Chapter 889

The night is deep.

The rose blooming outside the window has stopped, the night is calm again, the windows of every family are closed again, and they continue to do their own things after watching the bustle, but the smell of residual gunpowder can be faintly smelled in the air.

The room did not turn on the light, and sang Xiaoyu stood motionless, looking away from the glass without focus.

After she refused, Qin Sinai's face cracked.

Looking down, the candlelight sea has been destroyed, and the cleaners are cleaning it up and throwing it into the garbage can.

There was movement from the porch, and then there was a dull sound of footsteps from far and near. It seemed that he had been waiting. Sang Xiaoyu turned over and looked at the past from afar in the dark. Those elegant peach blossom eyes were not set off by the candlelight sea and fireworks, which was particularly gloomy at this time.

Even the expression on his face was stiff, and the masseter muscles on both sides burst out.

Sang Xiaoyu knows that any man will feel very self-esteem when his proposal is rejected.

"Why not?"

A deep voice, as if it were from clenching one's teeth.

Sangxiaoyu looked out of the window. Not long ago, the picture of the rose fireworks blooming in the air seemed to be in full bloom. They were so gorgeous and bright. She had never seen the fireworks that could bloom roses.

She wriggled around her mouth. Her voice was like flowing water. "Animals, not every time I see fireworks, I can be happy."

Qin Sinian's big hand in his trouser pocket clenched, and the diamond ring chrome the lines in his palm.

Sangxiaoyu met his eyes and continued quietly, "you have come to South Africa thousands of miles away, I know what you think, but it is impossible!"

"Why not?" Qin Sinai took a big step forward and asked questions just like before. The light is dim, but he can still distinguish his handsome facial features, and his dark peach blossom eyes stare at her urgently. "Little goldfish, I know, losing your child makes you frustrated, but we will have another child, and we can entrust the father's love and mother's love that this child can't get to later children

son, if one is not enough, we can ask for two, three or more!"

Qin Sinan went on, closer to her.

His nose was heavy, and he tried to lobby. "Jason and my wife have divorced. I told you that she has been back to New York since she was free. It will not affect our relationship again, you..."

"And then?" Sang Xiaoyu suddenly interrupted him.

"Later?" Qin Sinan is stunned.

Sang Xiaoyu's eyelashes vibrated, and her eyes fixed on him for a moment. "Even if she went back to New York, or to any country, if she was unlucky to meet another Jason, do you know that she would be ignored later?"

“……” Qin Sinian is confused.

He didn't really think about it.

Even though he didn't think about it, he couldn't answer it at this time, because he may have no love for song Jiaren for a long time, but he is responsible for his guilt. That's the debt on conscience. If there are similar things happening again, he dare not firmly deny that he won't

Seeing his silence, sang Xiaoyu expected to lead the corner of his mouth.

As a pool of stagnant water in the heart of the empty, desolate wind swept the entire chest, cold and bone piercing.

She lowered her eyes and looked at the big hands firmly wrapped around her. She could see the green tendons under her skin. Sang heard her voice floating out of her tongue. "I love you, beast."

Qin Sinian was really shocked, and his pupils were also shocked twice.

The expression on his face all appeared to doubt, whether a pair of appearance that appears to be auditory hallucination, peach blossom's eyes are unbelievable and surprised to the light at a loss.

These three words

She never said it!

Qin Sinai felt the blood rush up from the soles of his feet. He could not say a word of excitement. The heart in his chest was about to jump out, but he felt a little uneasy in his softness.

The chest under the shirt heaved violently. Before he could get back his voice from the ecstasy, sang Xiaoyu looked up and met his eyes again. "When I love you, although I thought about escaping from the ice city, I couldn't do without it, because my heart is always on you."

"But now I don't love you. Even if I don't choose to come to South Africa and stay in ice city, what matters? My heart It's not on you now, do you understand? "

The turning point came so suddenly that Qin Sinian didn't seem to be ready for it.

He felt that he was just like a man who had just climbed up the cliff. Before he could cheer, he was easily kicked back to the abyss by her.

The proposal was almost a gamble. He thought it would make her change her mind. If not, at least the decision to separate from him could be loosened

Qin Sinai's whole person seemed to be locked, and he could not move for a long time.

Sang Xiaoyu's heart was dead long ago.

With the child who died before he was born.

At the age of 18, sang Xiaoyu met Chi Dong in the University. At that time, she was at the beginning of her ignorant feelings. They had been in love for five years. They had once reached the level of marriage. Unexpectedly, they finally met the betrayal of each other.

It's just that maybe she was too young at that time. She was able to get up soon after being injured. After that, she met Qin Sinian.

