The young woman spoke her mind, and it seemed that at this moment, she began to envy others.
But before that, she also had all this.
Lu Weiwei patted the young woman on the shoulder, nodded in agreement and said:
"Don't say it's you, who wouldn't envy such a love?"
"But now the price is high, only love is not enough, love can't be eaten as a meal, a girl pays for her life, her future, how can she guarantee her life without material things?"
"So, the material base is very important. At this stage, let's find a way to make money."
What Lu Weiwei said was very realistic, or in other words, she was just telling a cruel truth.
The young woman also couldn't help but sighed: "Actually, what you said is quite correct. In my understanding, love is a noble word to me."
"I don't think I'm good enough for everyone. Now I just want to live alone. I don't want light to illuminate my life."
"Are you so confused?" Officer Wang was a little negative when he saw the young woman.
But the young woman said indifferently: "Confused? Isn't this the path I had to take when I gritted my teeth? Why did I even start to question myself?"
"Perhaps the more difficult I am, the more I have to calm down. Not everyone is qualified to walk the difficult road."
"Just like when I was studying, I have basically forgotten all the knowledge that the teacher gave me, but I have always remembered what the society gave me."
"The teacher's words are bitter before sweet, and I have persisted year after year. The so-called chasing the wind and the moon, don't stay, there are spring mountains everywhere."
"In my opinion, I stopped pretending to have a lot of friends, but returned to loneliness and started a life alone with the real me."
"Sometimes, because of loneliness, I can't bear the torment of emptiness, but I would rather maintain my self-esteem in this way."
"Nor would I want to trade shame for that kind of superficial friend."
Taking a deep breath, the young woman was also filled with emotion: "Actually, I still feel guilty towards Ah Hao."
"Although he has character flaws and is not perfect, he helped me at a critical moment and got my family out of debt."
"You want to say, because of this matter, Ah Hao wants to break up with me, and I admit it."
"At least, I got money from him and paid off my dad's debts with interest. I thank him."
"It's also a good thing to have guilt in my heart. This guilt will always torture me and torture me in the dead of night, so that I will always remember my mistakes."
"Let me face life more clearly. I don't care why good people have a harder life than bad people."
"I only care about whether anyone has a bad life because of me."
Clenching Lu Weiwei's right hand, the young woman choked up for a while, but she still tried her best to restrain her sadness, and said slowly:
"Sister, I finally understand now. People say that there are no purely good and bad people, but just a group of selfish and stupid higher creatures."
"I couldn't understand this sentence before, but now, I have to wake up in time and be willing to do everything."
"I know that we are all heading for different lives, hoping to earn something more precious than money in the days when we can't make a lot of money."
"That's right, it should have been like this a long time ago." Seeing that the young woman was still thinking about it, Lu Weiwei couldn't help but encourage her and said:
"Being a person and doing things should be like this. You need to not forget your original intention, and feelings are not the only one."
"En." Wiping the teardrops from the corners of her eyes, the young woman nodded silently, and said involuntarily:
"I seem to understand my original intention. I like to travel, but I don't have friends to accompany me, but I am afraid of being alone."
"But now I understand that I can go a long way with a person and a cat. I don't need false love, I just need to keep my heart."
"You only need to study at the age when you should study, and make progress when you should work."
"Some people use too much affection and are very smart. After a long time, they develop some wisdom and rationality, which can dilute the need for love, and I am like this."
"In other words, I have seen through myself. It is difficult to have love. It is better to live on your own, and don't tear your heart for others."
Taking a deep breath, the young woman tried her best to calm down and opened her heart:
"There is nothing wrong with an old cat lying motionless under a tree, quietly waiting for death."
"Use absolute sobriety and reason to suppress emotions that shouldn't be there. This is the sobriety in the world."
"But now I have left Haidong City, where I have been living, and went to this strange Jiangnan City. I don't know what will happen to me in the future. I feel very lonely now."
