Chapter 37

Damn it! Laozi’s chrysanthemum had been penetrated?!I pretended to be calm on the surface, but my heart had long gone through ups and downs.

Since Lou Shumo thought that I was currently feeling the sensation in my mouth, then why didn’t I keep it up and let him think that he was really sticking his fingers into my mouth.

After all, if he knew that his fingers were actually scraping the flesh walls of my rear hole, he might as well shoot me!

Hence, I endured the discomfort and said, “Yeah…… My mouth feels it, so you must stop.” After speaking, I was about to grab the condom he was playing with. However, Lou Shumo quickly avoided me and moved the condom out of my reach.

I was a bit flustered and felt exasperated. Fuck, what was this bastard doing?!

“Wait a minute, I want to know. What does your mouth feel at this moment?” Lou Shumo asked, while scratching the insides of the condom with his two fingers.

But no matter how much he tickled the condom, my mouth wouldn’t feel anything.

That’s because… I can feel the fingers in my ass.

“It feels…… like you are poking my mouth with a ballpoint pen!” I replied like this. However, my hole below was unable to endure it anymore because of Lou Shumo. I could only clamp my legs and had to hold onto the bed with both hands for support. Otherwise, I wouldn’t be able to sit still.

In order to prevent Lou Shumo from noticing anything strange, I deliberately opened my mouth in front of him.

After Lou Shumo saw me do so, his eyes darkened and he approached me. He cupped my chin and said, “Then, how would you feel if I kissed you like this?”

After Lou Shumo said this, he didn’t wait for me to react and just suddenly leaned over. Then, he gently kissed the corners of my lips.

“……” I blinked my eyes, as I was frozen in place.

Seeing that I didn’t resist, Lou Shumo began to hug me. He was so pleased that he lost his own sense of measure. Immediately afterwards, his kiss suddenly became overwhelming.

At first, he just sucked on my upper lip hard, and commented, “So soft.”

I was about to scold him, but before I could speak, his tongue slipped inside my mouth. It was warm and slippery, making me reflexively suck his tongue.

When I sucked on it, I seemed to have flipped a switch in Lou Shumo right then and there. He suddenly pushed me down on the bed, overwhelming me with a great amount of force. Lou Shumo pressed his down hand on the bed. Meanwhile, his fingers controlled the condom, rubbing it against the mattress. This movement caused my flesh walls to be stimulated several times in succession. I couldn’t help, but grab onto Lou Shumo’s clothes with my hands.

At this moment, Lou Shumo’s tongue began to move frantically in my mouth, as if trying to lick every corner of my mouth.

Above, my mouth was being fondled by his tongue. Meanwhile, I was also being rubbed by his fingers below, which made me feel like I was being assaulted in both the front and the rear.

“Ooh…… Mn……”

Lou Shumo’s tongue had been tyrannically swirling inside my mouth. I was a little angry and felt it was a bit unbearable, so I lightly bit his tongue with my teeth, trying to make him suffer a loss.

In a short while, Lou Shumo opened his eyes and looked at me in surprise. I stared back at him, feeling smug.

I just never expected that after Lou Shumo was taken aback for a bit, he began to suck on my tongue. He kept on licking and sucking, like a baby sucking on a pacifier.

“Mmm…… Mm!” My tongue became numb due to the sucking, so I kept using my hands to beat him on the shoulder. However, the more I hit him, the feistier he became.

In the end, I figured that since I couldn’t beat him, I might as well just enjoy it.

In any case, I didn’t seem to hate kissing Lou Shumo. It would be better if I couldn’t feel his fingers constantly moving in my ass.

Once I figured it out, I tried to kiss Lou Shumo back. He stuck his tongue inside my mouth and I sucked on it. He sucked on my upper lip, and I bit his lower lip. There was a tacit cooperation between us. I even placed my hand on his shoulder to be more comfortable, which made our bodies stick even closer together.