The entanglement before and after marriage has lasted for nearly five years. Although there have been many happy times, it's still too short to think of. After all, it still can't escape a full moon. Only she knows how deep the scar is.

From the age of eighteen to twenty-eight, sang Xiaoyu spent ten years, but all of them were infatuated and wrongly paid. She was really a little exhausted, and she no longer had any hope for her feelings, or she was already scared, just wanted to be free

Because people will be afraid of injury, a person, can bear the injury is really limited. "I'm very tired. Whether it was Chi Dong five years ago or you five years later, I feel very tired and even collapsed! I really don't want to be with you again. Every second is very painful for me. I just want to have a new start and forget all the past and live here After saying that, sang Xiaoyu lowered his head.

The hanging hands were raised respectively, the left finger belly was covered on the ring of the right ring finger, and the silver ring was shining in the dark.

In fact, it should have been returned to him

After taking off the ring, sang Xiaoyu reached out and grasped him, then spread out his palm a little bit and put it on it.

At the same time, she looked at him, her eyes were shaking slightly, her low voice seemed to have gone through the ups and downs of thousands of mountains and rivers: "think of the year, even if I beg you, let me go..."

Qin Sinai peach blossom eyes from perplexity, gradually into despair.

All my heart sank into the mire, and I couldn't see any more light.

……

In the early morning, the sun slanted in through the window.

Sang came back slowly from the next room with a pillow in her arms. As soon as she passed through the porch, she could smell the faint smell of tobacco in the air.

Her eyes moved away from the closed bedroom door. She looked at the half open window, and looked down at the garbage can beside the sofa. There were countless cigarette butts in it. He must have smoked for a long time since he left last night.

Sang Xiaoyu put the pillow on the sofa and went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water.

The warm water flowed from her throat to her stomach, and she raised her hand to press the aching temples on both sides.

Turning around, she wanted to get something out of the refrigerator to eat. When she opened it, the milk in two cartons fell down, crackled, and then there were several bananas. The scene inside surprised her.

Each floor is full of food, and there is almost no way to open and close the door normally.

Just as she was still in shock, a sound came from the porch.

Looking back subconsciously, sang Xiaoyu was surprised to see the tall figure coming. When she came back, she saw that the bedroom door was closed. She thought he didn't get up, but he went out early in the morning?

It seems that I went to the supermarket with two full shopping bags in my hand and a paper bag in my arms.

Sang Xiaoyu thought that he must have bought all the things in the refrigerator. Qin Sinian has stepped forward with long legs, put the shopping bag on the semicircle bar, pulled his lips and said, "little goldfish, I've filled the refrigerator for you, and I've bought more food for long-term storage. If you can't get used to the food here, but try to make it a little simple. There are two Chinese recipes in the

noodles!"

The voice of his mouth is hard to ignore.

It seems that he smoked too much and didn't sleep well, because his eye socket was deep, there was a clear blue color under the eyelid, peach blossom eyes were filled with long and thin red blood, the whole person looked particularly haggard.

Sang Xiaoyu slightly pursed the corners of his mouth and remained silent. Qin Sinan opened his shopping bag and looked down to see if there was anything left out. Over and over again, he continued in a low, rusty voice, "you are here alone, the sun here is no more toxic than in China, and you should pay more attention to sun protection, or you will get sunburn, and you should also wear more clothes when it's cool. If you are not comfortable, you must go to the hospital, Don't hold on, I'll buy you some basic medicine! " "Although South Africa is a little bit more dangerous than other African regions, the public security will be a little disordered, especially in the evening, try not to go out, if you go out, you should also find a colleague to accompany you. When you encounter a dangerous police call, it's 10111!"! Remember to have breakfast every day,

lock the door when you go to bed at night and take care of yourself! "

Listening to his words, sang could not help frowning and opening his mouth, "beast, you..." Qin Sinian's elegant peach blossom eyes are raised, which are full of long and gray colors. His thin lips are very shallow, but there is no smile in his eyes. His voice is low and dumb as if it came from the deep throat. "I understand what you said yesterday, and I will respect your decision. If you want to separate, please don't worry. I won't pester you again."

"Well, thank you..." Sang Xiaoyu was stunned.

Qin Sinai's thin lips pulled two times, and then turned to the living room.

He pulled up the suitcase beside the cupboard and looked at her with a deep eyes. It seemed that after a century, he opened his mouth slowly and difficultly, "little goldfish, I'm going!"

Sang Xiaoyu's hands curled up in his sleeves and wriggled around his mouth Goodbye. "

"Goodbye." Qin Sinan pulled his lips.

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