4-21: The Second of Day of the Exam Begins (4/4)
Shinichi spoke nonchalantly, but he was clearly rebuking them.
It just so happens that those sharp remarks of his just happened to land on Ryous weakness.
Ahh, shut up, shut up already! Yeah, youre right! I kept swinging my weapon like some big shot! And yet I never even thought about it! Because I gave a damn about was killing that bastard!
Ryou.
He had lost his cool, but this outburst was truly how he felt.
He wanted to become strong, he wanted to surpass others, all because he had someone he wanted to defeat.
Thats why when he drifted to Garesto, he did what he could to gain real combat experience on the battlefield.
But there were some knowledge and position he couldnt acquire unless he entered the academy, so he enrolled.
Even now he was Japans top ranker, but in the end, that was just the ranking inside a school.
His objective was still far away, so far away in fact it seemed as tough he wouldnt be able to reach it.
And yet he actually ended up putting on such a shameful display and swung his weapon on innocent people.
Now that its come to this, Im actually shaking in my boots like some idiot! Im so scared I cant even look at the person I tried to kill properly! Now that I realize none of that was a dream, my knees just wont stop shaking. If you want to laugh, then laugh. I was naive, too naive. Did I even want to fight in the first place?
He had always only been looking at his goal, so it never even occurred to him that he had already become strong enough to hurt someone Or at least, that was the case until yesterday happened.
The moment he realized that, those things he has been looking at until now suddenly became terrifying.
The lower-ranked students that couldnt even serve as his rivals, opponents with inferior equipment, the raybeasts that could kill people.
Hes been swinging powerful weapons all this time without realizing that those weapons could kill someone.
He didnt even dodge attacks that he could dodge because he had a high Resistance stat.
Has his goal surpassed this fear? Or were people on that level simply unfeeling? If so, then maybe it was hopeless for him.
Despite his strong determination that set him down his path, Shinichis words rattled him to the point that he even considered giving up.
Are you stupid? Feeling like that is normal. If anyone laughs at someone for feeling something so natural, Ill kill them.
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Shinichi didnt lament over how pathetic he was being and became angry instead.
His words were harsh, but there was a sweetness and warmth behind them as he told him that he was right to feel this way.
If there was anyone who was so unfeeling they couldnt feel anything as normal as that, I would crush their hands and feet into pieces, dig up their trauma, and make sure that they lived their whole lives in bed.
You two do realize that you need to do whatever I tell you to anyway if you want a grade, right, my assistants?
Kyukyukyu, the fox laughed.
Leaving in the middle of an exam, attacking an examiner For these two troublesome students, fulfilling the new role they have been given was their last hope of passing.
To someone like Tomoe who was barely hanging on, she really had no other way out.
As for Ryou, although he could afford a bad grade here and there, he didnt want to be demoted because of something so shameful.
Thats why regardless of what they thought, they actually had no reason but to obey Shinichi.
B-But you were the one who asked us!?
I knew it! Your personality is the worst! That fox on your shoulder too!
As Master and servant alike laughed at the two students plight, not a whiff of care about their complaints, Shinichi turned around and walked away.
No matter how much someone complains, if the person theyre complaining to ignores it, then its meaningless.
That frustrated Ryou and Tomoe to no end, but they had to choice but to follow after him.
Must be tough.
Shinichi laughed as he listened to their angry gait.
He didnt find their reaction amusing, no, he just thought that the way they lived their life was really difficult.
It wouldve been a lot easier to just insist that they werent at fault since they had no control over their action, but there were people who just couldnt choose that path.
Others realize that such excuses wont make them feel better.
Youre no good yourself, Master. I know you love stupid, clumsy kids like these.
Maybe.
The master played the fool, and the servant laughed.
This is my master, she cheerfully thought.
By teasing them, stirring them up, and angering them, he is able to understand them.
Thats why
Suddenly, Shinichi turned around, still smiling.
By the way, are you guys any good at baseball?
Huh?