The mingling of lips and tongues emitted a shameful sound, which seemed so loud in the quiet room. It made my heart throb. Ah, I just hoped that Lou Shumo couldn’t hear how fast my heartbeat was at that moment.

This kiss lasted for a long time. I couldn’t even tell how long it lasted. I only knew that when Lou Shumo let go of me, my whole body was already weak and powerless. I could only gasp as I laid on the bed.

“Xiaoyu, I have noticed that recently, you don’t seem to resist my touch.” Lou Shumo sat up, moving away from my body. He straightened out his clothes and turned to look at me. He said, “Does it mean that you are also attracted to me?”

I looked at Lou Shumo, a clothed beast, as he straightened his own clothes. It looked like he just went through some kind of exercise, making my mind play out many restricted images. Damn it, Lou Shumo couldn’t have brainwashed me, right?

However, what Lou Shumo just stated was also true. I really didn’t resist his touch very much. Although it was possible due to me becoming a condom, if the person was someone else and not Lou Shumo, then I wouldn’t be able to accept it. I would only feel sick and disgusted.

“I don’t know. I haven’t thought about it yet.” I also sat up from the bed, then grabbed the condom from Lou Shumo’s hand while he wasn’t paying attention.

The moment the condom moved away from Lou Shumo’s fingers, my rear hole also felt the withdrawal. I felt relieved, but at the same time, I actually felt a sense of emptiness?!

Uh, it should be an illusion.

Lou Shumo moved his finger and said, “Right, I’m still waiting for you to think about it. So, is this condom considered as used now?”

That was a good question. I almost forgot about it until he reminded me. Therefore, I said, “Not really, you can keep it first and uh, help me by using it next time.”

“Hm? How can it be considered as used up?”

“You have to ejaculate……” I spoke with difficulty.

“Oh, that’s easy. If you kiss me, I can jerk off right now.” Lou Shumo seriously said.

“Didn’t we just kiss just now?!” I was angry.

Lou Shumo smiled and said, “But then, you also said that just now. I want it now.”

“……” I thought about it carefully. There was nothing wrong with kissing, but if Lou Shumo jerked himself off in front of me, wouldn’t he still be inserting it in my back hole?!

Therefore, I said, “No, you can keep the condom this way first. Let’s talk about that next time.”

Lou Shumo looked at me deeply, then nodded and said, “Okay.”

When Lou Shumo sent me back from his apartment, it was already in the middle of the night, two o’clock to be exact. I quickly changed my clothes and took a bath. This situation seemed a bit familiar.

When I came out of the bathroom, I saw the melted ice cream pooled on the floor. As well as…… the stabbed condom next to the ice cream. After a pause, I walked over to clean it up.

Was I attracted to Lou Shumo? I would blush and my heart beats very fast because of him. I also didn’t resist his intimate touches very much. Moreover, he was still the online dating partner that I had once liked. Judging from all these signs, the answer seemed to be on the verge of coming out into the open.

I sighed. When I knew that I liked Shu Ke, it only took less than three days for me to admit it. Now, I’m dawdling and delaying, which was not my style at all.

However, I didn’t think much of this issue because after I laid down in bed, I fell asleep within seconds.

When my consciousness was transported to Lou Shumo’s bedroom, I carefully looked around and found that he didn’t sleep in the bedroom again. However, I was also not in the drawer. I was placed on the desk and there was actually an iPad in front of me. There was also a movie playing on the screen.

“……” What’s going on here? Did Lou Shumo fall asleep halfway through watching it?

I looked out with the magical perspective of the condom and found Lou Shumo lying on the living room sofa. He had already fallen asleep.

Returning my perspective back here, I found a note on the table. Using the light coming from the screen, I could see the words on the note.

“Xiaoyu, if you’re feeling bored, you can watch the movie. I’ve already adjusted the playlist for you. You can watch this all night. If you have any movies or TV Dramas you want to watch, you can send them to me on WeChat. I will set them for you in advance.”

