Chapter 66: Competition

Chapter 66: Competition

As we walked around the roads of the Marionette faction, we stumbled upon a street food stall with tons of people gathering in front of it.

It's already noon and I could already feel my stomach growling. Karoon joined the crowd to buy whatever food they were selling and she asked me to wait for her.

After a few minutes, she finally came out with a huge smile on her face while holding four sticks in her hands.

"The hell is that?"

No seriously, the hell is that?

She chuckled while handing over the things that she was holding in me. The thing's tail swayed as it came closer to my face. "It's a grilled rat, try it, it's delicious."

Those really were huge rats impaled to the sticks. The skins were already removed but the shape of the rat was apparent. The orange sauce was slowly falling from the body.

And here I thought, the worst thing they have here was the wild boar eyes.

"Ah." I turned my back to her and attempted to walk away. "I wonder what they have in the restaurant today."

"But I already bought it! I bought 2 for you and 2 for me. You should try it first."

"I hope they have beef stew in there."

"Why are you ignoring these grilled rats? You said you want to have a taste of the street food here?"

I faced her and released a sigh. "Yeah, I get it. I just thought you would bring to a place that has food that you know... simple? Those are freaking rats you are holding, what would you feed me next? grilled frogs?"

"Do you want some grilled frog? I can buy you a stick or 2."

"That's not what I meant." I grabbed the 2 sticks she was handing at me. "You really love this kind of food, aren't you?"

She repeatedly nodded. "I know a place where we can eat and sit. There is a park around here where I occasionally go."

"There is a park in this faction?"

She chuckled. "Apology accepted!"

"I'll eat my second now," I announced while gazing at the forest in front of us.

While eating, we remained silent while feeling the gentle wind kept blowing in our direction.

Why haven't I found this place sooner?

"You know what, Mister Casimir."

"Hmm?"

"I'm sorry about earlier."

I veered my gaze at her. "For what?"

She looked down. "I shouldn't take your kindness to help me as if it's a bad thing, it's unfair, I think."

"I have already forgotten about it until you mentioned it again. Why? You thought that I looked down at you just because you couldn't bend a metal bar? I'm not."

"I know, but... I couldn't help but feel that way because..."

"Because what?"

She slowly exhaled. "I don't want you to see me as someone who is weak or useless. And when you helped me earlier, even though that wasn't your intention, that's what I felt and it hurt so much."

"Why though?"

She stood up and looked at me with sadness in her eyes. "Because I'm always seeing you as my competition. Even before you arrived. All those ten years, I worked hard to be what I am right now and the least thing I want to happen is to see you looking down at me."

"Karoon."

"I want to be a better person, so Tan-tan could finally see that I have my own worth as well. Even though I know that you already have all of her admiration without even trying or even a competition. All I want is for her to see that I am here too, not just you. I am worthy of admiration too."