Yao Shu and a Zhi talked for a while, then let him out to play.
The woman looks at the figure of her son, but her mind has been thinking about the dialogue between a Zhi and just now.
She clearly remembers the fate of Lin Zhi in the original book.
Lin Zhi is very clever -
he didn't rely on his father's status, but he passed the scientific examination and became an official in the court.
In fact, as Lin's eldest son, Lin Zhi could use his father's contacts at will.
With the help of his father's influence in the army, he took root in the court step by step, gained trust and played with people's hearts. Finally, he secretly communicated with other nationalities, and finally was dismembered for the crime of betraying the country.
When Yao Shu read about Lin Zhi's fate, he was not happy with what he had done, but sympathized with his experience
From childhood to adulthood, Lin Zhi was dependent on each other, only his younger brother and younger sister.
Lin Zhihen's father, who guards the border and ignores them, hates this treacherous, hypocritical and jackal court, and hates his stepmother, who is the daughter of Shangshu, who always stands high and suppresses them secretly.
Lin Zhi goes to court every day and greets everyone around him with a smile. But only Lin Si understands that his brother's heart has been distorted by hatred.
She sat on the throne of concubine, is to help her brother revenge - revenge for the injustice of fate, as well as the cause of this injustice.
As long as Yao Shu thought of the ending of the original book, he could not stop his panic.
The whole day passed in such a state of mind.
When the children all went to bed at night and Lin radial came home, Yao Shu finally found a person to discuss.
As soon as Lin radial got home and was still changing clothes, he saw Yao Shu's strange appearance and asked her, "what happened today?"
Yao Shu took out a clean middle coat from the wardrobe and handed it to Lin radial. With a lingering annoyance on his face, Yao Shu whispered to Lin radial, "today's elder brother came here and said that Lin Hong had been taken home."
Lin radial a Leng, eyebrows slightly frown, comfort Yao Shu way: "Ashu, I will deal with the Lin family, you don't touch."
He should have thought that Yao Shu also hated that family.
But Yao Shu shook his head: "it's not because of the Lin family..."
It's rare for her to be so sad. After changing her clothes, as usual, she sat under the oil lamp and said to her, "come here, let's have a chat."
Yao Shu Shun sat down beside him and listened to the man ask in a low and pleasant voice: "what's the matter? Not happy? "
A familiar smell came from a man. He looked attentive and looked at Yao Shu with tolerant and understanding eyes, which made her feel a familiar sense of security.
As if by his side, there is nothing to be afraid of.
She lowered her eyes slightly and said in a soft voice: "today, I talked with my elder brother for a long time and asked about the children Some worries. "
Lin radial dry big hand held her, Yao Shu heart a little calm, look also slow a few minutes, and listen to him ask: "what's the matter?"
The feeling of warmth and security brought by men poured out all the uneasiness in Yao Shu's heart, anger at what happened to the children, and fear that the children would go the same way, making her eyes red.
Her lips moved and opened again, but she didn't know where to start.
Seeing this, Lin radial leaned forward and gently held her in his arms. He let her lean on his shoulder and said in a low voice, "Ashley, don't worry. I'm by your side. You can say something slowly
For a long time, she came from his arms with a rare fragile voice: "Dabao Er Bao used to suffer a lot. I'm afraid it will affect the two children later Two treasures are still small, but they are better. What I don't trust is Dabao. "
Lin radial frowned slightly. For a while, he could not understand the meaning of Yao Shu's words. He only listened to her patiently.
"The elder brother said that when ah Zhigang arrived at Yao's house, he was like a hedgehog with thorns all over his body, and no one could get close to him. Later, he gradually got better But when I talk to him today, I find that he is the same as before. He doesn't make close friends and doesn't trust people other than relatives. "
"I don't think I've done enough. I'm his mother and the closest person, but I don't know what he thinks. I didn't know until today that... "
"Dabao also said that if he wanted to go to the capital, he could contact different people and things under the emperor's feet, and he didn't want to concentrate on learning. Do you think he has a lot in mind? Erlang Er Lang is older than him, but he never thought about it. "
Her voice was full of distress, but Lin radial did not know why, but always wanted to laugh.