“In addition, I’m afraid that if I’m in the same bedroom as you, I wouldn’t be able to endure it and take advantage of the situation, so I’ll sleep in the living room. When you think about it, we’ll work on the condom issue.”

Lou Shumo was quite considerate. I thought happily in my heart.

But he’s so stupid. Why didn’t he move me to the living room and sleep on his own bed instead? Shouldn’t that be more reasonable?

The next day, I naturally sent a list of shows I wanted to watch. I also put out the suggestion of making him sleep on the bed and putting me in the living room.

He only replied with two syllables. No wait, I should say two letters.

[Lou Shumo]: OK

Damn it, wasn’t this guy pursuing me? He’s still acting so aloof.

In the next few days, my condom life suddenly became better. Every night, I had movies and TV shows that I liked to watch to pass the long night.

However, Lou Shumo was not idle either. He often runs over and kisses me while I am watching a movie, which makes my heart jump with fright. I couldn’t calm down for a long time.

Of course, on the surface, Lou Shumo was just kissing a condom. If this scene was photographed by anyone at this time, I’m afraid that he would be expelled from the school and be placed first in the Pervert Rankings.

These days, in fact, I had also carefully considered it. I even considered whether my parents would be able to withstand the stimulation if I came out of the closet with Lou Shumo.

However, this was still too far in the future.

“Like, don’t like, like, don’t like, like……” I sat on the ground, counting the pile of condom boxes and finally stopped at ‘like’. At that moment, I came back to my senses.

There were originally 99 boxes. Of course, the result of such a number can only be ‘like’.

But I felt that this answer was in line with the thoughts in my heart.

On Thursday night, Lou Shumo left me a message, saying that he had to go out of town for a three-day business trip to handle company matters on the app. He also gave me the password to his apartment, so that I could set the shows that I wanted to watch by myself.

In this three-day period, I missed him every day.

Even if we were still in a cold war a while ago, I could still see the other person. As long as I adjusted the magical perspective of the condom, the beauty of the sleeping man could still be seen at any time, which was very quick and convenient.

However, the magical perspective of the condom could only have a certain range it could see. When he went to a foreign country, I really couldn’t see him and I couldn’t touch him. I felt a small void in my heart.

I think… I like him.

The night Lou Shumo came back, I made the biggest decision in my life.

That is, to date Lou Shumo.

I have walked on the gay path and there was no turning back

After figuring it out, everything suddenly became clear to me. Anyway, I have feelings for him. I should try dating him to see. If we’re not suitable for each other, then it wouldn’t be too late to break up.

The decision had been finalized. The way to implement it was another issue.

After Lou Shumo came back from abroad, I waited for him to approach me and ask for my decision. Flowers were still being delivered every day. Sᴇaʀch* Thᴇ N0ᴠᴇFɪre.nᴇt website on Gøøglᴇ to access chapters of nøvels early and in the highest quality.

Wasn’t he the one who said that he couldn’t wait too long? I couldn’t tell from his actions how he was in a hurry.

He was not rushing, but I was in a rush.

Thus, I decided that I’d better do it myself.

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I pondered about it for a day. That night, I took out my phone and logged into the app. I opened the Private Task column and selected the [QiongLouYuYu] ID.

There was actually a hidden feature in the app that many users had not yet discovered, which was the one-on-one Private Research Tasks. If Lou Shumo hadn’t told me this before, I wouldn’t have known it.

Therefore, I initiated a Private Research Task to [QiongLouYuYu]

Researcher [Xiao Shuaiyu] launched a Private Task to researcher [QiongLouYuYu]: Would you like to accept the “Being Gu Xiaoyu’s boyfriend” Research Task?

Ahh, I’m so nervous. I was feeling as nervous as I did when I first confessed to Shu Ke four years ago.

After I sent out the Private Task, I nervously waited for a whole day, but Lou Shumo didn’t even reply to me.

Huntress: Why did Lou Shumo not reply? Did he change his mind? Did he finally think that waiting for GXY was not worth it? Find out in the next chapter!

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