Chapter 189

Lin radial felt that his heart, which had never felt existence in his chest, began to beat violently, and his eyes became brighter and brighter.

Yao Shu's face was burning with his burning eyes, so he had to hold up his glass again: "well, what do you always look at others to do?"

The wine cup in Lin's hand touched her lightly and drank it all.

The sweet scented osmanthus flowered down the throat. The nose tip and mouth were full of light fragrance of flowers and wine, which made Lin radial think of the light fragrance of Yao Shu.

Then she asked, "is it good to drink?"

Lin radial nodded.

Yao Shu smile, lips with a cunning look, a pair of peach blossom eyes implied feelings: "both drink my wine, but also do not want to tell me, today why upset?"

The man rubbed the porcelain cup with his fingertips and pursed his lips.

He said in his mind: how can there be anything I don't want to tell you, but this strange mood is hard to understand, and I don't know where to start.

Yao Shu waited patiently, listening to him, but what he said was a long time ago.

"As soon as I remember, I knew my aunt didn't like me. She has a short temper, but the second and third brothers can at least make her smile after doing the same thing. No matter how hard I try, all I get is blame. "

"I don't know how to please her, sometimes it seems that my existence can cause her to be bored. I can only not speak, or less appear in front of her

"She thought I was a nuisance at home, so I got up early in the morning and went to work in the field. She scolded me for eating too much, and I ate very little every time. I wanted her not to get angry all the time. But in the end, she began to scold me for being boring. Even outsiders knew that she didn't like me. She would complain to others that the eldest son was born to collect debts and was ungrateful, I didn't even say a good word. "

"Then I learned that no matter how much I tried to satisfy her, it was meaningless. What I didn't want from her is that she didn't come to meet my demands

He spoke of Wang's in a low voice, as if he were telling other people's stories and talking about an unrelated person. But Yao Shu could clearly feel the loss and pain behind these words.

She thought of Lin radial, who was about the same age as ah Zhi, to work in the field just for her mother's smile and praise.

But Wang refused to give him any warmth.

Will he run to the back mountain alone, with tears in his eyes, ask God why his mother never likes himself?

Will you still have a little hope after countless disappointments that your mother originally loved you?

"I thought that in her heart, I was just the one of the three brothers who didn't please her She loves the third younger brother and is good at food and drink for his study. I have never said a word more. So later, in order to collect the money for the third brother, I couldn't even get the money for free corvee, so I had to go to the battlefield. In my mind, go ahead and give birth to kindness. Isn't it just like this that I can repay? "

"But it's nothing, nothing."

Men's voice is still so flat, has not been wronged in general. But the more Lin radius is like this, Yao Shu more is to feel a sour nose rushed up the eyes, she carefully restrain breathing, not let the voice of choking out.

Until he raised his head and looked at Yao Shu, his eyes twinkled with emotion and his words became fierce: "but she shouldn't treat you and children like that after I left. She shouldn't even leave you a way to live! I thought it would be a family, but I don't know that even my wife and children can't stand the man I've called Niang for 20 years! "

"Asher, I regret it. I'm sorry for you, but I didn't take good care of your mother and son... "

Lin radial's consistent and resolute face showed a look of pain, mixed with remorse and guilt, and showed it to Yao Shu.

She found out that Lin radial was not without feelings -

his indifference and indifference did not concern him at all. He just wanted to hide his fragile and caring self.

He is used to using the mask of indifference to show people, used to ignore his heart, in the end let everyone believe that he is cold and heartless.

Yao Shu held out his hand and held him in a low voice: "no, I'm sorry, you've done a good job, ah radial, you've done very well."

She recalled that a few days ago, when he just came home from the battlefield, he heard that his wife and children couldn't live in the Lin family. After he found Yaojia village, the children resisted. Yao Shu insisted on taking his children to make peace with him.

Thinking of this, Yao Shu began to feel pain in his heart, and his tears fell down. He couldn't speak: "I shouldn't, I..."

If she had not been so resolute on that day, would the damage to Lin radial be much less?

Lin Du's hand was tightly held by Yao Shu, and the other hand was raised to wipe away the continuous tears on her face. He said with some heartache, "I knew you would cry, so I would not say that."

Yao Shu shook his head and clenched his lower lip.

Lin radial's finger belly is a thick one completely different from Yao Shu's soft cheek. He cherishes to wipe away those tears, those tears flowing for him.He is used to the indifference and neglect of all people, and never thought that there would be tears for him in this life. Yao Shu cried silently, and his warm tears were hot to Lin radial's heart.

The man said in a dumb voice, "well, my face is crying."

Yao Shu choked and looked up, and then he put out his hand and hammered him: "I'm in love. You don't understand..."

Lin radial thought that the past was unfair, but when he saw Yao Shu more aggrieved, he couldn't help laughing. He put Yao Shu in his arms and heard her cry more loudly.

"How could she do this to you! You are so kind, I can't spare her! "

See her incoherent look, cry like a child, as if he had not shed tears out. In the middle of the heart, the sound of Yao's heart was slowly depressed.

He put his arms around Yao Shu's warm body and comforted her over and over again: "it's all over, it's gone."

When Yao Shu's intense emotion slowly calms down, Lin radial just let her go.

Shoulder has been wet into a piece, cool, because the clothes are dark, can not see, but the sense of existence is very strong.

She was the one who was out of breath, but Yao Shu asked Lin Du, "are you still suffering now?"

The man looked gentle. He adjusted the hair between Yao Shu's forehead with his fingers and said to her, "in fact, it's not hard for a long time. Now I know that she is not my biological mother, everything has been explained, and I just feel relieved. "

Yao Shu took a look at Lin radial, bit his lower lip and asked in a low voice, "but You don't mean to acknowledge your family? "

Lin radial poured osmanthus wine, rubbed the glass, and drank slowly.

He frowned as if in distress and said to her, "ash, I don't know how to get along with him."

Yao Shu Leng Leng, silent thought for a long time, to understand the meaning of Lin radial.

Lin radial grew up alone when he was young. Maybe he never imagined that he would have his elders who loved him one day.

He knew that his parents were someone else, that they were not indifferent to him, but they were no longer there.

And Xie Qian to him, after all, is just a stranger with blood relationship.

How should he face Xie Qian? In the Lin family for more than 20 years, he never understood how to get along with his elders except silence.

Yao Shu seldom saw Lin radial in distress.

In her eyes, Lin radial has always been calm and resolute. In the past, he separated from the Lin family, which was crisp and neat without any hesitation.

But now the tangled expression of Lin radial, but more real and lovely.

She couldn't help bending her eyes, nestled close to him and said in a soft voice, "if you don't know how to get along with each other, let it be. How do you think ah Zhi and AZ talk to their uncles? They've never been bothered by this. "

In front of the two uncles, ah Zhi and ash were always close and natural, and they had never been together before.

It can be seen that the existence of blood relationship can naturally connect people with each other.

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