"Don't worry." Gu Chen also saw this woman, who came out of the shadows of a discriminated single-parent family, but was forced to stay away from her hometown. She was really pitiful, and said comfortingly:
"Loneliness is a funny feeling, the impossible, don't wait, don't remember, don't expect."
"In fact, everyone is very strange. They hate themselves for mediocrity, feel that they cannot have love, and feel that the opposite sex cannot accept their shortcomings just like themselves."
"At the same time, you will long to be loved, to be accepted, to live in reality and fantasy life, but these are not absolute."
After a pause, Gu Chen said again: "Of course, I'm not advocating everyone to have fun and escape. Everyone knows whether it's good or bad."
"I mean, we have to make bold choices, and maybe one of them will succeed, right? Failure follows everywhere."
"It's like when I was young, I only did what I liked, and when I grew up, I only did useful things. I doubted what I believed in before, and then overthrew myself in the previous stage."
"I will take the unknown and confusion, and firmly move to the next stage."
Seeing that the young woman was in a stable mood at the moment and was listening carefully, Gu Chen continued:
"The reason why we think growth is a bad thing is probably because the essence of growth is self-betrayal."
"None of us has become what we like, and we still have a lot of detours to go."
"There will be disappointment and regret because of countless people or things, but everything will tell us the meaning of life after it is over."
"The so-called growth is to use time to slowly polish your eyes. When you are young, you value it, but when you grow up, you will see it as a feather, and when you are young, you will take it lightly, but when you grow up, you will see it as Mount Tai."
"That's right." Seeing that Gu Chen's consolation is of a certain level, with a set of philosophical thinking, Police Officer Wang has been deeply influenced by Gu Chen in the past few years, and he is also deeply touched, so he interjected:
"Gu Chen is right. Maybe many people will say that they like you because you are good-looking, have temperament, and are very sensible."
"And some people like you because they see you crying, he understands your pain, and wants to give you hugs, cakes and love."
"But you also need to know that someone once burned himself for you in the starlight of the crowd."
"His best youth is related to you, so you don't have to be normal if you want to be happy."
Lying on the seat, with a faint sigh, Police Officer Wang also raised his head to think, and said involuntarily:
"I remember my smile when I was a child is a kind of mood. When I grow up, laughter is a kind of expression."
"Haha, you still understand, old Wang." Hearing what Police Officer Wang said, Lu Weiwei couldn't help laughing and said:
"I was so stupid when I was young, I was looking forward to growing up, the so-called taste of one year old, one station has another scenery."
"Flowers will bloom again, people will never be young again, and there will be troubles at any age."
"Everything is like a dream. In a blink of an eye, our childhood and youth have disappeared."
"And each stage also has its own pressure. Don't miss the past happiness, and don't complain about the current pressure. Just live in the present moment."
Patting the young woman on the shoulder, Lu Weiwei said with concern: "Sister, are you going to join friends and relatives when you come to Jiangnan City this time? Or are you looking for a job alone?"
"I came out alone to find a job," said the young woman.
"What? That is to say, you have no relatives or friends in Jiangnan City?" Yuan Shasha, who was on the side, was stunned when she heard these remarks.
But the young woman nodded to confirm: "That's right, because Ah Hao's credit card was maxed out, his mother has a big prejudice against me, and maybe he will ask me to pay back the money."
"At first, I thought that if Ah Hao loves me so much, he might get past the fucking barrier."
"But now it seems that I took it for granted. Her mother is a typical businessman. She only has interests in her mind. She is a shrewd strong woman."
"She feels that I will be a drag on Ahao and their family. She feels that I will be a burden no matter how I marry into their family."
Taking a deep breath, the young woman shook her head helplessly: "I don't know what to do? Even Ah Hao, whom I have always been optimistic about, is not on my side now."
