Chapter 187: I won't let myself have that day
Chapter 187 I wont let myself have that day
However, what Su Fu didn't expect was that Gu Jinglan, who was always as gentle as jade and personable, would actually say these words to Zhao Qiuxu.
And Zhao Qiuxu seems to have lost his self-esteem.
She chased him all the way and came to Gu Jinglan's side in order to humble herself, as low as the dust.
Su Fu couldn't figure out how much she liked Gu Jinglan to let him ruin her again and again.
Trampled her self-esteem under her feet and crushed her hard.
Zhao Qiuxu looked at the bonfire that was gradually dimming in the distance, "Would you like to go over and sit with me for a while?"
Su Fu didn't say anything, but followed Zhao Qiuxu silently.
There was only a pile of coals left in the bonfire, still burning.
The fire was red, but gradually turned into ashes.
Zhao Qiuxu opened two small mats, handed one to Su Fu, and sat down on the other.
Su Fu was woken up. She couldn't fall asleep anyway, so why not be kind enough to accompany her.
Zhao Qiuxu looked at the pile of red charcoal fire and said, "Little madman, do you have someone you like?"
Su Fu looked a little confused. What is the concept of eight years?
How many days and nights?
It is unimaginable how Zhao Qiuxu persisted. It takes a lot of perseverance to like someone for eight years, and a heart that is still unwilling to give up despite being riddled with wounds.
Gu Jinglan always has no shortage of women around him?
Zhao Qiuxu smiled bitterly, her eyes filled with water, "Yes, even if he never lacks women around him, even if he hangs out with different women. I just like him like a bitch, and I also know that I am very attractive to people like this." I look down upon it, but there is nothing I can do..."
Zhao Qiuxu turned her head, her tearful eyes seemed to be filled with magic under the starry sky, "Little madman, do you believe that when you really fall in love with someone, you will be willing to do it for him unconditionally?" Lowering the bottom line. Even breaking through one's own bottom line and principles again and again..."
Soph chuckled lightly and had her dignity stepped on and crushed under his feet?
She can't do it.
It is also never allowed.
If one day, her love is conditional on her losing her dignity, then she would rather not do it.
No, I will never have that day.
"Why?"
Sufu stood up and looked up at the stars in the sky: "I will not let myself have that day. If the person I love doesn't love me, I would rather not love."