2-13: It is a Simple Thing to Destroy One’s Everyday Life (6/6)
Shin ichi?
Nobuhiko eyed Shinichi suspiciously, but Shinichi didnt notice it when he spat out his bitter feelings.
He also realized why there were no high rankers in town other than the Garestonians and the police.
They were made to take on those duties. If you have strength, then take care of it the troublesome things and the dangerous things.
Even though they too didnt necessarily have a high rank because they wanted it
Shinichi considered these things for a second, then he shook his head expressionlessly.
There was a more pressing issue right now, so he turned his attention to the mother.
Hey, are you listening!? Youre strong, so go fight! Please!
Did the desire to save her child overcome her fear?
Or was she simply so far gone that she couldnt understand fear anymore?
Either way that mother approached Shinichi and shook his two shoulders.
That child is just 6 years old! He couldnt have run away!
If you dont want to fight, then just look for him and bring him back! Please!
W-Wait a moment!
I understand how you feel, but Shinichi is different.
She knew she was being unreasonable, but she was simply that desperate.
Nobuhiko and Rinko were both also parents, so even though they were trying to stop her, their attempts were weak.
Although Shinichi thought that his mother might have been like this before too, he still heartlessly considered knocking her out and taking her outside.
One might think him heartless for that in fact, he thinks so too but the truth was that him intervening would only make things more complicated and uncertain.
If he were to use his full strength, he could suppress the criminals and save the people that couldnt flee in time.
But as a result, he would be revealing his strange power (magic) and the black-hazy figure (masquerade) to a large group of people.
That would effectively be introducing a new unknown threat to a world that was already struggling to deal with one otherworld. Remember that the existence of the otherworld was only publicized after much preparation, and yet it still turned out like this.
Right now it was still possible to fill the hole given time since the reason behind it is the misunderstanding of the people, their fear for the unknown, and the poorly managed system.
So Shinichi didnt want to introduce another factor when this world was yet to fix its current problems.
At this point, one might be led to suggest that Shinichi should simply do what he did earlier and beat the enemy barehanded, but unfortunately, that only worked because it was a surprise attack.
Based on the gunshots and auras coming from the upper floor, there were multiple armed men left.
Moreover, not only was the exact situation unclear, they probably even had hostages now.This chapter is updated by nov(e)(l)biin.com
As such, it wasnt possible to take them all down barehanded without risking someone getting shot.
It was also dangerous for one to move alone.
It was highly probable that he would only get in the way of an official rescue team.
But she knew that too. Thats why she staggered when those words were thrown at her.
Youre in the way. Move.
Shinichi violently pushed the woman towards Rinko, and then He ran.
Huh? Rinko said.
What!? The mother cried.
Shinichi!? Nobuhiko cried.
Wait! The security cried.
Shinichi ignored the cries behind him and went against the flow of people.
Shinichi wove his way through that raging flow of people, then ran over the handrails to make his way to the yet chaotic upper floor.
Shinichi wasnt lying.
He hated those words.
In a normal circumstance, he wouldnt mind, but using it in a situation such as this, was simply too irresponsible and was no different from sending someone to their grave.
His trauma his previous mistake had been carved that deeply into his soul.
If he only he hadnt said anything then, they wouldnt have died.
He led them astray.
He led them to waver.
He led them to their deaths.
Thats why no word could be more irresponsible.
Thats why no situation could make it more deplorable.
But thats precisely why,
Save me!
he couldnt ignore that voice.
After all, he was saved by those people who couldnt ignore that voice.
It was because they made that foolish decision that Shinichi is alive today.
Save me!
How could he then whose life was saved by those who listened ignore that same voice.
To not lend an ear would be the same thing as to deny their choice.
That was the one thing Shinichi could not permit no matter what.
He was wrong. Yes.
But they were most definitely not wrong