"I'm scared, I'm really scared, Ah Hao will choose to stand with his mother, and for the money, I'm afraid that Ah Hao will not be able to withstand the pressure, and will find a way for me to make up the money according to his mother's request."
Covering her face with her hands, the young woman burst into tears: "I am a weak woman who has just graduated, and I have endured too much pressure."
"Families heavily in debt finally got a chance to breathe, but in a blink of an eye, the love was gone."
"If Ah Hao's mother forces me to pay back the money, I might really commit suicide by jumping into the river."
"Don't do stupid things." Seeing the young woman talk nonsense in frustration, Gu Chen also warned in advance.
Seeing this, Police Officer Wang also patted the young woman on the shoulder, and said with a smile, "You girl, what's wrong with you? How dare you say such stupid things."
"You are still young, you still have a lot of youth, are you just giving up?"
"Since Ah Hao was your boyfriend at the beginning, and his boyfriend helped his girlfriend's family and paid off the debt, it was within his ability. If the money was given as a gift, if his mother wants to recover it, it may be legal and legal. The moral aspect is not dominant."
After a pause, Officer Wang said again: "Just like you, you have been Ah Hao's girlfriend these years, isn't your youth youthful? Youth is also priceless."
"I think Ah Hao, as long as he has a conscience, he will not ask you to recover the money. If this Ah Hao is so heartless, it also means that you were wrong at the beginning, and it is not a loss to break up now."
As soon as Police Officer Wang finished speaking, he suddenly felt that he had also become mercenary?
After all, this debt is not a small sum.
If it were an ordinary family, they might be furious, but Ahao's family has good conditions, and the money is really nothing to their family.
So choosing to help the young woman at the beginning is also a kind of gift, but the premise is that the young woman is not borrowing, which Police Officer Wang knows very well.
But when Police Officer Wang wanted to confirm the situation, Gu Chen took the lead and asked:
"What did you say between you and Ahao at the beginning? You borrowed that money? Or did Ahao voluntarily give it to you?"
"It was given by Ahao voluntarily." Seeing that Gu Chen was so curious, the young woman didn't hide it, and said straightforwardly:
"Because I was desperate at the beginning, I explained my family's situation to Ah Hao, and I also explained to him that I had already promised those creditors that I would pay off my father's debt with principal and interest within the stipulated time."
"They also promised not to trouble my dad anymore, so Ah Hao was afraid that I would be hurt and wanted to help me, so he asked how much he owed?"
"I said it was more than 340,000 yuan with interest, and I said he couldn't help me."
Speaking of this, the young woman seemed to be ashamed of herself, she secretly glanced at the people around her, and then said:
"Actually, at that time, I deliberately used aggressive methods to provoke Ahao. I just wanted him to help me, but I couldn't say it clearly."
"Of course, what is Ah Hao's personality? I know it very well, and I know he will definitely help me."
"And after maxing out his credit card limit, he clearly told me that the money was for my dad to repay the debt. He was a gift, not a loan from me."
"That's good. If that's the case, then you don't have to worry about Ah Hao's mother asking you for money." Hearing what the young woman said, Lu Weiwei calmed down, and then said:
"But you have to remember that Ahao helped you so much back then, if you need to, you should also know how to be grateful."
"I know." Blinking her teardrop eyes, the young woman also choked up and said:
"So, now Ahao's mother hates me to the core. She scolded me in the restaurant that day just to make me quit."
"It seems that she may also know the current situation of my family, and doesn't want me to stay in Jiangnan City."
"The reason why she is so cold may also be suggesting to me that I should get out of Haidong City and stay away from her son."
Sucking her nose, the young woman said helplessly, "So, I have no choice but to leave my hometown."
"Because only in this way can I give an explanation to Ahao's family and his mother."
"Otherwise, that money will overwhelm me."
Wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes, the young woman also choked up and said, "So, this time I came to Jiangnan City to look for a job. I also want to change my environment and start a new life."
"And those old things in Haidong City will never have anything to do with me again."
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