Chapter 393

Song Qingwan jokingly said:

"at that time, I was very angry and spoiled by you. When others said that, I argued with them and said that I was their aunt! But who believes that the people in this circle are only willing to listen to what they want to hear. "

"I had a hard time at that time. Lu had already made me have a headache. I even wanted to die. Forget it. I didn't graduate. My future was gone. I couldn't paint. I couldn't be happy any more. I had to be busy with some trivial things every day. I had to be both a father and a mother to pull up the two children. I went everywhere to look for people to support their relationship and find the best for them Good school, try to give them the best life, occasionally think of you, I will cry the whole night can not sleep

"A lot of things have come. I don't have any experience. I can only bite my teeth and hold on. Lu's is the case. So are the two little guys. I don't know anything. I can only bite my teeth."

"At the most difficult time, I had been busy for five or six days and had not slept. I was wronged and I was irritable. I wanted to bear all this on my own. I even choked to the point that I smashed all the furniture at home in order to vent my anger. At that time, I really wanted to give up on them. To be honest, I found the orphanage, but it was time to send them At last, I couldn't give up the day. "

Song Qingwan murmured: "it's not just because they are your brother's children, nor just to repay your kindness, because I'm their aunt Dad doesn't care about them. You and your sister-in-law are gone. I'm the only one left for them. If I don't care about them, what should they do if they are so small... "

Song Qingwan didn't hate her at first.

Don't hate that's not normal.

But after all, I still don't give up.

Probably since Lu Junhan and Lu An'an called her first aunt, song Qingwan could not be separated from them in her life.

In fact, she raised them not only to repay her brother's kindness, but also because she was their aunt.

She was their only relative.

"Then you should work hard to live on..."

Lu Qidong had a complex feeling in his heart. He took a deep breath and said in a hoarse voice:

"you have worked hard to bring them up. You have suffered so many years when you were young. Now it's time for them to grow up Let them repay you. "

"I probably didn't enjoy the happiness of this life."

Song Qingwan's eyes trembled and sighed:

"I've been too tired in my life. In the last month, I want to relax a little. I I don't want to hurt any more. I want to learn painting again. I'm afraid that if I don't learn it now, I won't have time in the future. "

Lu Qidong's eyes suddenly turned red, and his tears could not stop.

He moved his lips as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say.

Song Qingwan was forced to give up his dream. Now it is a good thing to regain his dream.

If she spent the last period of her life by drawing, she would be able to leave peacefully and happily.

But they all want her to live.

Live in pain.

Lu An'an was red in his eyes, as if he could not bear it any more. He turned and left crying.

Lu Jun Han pursed his thin lips, his eyes were dark and deep, but his smooth jaw line collapsed very tightly.

Song Qingwan is afraid of pain. She is too tired to live. She just wants to die happily.

They want her to live, even in pain, as long as people are there.

But they owe her too much. It can be said that song Qingwan's original gorgeous life was destroyed by them.

But song Qingwan did not complain. At least for so many years, she did not complain in front of them, nor did she take the kindness of nearly 20 years to let them return and make them appreciate her.

Her brother adopted her as her own sister and didn't need her to repay her kindness.

Song Qingwan raised them for nearly 20 years, but also regarded them as his nephew and niece. He did not need them to return her kindness.

She just wants to die in peace.

But they didn't even have the qualifications to persuade her to survive.

Lu Qidong's eyes were red. Looking at the pale and weak song Qingwan, he seemed to have figured out something. He sighed, "you did it on purpose, right?"

Song Qingwan did not speak.

Lu Qidong murmured: "deliberately say those past, want to let us feel guilty and sad, no longer force you to live, right?"

Song Qingwan sighed, "brother, you are still so smart. In fact, it's not that I don't want to live any more. I know that I'm really hopeless. This month, I want to be comfortable. I don't go to work, don't think about other things, don't treat diseases, just paint wholeheartedly. I want to go back to the song Qingwan who loved painting and was no longer so rational and powerful. Brother, you should be happy for me? "

"I'll be happy if you live!"

Lu Qidong looked at her in a hoarse voice, "as long as you live, there is hope! As long as you are alive, it is possible! "

Lu Qidong took a few deep breaths Just like little Enron, her disease was born. There were only 10 cases of genetic defects in the world at that time. "Song Qingwan was stunned and looked at Lu Qidong in disbelief.

Even Lu Junhan's dark and dark pupil eyes standing at the door also shrunk slightly.

Lu Qidong didn't notice her abnormality, and still said:

"at that time, the doctor also said that she was weak and would die at any time, and she could not live for a few days. But I didn't believe it. If she could not live, I would spend money to let her live. With the best equipment, the best medicine and the most professional medical students, every day is a day! But you see, after so many years, she has survived. Now more than ten years have passed, science and technology are developing rapidly. Drugs for this disease have been developed, and now she has been completely cured. There is no need to worry about it in the future. So, as long as you live... "

"Genetic defects..." Song Qingwan's face was full of amazement. She didn't listen to the words behind her. After a while, she recovered from the shock and said, "what genetic defect disease? Lu An'an has genetic defects? Why don't I know that? "

Genetic defects, if not completely cured, will be with you for a lifetime.

Generally, people with genetic defects will be very weak and weak, and they will not live long.

At that time, she only knew that Lu An'an was in poor health, very weak, and his face was pale all the year round. At that time, Lu Qidong only said that this was a weak disease brought from his mother's womb.

At that time, song Qingwan thought that premature infants, indeed, would be weak and sickly, so they did not think deeply.

Lu qidongmeng was stunned, his eyes fixed on her, and his face was surprised:

"don't you know? Didn't little Enron tell you? "

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