After being asked, Hao Yan was actually stunned for a moment, then recalled, "At that time, it was an accident. To be honest, I was very anxious, because I didn't even know who the father of the child was, and at one point, I wanted to choose to kill him. But I have already been to the hospital many times, or perhaps because of my natural maternal nature, and in the end, I couldn't bear to leave it.
After saying that, Hao Yan couldn't help but look at her. Although she didn't know the answer earlier, she didn't say that she wouldn't take it.
Just as he had expected, Sang Xiao Yu's complexion paled slightly as she had violently vomited just now. However, her phoenix eyes were shining as she nodded and said in a serious tone, "Mn, Swallow, I also plan to keep it."
Perhaps from the very beginning, when she discovered the existence of this child, she had never had the thought of killing it.
How could he bear to give it up? It was a small life!
"Xiaoyu, I'm an experienced person, it will be very hard for a single mother!" Hao Yan said worriedly.
"I understand!" Sang Xiao Yu nodded without hesitation, her eyes filled with a resolute light. Thinking of something, she hurriedly said, "Swallow, there is something that I wish for you to …"
Hao Yan interrupted her, and lightly held her hand, "I know what you want to say, but you want me to help you hide it, so don't tell Qin Huai Nian right?"
"En!" Sang Xiao Yu nodded.
Hao Yan nodded in agreement, but she still couldn't hide her worry, "I can promise you that, but Little Fishy, if you keep it, what will you do?"
This way, he would be asked more than once, even his best friend Lin Wan Bai had asked her before.
Sang Xiao Yu looked down at the rippling water surface in her cup, it was just like her heart. She did not choose to tell Qin Si Nian that the two of them had an arranged marriage, and from the second they came out of Civil Affairs Bureau, their lives had already become strangers.
Now, his beautiful woman had returned.
She didn't want to use a child to tie him down. She was more afraid that he wouldn't want it, even though she wasn't sure about that. After all, he had always wanted a child on his lips, but now they were divorced! If he wanted her, could it be that he wanted to steal her child …
Just thinking about it, Sang Xiao Yu felt chills down her spine.
Taking a deep breath, she made a decision in her mind in just a few seconds. She raised her head and slowly said, "Yanzi, I've decided to resign and go to Canada!"
"You want to leave the Ice City?" Hao Yan exclaimed.
"En!" Sang Xiao Yu nodded heavily.
As the days passed, and the months grew longer, her stomach would also grow bigger and bigger. Although the Ice City was very big, but there was still a possibility of meeting her again, and at that time, it would not be easy to hide it from her. Furthermore, there was still production, as a doctor and a Young Master Qin, Qin Si Nian might not be able to hide it from him!
Therefore, after thinking about it, she decided to leave with her best friend, Lin Wan Bai, who was about to return to Canada. That way, even if she was from a foreign land, she wouldn't need to worry about fear, she could have someone to accompany her …
After work that day, the rest of her colleagues hurriedly packed up their stuff and went home. However, she did not leave in a hurry. Instead, she made a trip to the chief editor's office.
When she knocked on the door, there was an envelope in her hand. It contained the resignation report that she had typed out in her answer just half an hour ago.
In the blink of an eye, it was Friday night. Sang Xiao Yu packed everything up simply and bought a train ticket for the short trip back to town.
After getting from the taxi to the old residential district, she carried her bag into the building.
Usually, when she climbed the stairs, she would be able to breathe continuously. Today, she would have to take a break every time she reached the first floor. The doctor had told her that she was in the early stages of pregnancy, so she had to pay special attention to the instability during the first three months.
Just as the key was inserted into the lock, as if hearing movement, the door was pushed open from the inside, Sang Xiao Yu smiled and said "little uncle".
The little uncle was surprised and quickly turned to let her in.
An aproned aunt came out of the kitchen. "Did Xiaoyu come back?"
"Aunt!" Sang Xiao Yu continued to shout.
The aunt was very happy to see her, but at the same time she also looked behind her and asked in surprise, "Hey, how come you're the only one here? I thought Shan Shan would be home when you guys are here, but you and Si Nian will be driving back tomorrow morning! "
Sang Xiao Yu was frozen in place as she changed her shoes, she did not know how to respond.
At this time, Cousin Jiang Shan Shan walked over and caught up with him, "I think it's because Brother-in-law is busy at the hospital!"
"Yes." Sang Xiao Yu nodded slowly.
"That's true!" Hearing that, the aunt nodded in understanding, "Doctors are different from others. Everyday, it's a race against life, especially when Si Nian is a surgeon. Little Yu, you have to understand this better, don't mess with him! "
When both the Little Aunt and little uncle came into the kitchen to carry the dishes, Jiang Shan Shan lowered his voice and said, "Sis, I haven't told my parents about the matter between you and brother-in-law yet!"
"Yes." Sang Xiao Yu nodded in understanding.
She thought that with her cousin's big mouth, she would have secretly told Aunt little uncle, but she didn't say anything. In fact, on the way back, she didn't even think of how to say that the two of them had already divorced …
Sang Xiao Yu finally understood why Qin Si Nian chose to hide this from his grandmother. It was because it was really hard to tell the truth to his family and elders.
Since she still did not know what had happened, she decided to keep it a secret for now. This trip abroad would take at least a year to two years before she could come back, and at that time, she would use the long period of time before her feelings became any weaker.
After dinner, Sang Xiao Yu and her cousin went back to their respective beds to sleep.
Although he had turned off the light, Jiang Shan Shan did not seem to fall asleep. Instead, he turned over and peeked his head out from under the blanket, probing her, "Sis, are you asleep?"
"Yes." Sang Xiao Yu said perfunctorily.
"Tsk, you can still speak even when you're asleep!" Jiang Shan Shan pouted, he then paused for a long time, but he couldn't help but ask, "Sis, is it really impossible for you and Brother-in-law to be together?"
"…" Sang Xiao Yu pursed her lips but did not say a word.
Seeing that she didn't answer, Jiang Shan Shan couldn't help but sit up and pull at her blanket, "Sis, I still feel that it's a pity that you and brother-in-law divorced. Although it's an arranged marriage, even if you've lived with a little kitten and dog for four years, you still have feelings for them? "How about I help you, try and see if you can catch your brother-in-law and bring him back …"
"Shan Shan, can you stop talking?" Sang Xiao Yu could not bear it and interrupted him.
"Sorry sister …" Jiang Shan Shan could hear the tremble in her voice, and she bit her lips.
Sang Xiao Yu's hand was quietly pressed down on her chest. She let out a low sigh, closed her eyes and said, "I'm tired, let's go to sleep early!"
Jiang Shan Shan looked at her for a long time. He was still a little unwilling, but he could feel her fatigue and melancholy. In the end, he kept his mouth shut and laid back down, closing his eyes and going to sleep like her again.
Early in the morning, they took a taxi to the cemetery with the sacrificial offerings that they had prepared in advance.
In about 20 minutes, they arrived at the cemetery. Sang Xiao Yu's parents' tombstone was set up in the inner area, she and her cousin were walking in front, his aunt and little uncle who were carrying the tombstones in their hands walking behind them.
Because it was almost the Qingming Festival, there were a lot of people who came to sweep the tomb. When they arrived at this quiet and secluded mountain path, they saw that the tombstone was right in front of them.
Suddenly, Jiang Shan Shan called out, "Brother-in-law!"