He listened to this wife's words, his heart also rose, but he felt that such Yao Shu was extremely lovely.
He opened Yao Shu, looked into her eyes and said, "that's what you're worried about, eh?"
Yao Shu looked up at him, as if full of questions, and asked him: "are these not enough?"
Lin radial chuckled and intended to untie the knot in Yao Shu's heart one by one.
"Ashu, have you ever thought about why ah Zhi said that he would not devote himself to learning?"Yao Shu hesitated and shook his head.
The man's voice was deep and sweet, and with the power to pacify people's hearts, he said slowly: "whether it is Yu Zhi or Xie Qian, they are originally scholars, and have met many people - their recognition of ah Zhi is not enough to explain anything?"
Yao Shu does not understand: "explain what?"
Lin radial looked at Yao Shu: "ah Zhi is different from other children. For him, reading is not something that takes a lot of effort to do well. Besides Is it not a normal idea to be an official if you study well? What are you worried about? "
Yao Shu didn't know how to answer for a moment.
She didn't know how to express her worries. In this era, it was normal for scholars to yearn for chaotang, but she was afraid that a Zhi would go the old way.
Then Lin Du said, "ah Zhi doesn't like to be too close to others. You know, ah Shu, I am the same. It's not a problem."
Yao Shu suddenly raised his head and bit his lower lip unconsciously. He said with difficulty, "I don't want to say what you mean. You are very good I think ah Zhi's vigilance is too heavy. This is not good. "
Lin radial shook his head, did not agree with Yao Shu's view: "thousands of people, even if you are a Zhi's mother, you can not interfere with his character. I know you like rattan, but he was protected and grew up without experiencing any pain. Naturally, he is kind to everyone. Ah Zhi is different. He has experienced it. "
Said, Lin radial let Yao Shu look at his eyes, seriously: "but this is not your fault."
His words silenced Yao Shu.
She began to wonder if she had overreacted to it.
Seeing that she had listened to her own words, Lin radial had already put down half of her heart, shook her head and said, "you are concerned, then you are confused. In my opinion, ah Zhi is fine. Everything in the past has passed, and it won't have a bad influence on him. "
Yao Shu "um" a, originally frowned to show eyebrows also slowly, smooth down.
Lin radial gently points the tip of Yao Shu's nose, looks at her bright and moist cheek, the melancholy gradually fades, smiles.
After a long time, Yao Shu suddenly opened his mouth, his voice was a little dull: "ah radial, you may be difficult to approach in the eyes of others, and you are cold and heartless, but in my opinion, you are different. You know how to care for me, very considerate, not indifferent at all. I was thinking, if the Lin family didn't treat you like that... "
Her words did not finish, Lin radial suddenly called her: "Ashu."
The expression on his face was not as warm as before, but a faint shadow.
Yao Shu stopped talking.
Two people have a moment of silence, Yao Shu acutely aware of his emotional changes, said: "sorry, I shouldn't say this."
Lin radial's face, which was originally facing Yao Shu, was deflected. Half of his face was immersed in the darkness that could not be illuminated by the light.
He said in a hoarse voice, "it's nothing. Have a rest earlier."
Then the man stood up and went to the yard to wash.
Yao Shu clenched his fist in chagrin. She was clearly telling him about ah Chi, but why did she talk about Lin radial?
No one wants to hear other people assume that they will be different, right?
What's more, it's the people who say it
When Lin radial came back after washing, he had recovered his usual appearance, as if Yao Shu had imagined all the gaffes at that moment. He just ended the topic simply.
Two people blow out the lamp on the Kang, Yao Shu heart regret, know that Lin radial don't want to talk about just topic.
But she has already apologized. What else can she do?
See Lin radial speechless, Yao Shu had to close his eyes.
They were silent all night
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