Qin Huainian nodded, "yes, I will tell you!"
His eyes are bright and slanting towards Qinyu.
Qin Yu, with his ears on his head, said: "what do you mean?"
Yes, he's in the way!
Qin Yu turned a white eye at the ceiling, picked up the apples on the ground, and left with a cold hum.
The door of the ward was closed.
Only two of them were left. Qin Huainian took her hand and put it on his palm.
Hao Yan takes a deep breath.
She was a little nervous because she felt that what he said next should not be simple.
The year of Qinhuai was silent for a moment, and then he said slowly, "remember when we went to Luncheng together. The day before we left, I went to see old Mr. Kenny. I mistakenly sucked that thing."
Hao Yan's pupil vibrates.
She was not sure whether it was what she thought. She looked up at him and got a positive answer in his eyes.
Hao Yan's hand trembled.
Rao is that she thought of many difficulties in her mind, but she didn't expect that.
"I didn't think about it until the car accident in New York City." Qin Huai's breath was tight in the year of Qin Huai. He was reluctant to recall those memories. He said painfully, "at that time, the addiction of that thing came up. I once had an illusion. I had no sense and couldn't control my body. When I woke up, I found that I had run into a guardrail. Later, a Shen went to a doctor and got a definite answer after the test. Moreover, the doctor said that there was a lot of that thing in my body."
Hao Yan remembers the accident.
She was frightened at the time.
Fortunately, Qin Huainian was only slightly injured, not seriously. No wonder she said that Jiang Yishen's reaction would be so great when she went to the hospital.
Qin Huai's voice was lowered in the year of Qin Huai. "After we returned to China, the number of attacks became more and more serious. I'm not sure which day I can survive, so I broke up with you..."
Eyes close slightly behind the lens, and emotions rise and fall.
And she said that breaking up was a hundred times more painful than when the addiction happened.
Hao Yan has been listening to him quietly.
The heart is torn apart by pulling over and over.
At the same time, Hao Yan was very angry with him. Suddenly, she thought of Jiang Nuan's words of scolding Jiang Yishen. She just opened her mouth again and choked, "Qin Huainian, you bastard, why don't you tell me! If I knew... "
Qin Huainian sighed, "if you know, you will never let me go."
Then he added, "but the last thing I want is you know, Hao Yan, we all know that it is terrible. Once it is touched, it will destroy people!"
Hao Yan pressed her face into the palm of his hand, and his hands were wet with scalding tears.
Her voice and heart broke together. "Why are you so stupid? At least, I can accompany you!"
Qin Huainian wiped her tears. "What about sugar?"
They don't just have each other.
They are still parents, responsible and should take their children into account.
"I checked a lot of materials and videos, all of them are people suffering from that thing, and they are not like adults at last, and life and death are difficult." In the year of Qin Huai, the eyes are bright and deep.
After a pause, when he continued to speak, his voice fell three points. "There is something that few people know. In fact, Qin Yu and Xin Yue are not the only two children of their husband and wife. When Xin Yue makes a sound, it's a dragon and Phoenix fetus. There's a brother on it. But when he is young and rebellious, he mistakenly inhaled that thing in pub. He failed to quit it, repeated it many times, and finally couldn't bear the addiction attack I killed myself in the sea. "
"So, I can only do this. If I come back intact, everything will not change. If I don't come back, you and your daughter will live well! Hao Yan, I had no choice at that time. I didn't dare to fight a war without assurance. "
Qin Huainian thought that they would grow old together. They would be buried together even if they were afraid of death.
He also thinks that he has strong self-control, but in the face of such things, he is afraid and panicked.
I'm not afraid of ten thousand, just in case.
Qin Huainian was afraid that he could not win, and finally he went to the road of destruction.
Hao Yan's tears are surging.
Qin Huainian raised his lips, and there was a glimmer in his eyes. "After breaking up with you, I went to Luncheng to find ashen. He found a doctor to help me quit that thing. Hao Yan, many times, I thought I couldn't survive, but thinking of you and sugar, I survived. "
So now he can tell her all about it.
Hao Yan's eyes are dense.
What he said is understatement, and the hardships of the process are not mentioned at all, but she knows that he must have suffered a lot in those months when he left her, otherwise, he would not come back to her like nothing happened.
Hao Yan can't imagine that if he doesn't quit eventually, he will probably leave her for the rest of his life.
She got up from the chair and threw herself into his arms.
The clenched fist hit him on the chest, which was full of her heartache and fear.At that time, Hao Yan's eyes were already swollen.
Heartache poured out of her eyes. It was so thick that it couldn't be separated. It all fell heavily on the heart of the year of Qinhuai. It was warm and astringent, and hoarse. "I'm sorry, Hao Yan, I'm not good."
Hao Yan grabs his shoulder hard and sticks it to his arms. "In the year of Qinhuai, you promised me that if there is such a thing in the future, you can't leave me alone, otherwise Otherwise, I really don't want you! "
I didn't have the guts to say that in the end.
Qin Huainian said, "OK, I promise you!"
Although he promised, he knew that he would do it next time.
Like what she said, she couldn't really want him.
The only surprise was that Hao Yan turned around and married someone else.
Qin Huainian picked up her face, kissed her tears with thin lips, and then covered her lips.
It is also an oath of sovereignty.
Lips and teeth depend on each other.
Hao Yan hooks his neck and responds.
The kiss lasted for a long time, until both of them were disorderly breathing.
Hao Yan fell on his chest, eyelashes moist, and told him, "in the year of Qinhuai, I promised to marry the Xi family, except that I couldn't stand by the banker, and I wanted to punish you, punish you for breaking up with me and abandoning me."
Even if it's for her good, even if it's involved or protecting her, she will punish him.
So cruel to leave her.
Qin Huainian nodded, "Hmm!" He deserves to be blamed.
What does Hao Yan think of, frown, "by the way, what's the matter with Zhuang Qintong? When you're gone, she's transferred to New York! "
Qin Huainian said, "I haven't seen her, not once!"
"Well." Hao Yan is satisfied and chuckles.
Others don't need to be asked any more.
Qin Huainian picked her up, turned over and pressed her on the bed, kissed her again.
The untimely ringing of mobile phones interrupts the beauty of the ward.