sitting on a bridal sedan …
Qin Si Nian took off her jacket, and poured her a cup of hot water. After she finished drinking it, he nudged her with his bow, "What are you still standing there for, go to bed!"
"Oh!" Sang Xiao Yu nodded.
He walked over with his shoes on and was about to climb onto the bed when he saw that he did not pull up the chair but placed the cup of water down and was about to leave. He couldn't help but ask, "Beast, are you leaving?"
"Yes." Qin Si Nian's throbbing throat moved, he lowered his head and looked at the wristwatch that he took out from his pocket, "Tomorrow morning, I will have an operation. I'll go back to my dorm first, you should go to sleep early!"
Sang Xiao Yu nodded like before and pulled off the blanket to lie down.
Qin Si Nian was standing right under the light, and the shadow of the silhouette covered her entire area, there were still some leftover tobacco smoke emitting from his male Qi, he had already calmed down a lot, but he could still find some traces of loneliness in the peach blossom eyes.
Sang Xiao Yu felt a little guilty in her heart. If not for the incident where she drowned herself, he would not have hurried back to Ice City on her way out of here. If he had stayed in Beijing, perhaps she would not have done the emergency surgery.
Thinking that if he went back alone …
When he turned around, Sang Xiao Yu could not help but grab onto his sleeves and stop his movements. Her eyelashes trembled as she bit her lips and said, "You beast, you can stay here tonight …."