Chapter 125: Returning home (35)

---Ahh...

Dawn thought as he felt his mind being washed up. He felt tired as hell, and it didn't even feel like he was awake anymore.

He was that tired, and he couldn't even form a single thought now.

And that was only normal. After all, the dots were still here and kept blinking at him.

And what's more, Dawn didn't even know how much time has passed now ever since he started dreaming.

Has it been one day? Two Days? A week? A year?

Dawn didn't know, and that only just served as fuel to his confusion.

And what was worse for Dawn was that he was forced to keep feeling the same feeling ever since.

He couldn't even get angry at this damn dream and at these fucking dots!

He was forced to feel that he was happy at this happening, even though he wasn't!

He was forced to feel happy even though he was angry at this dream!

And that was cruel, even for Dawn. After all, Dawn was a being and a living creature.

He had his own thoughts, own feelings, own opinions about things.

And right now, Dawn was sure that this happiness wasn't his.

After all, he was just feeling it at the moment, and he couldn't even control it.

And that was the most savage thing that ever happened to Dawn.

Dawn was a prideful goblin. He is most likely the most prideful goblin ever since the goblin race was born.

Although being defeated in a battle is a shame for Dawn, what was happening to him right now was crueler.

And the simplest thing that a living creature could do is to feel things.

And now, Dawn couldn't even control that simplest function of a living creature.

That was why this dream was affecting Dawn even more rather than his defeat against the Warmen.

After all, it was as if his body was not his! His emotions, his brain, his heart...all of those weren't even Dawn's as he couldn't even control them!

And that's what made Dawn become like this.

His pride was hurt, and this was the cause.

And if you think about it, it's just normal. After all, what's the point of living if you can't even control a thing in your body?

At least, that's how Dawn viewed things.

---Fucking dream...How do you even kill dreams...

Dawn thought as he began to regain some of his wits together.

His situation right now was so bad that Dawn wanted to kill this dream right now.

The blinking was still there and the dots, but Dawn didn't give a fuck about them right now.

It was as if all the things happening in his dream right now was just a passing moment.

That was how affected Dawn's mind was in this dream.

However, it's not like things would get better just like this.

And Dawn didn't want to lose against some petty dream. And that was why when he got his wits together, he tried to rouse his spirit.

---I'll fucking kill this dream...I swear.

And Dawn did that by thinking about how he would kill the source of this dream!

He would destroy everything in his way, and he would make everything related to this dream regret it!

He would make them regret even being born!

"Grrrr!!"

Dawn bellowed out a roar as he felt his consciousness forming once more.

However, that roar wasn't by his mouth or something like that. 

Dawn just let out a sound in this dream as he forced himself to do that!

And with his instincts together, Dawn was able to get a hold of his fighting spirit!

However, that was not enough as Dawn could feel that his spirit was quickly escaping.

His fighting spirit was about to be eradicated and was about to be replaced once more with the feeling of happiness.

---Fuck!!!

Dawn shouted in his mind as he tried hard to grab on those escaping feelings of anger.

However, that was not all he did as he knew that things would stay the same if it kept going like this.

And what Dawn did in order to make sure that he could escape from this dream was...

---I'll fucking murder all of you motherfuckers!!!!

He raged.

The King of Goblins raged as he tried to get out of this cage!

The cage called dreams, the King of Goblins wanted to destroy it with his rage!

And Dawn continued doing that even though he could feel his senses passing out!

He continued raging even though he could feel his brain heating up!

He continued raging even though he could feel his happiness was burning up!

Dawn didn't give a shit about that happiness, even if it was his.

And that was why Dawn was trying hard to destroy it!

---ARGHHH!!!!!

Dawn shouted out in his mind as he felt being loosened!

Right, Dawn felt one of the shackles pinning him down on this dream was just undone!

However, Dawn didn't let down his guard just because of that.

He knew that if he didn't get out now, he wouldn't be able to later.

And that was why Dawn did the one thing that would make him be able to escape from this dream.

And that was...

"I'll kill you all who dare make me feel like this!!!"

Dawn raged as he made this place shake!

He made the dream go shaking, and even the dots were shaking right now!

However, that was not all that was happening!

This place used to be so dark, and now there was a crack in the air!

And what was even better was that...the two big dots also had cracks on them!

And when Dawn raged some more, the crack became destroyed as this place...shattered completely!

However, Dawn wasn't on his right mind to see that as he raged some more.

---I'll destroy them all!!!

He shouted as he kept pounding on this dream that made him feel worthless.

After all, that happiness wasn't his. Even if it were happiness, Dawn wouldn't allow that.

---At least...this rage is mine!!!!!

And it was then that Dawn finally managed to get out of this hellish dream.