Chapter 878

Qin Sinan smoked half a pack of cigarettes in a row, but later Huo Changyuan stopped him.

He opened the window and let out the smell of smoke before he came out of the smoking area.

The steps are like pouring stone slurry, each step is very slow.

Finally arrived at the door of the ward. When he touched the handle of the door with his big hand, he saw that the lashes of Sang Xiaoyu on the bed were shaking, and then he opened them a little bit laboriously.

She woke up

Qin Sinai's protruding laryngeal knot moved slowly and opened the door of the sick room.

"Xiaobai, kid, is it gone?"

Step into the moment, just to hear her hoarse voice asked.

Thinking of the lost child, Qin Sinai's heart ached and his chest heaved violently for several times, trying to calm down the surging emotion, but he could not hide the endless green gray in peach blossom's eyes.

Her tone was so light as to be afraid of anything.

In particular, looking straight at Lin Wan's white eyes is like staring at the last light left in the sky before the sun sets, as if in a blink of an eye, the light will disappear

At the moment when Lin Wan nodded her head, her eyes suddenly dimmed.

Sang Xiaoyu raised the back of his hand with the needle in it and touched it on his abdomen. In fact, it was plain and candid. Where else could he touch it?

But she just kept that movement, kept touching back and forth, and then closed her eyes again. At the moment of her opening, something seemed to die together, "well, it's gone."

Qin Sinian strode forward, bent down like that, and carefully grasped her hand. The elegant peach blossom eyes were not as lazy as usual, but a little intolerant and painful. "Little fish, we are still young, and we will have children again..."

It's not that he won't comfort, it's that he's too poor in words.

Qin Sinian is a doctor, accustomed to the termination of too many lives, but never at this moment, as now, so at a loss. Sang Xiaoyu listened to his words and opened his eyes gently. Then he smiled gently. He also held his hand and pressed it on his belly. "Beast, you know, I secretly gave birth to it at the beginning, but you found it later! I still remember your angry look. You said, I'm not allowed to run with your children! " "But what I didn't expect was that he just quietly disappeared from my body The child is gone, we all don't want to, you don't too sad, maybe you and I have no parents with it! However, I'm very glad now. Fortunately, I didn't remarry with you at that time. Now it's easy! "

"Stop it!" Qin Sinan's suppressed roar.

Different from what he expected, he thought that when she woke up and learned that the child was gone, her mood would collapse.

However, she was calmer than him in the whole process. She didn't cry or have more intense emotions, just like the person who came out of the operating room not long ago wasn't her. Even the calmness made him feel terrible

Qin Sinian's hands were folded and his heart sank infinitely.

He knew it was painful to lose the child, but he was more afraid of the silence in her eyes at this time.

"If I don't say it, I won't say it. I just don't have the strength to say these two words, so I'm tired." After sang Xiaoyu finished speaking, he really took two breaths, but the expression on his face was very light all the time.

When she closed her eyes again, she turned over gently, leaving him only one back.

"Think of new year..."

Suddenly, sang Xiaoyu shouted softly.

It's not only Lin Wan and Bai close their hands, but Qin Sinian is the same. The palm has been closed to feel the dull sound of bones.

Apart from the divorce, she even called her first name and surname once, but she never called him like this. He could feel the vibration from his heart, but also felt the inexplicable panic.

Sure enough, then her voice was weak and indifferent, saying, "let's end it later."

Two ends

Cash and goods paid?

How could she say his name and cruel words in such a soft voice?

Qin Sinan stooped in the body for a moment, and could feel the muscles were stiff. The clothes that had jumped into the river were dry. At this time, the pajamas on his back were wet again and pasted on his back coolly.

……

In the middle of the night, the nurses in the corridor could hardly hear.

At the suggestion of the director of Obstetrics and Gynecology, sang Xiaoyu was left in the hospital for a few more days. On the day of the accident, after Lin Wanbai and Huo Zong left, Hao Yan and Li Xiangsi also came to see her one after another. All they persuaded were the same, trying to make her look away.

Her eyes slowly opened in the dark. She had just been awakened by a nightmare.

The palms and back are sweaty.

I dreamed of the picture when I fell into the river, struggling for my life, but it didn't help. I was sinking more and more. I dreamed that she curled up on the copilot and asked him to save the child again and again in a murmur, and then her eyes were full of white

Sang Xiaoyu couldn't help it, and the hand under the quilt covered her abdomen again.

Mingming has nothing, but she can't help but want to confirm again.

In addition to her bed in the ward, there is a single folding bed beside the window. Qin Sinan, the caregiver, is lying on it. Sang Xiaoyu is always lying on her side. When she is sure that there is no sound, she sits up carefully.

She didn't want to disturb him.

Or she didn't want to trouble him

Who knows, sang Xiaoyu just had the movement, that straight figure has turned down from the folding bed.

If I hadn't been sleeping all the time, I wouldn't have responded so quickly.

In the blink of an eye, Qin Sinai had already arrived at the hospital bed and helped her to sit up. "Little goldfish, do you want to drink water?"

"Well..." Sang did not deny it.

Hearing this, Qin Sinai quickly turned on the emergency light next to the hospital bed, went to the cabinet, poured out most of the water in the thermos, and mixed some cold water. Finally, he tested the water temperature with his palm, and handed it to her.

Close to him, he saw a circle of dark blue under his two eyes and a light green stubble on his chin.

He stayed here most of the night these days and would rush to the ward as soon as the operation was finished.

His white gown is still hanging on the chair beside him, but when he appears in the hospital at ordinary times, he is wearing that white gown, with a straight figure and handsome and charming features. It is rare to see him look like a slovenly man again.

Sang Xiaoyu was silent and reached for it Thank you! "

Qin Sinan's big hand froze.

After drinking the water for half a cup, he took it over when he put it down. Seeing the long thin red blood in the peach blossom eyes and the dark eyes, sang Xiaoyu knew that his heart was also troubled.

After all It's a small life.